if you believe in miracles.

2007-11-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

rawrrr :D i am changing to XANGA :D
http://xanga.com/hearme_roarr
relink relink relink relink relink.
ok i am feeling guilty. cos one year's of posts
are in here. like 175 posts. rawrr.
but i'm gonna start all over again in xanga! :)

ok go read my xanga. now off to change my
tagboard so i won't have to manage two
tagboards, cos xanga only accepts cbox.

ok take care and God bless always! :D

2007-11-25T13:24:00.000+08:00

RANDOM QUIZZES :D

What is your favorite song of all time?
err. i dont know. my current one is "the world
is black" by Good Charlotte. :D

What is your favorite color?
white, black, lime green, neon orange, red :D

How much wood could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood?
i don't know.

left handed or right handed?
right handed.

What size shoe do you wear?
err. i forgot.

Would you rather be hot or cold?
cold please :D

Would you rather lose an arm or a leg?
neither.

Why did the chicken cross the road?
cos he wanted to?

Where is Waldo?
i dont know.

What was your last thought?
i wanna go china for the missionary thing.

Firefox, Internet Explorer, Netscape, or other?
Internet Explorer

Juice and crackers or milk and cookies?
milk and cookies. :D

Favorite fruit?
rawrr. err. rockmelon?

Which is worse? A bad laugh or a bad cough?
bad cough.

Are you a cat or a dog person?
dog :D

Would you rather be blind or deaf?
can i choose neither?

Do you eat cold cereal at night?
i dont even eat cereal.

Kill the spider or let it out?
let it out of where?

Do you shower every single day?
yea. i am HYGENIC.

Boat or bus?
boattt :)

What is your favorite Pj Fabric
i dont wear Pj. i wear shirt and shorts.

Where do you want to travel next?
err. err. KOREAA :D

What would you do if Michael Jackson asked you out
err. reject him. he's GAY.

What is your favorite food?
too many to name. gosh. :D

Do you read harry potter books?
nope. its witchcraft.

What is your favorite place?
err. i'm fine with anything.

If you could have one super human power what would you choose?
i wanna be invisiblee :D

Have you had a beer in the last week?
jolly shandy counted?

Vitamin Water or Gatorade?
gatorade :D

Flip flops or sandles?
flip-flops :D

What do you do on fridays?
err. nothing much.

Do you like bananas?
oo. yess :D

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense.
NO CHEATING!
4. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
---------------------------------------------------------

How are you feeling today?
All About You - McFly
(err. )

Will you get far in life?
The Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani
(err. idk)

How do your friends see you?
Better is One Day - Elroy Mihailov
(i'm better as each day passes?)

Will you get married?
Broken Hearts Parade - Good Charlotte
(gosh. i think so.)

What's your best friend's theme song?
Here I Am To Worship - Jonathan Noel
(i have nothing to say)

What is the story of your life?
Everyday - Hillsong
(to live everyday as it is?)

What was primary school like?
Offering - Curt Coffield
(err. i offered everyday of my life to enjoying it?)

How can you get ahead in life?
High School Never Ends - Bowling For Soup
(woot. thinking that high school never ends. lol.)

What is the best thing about your friends?
Bring Me To Life - Evanescence
(they bring me to life manxzxz :D )

What is in store for this weekend?
The Take's Over, The Break's Over - Fall Out Boy
(err. i have nothing to say)

What song describes you?
Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard
(rawrr. i dont know. )

To describe your grandparents?
Consuming Fire (Live) - Hillsong
(they fire up my life :D )

How is your life going?
Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance
(its been sharp. lol. :D )

What song will they play at your funeral?
4 In The Morning - Gwen Stefani
(err. i don't know.)

How does the world see you?
Stronger - Delirious?
(i am a strong willed person man :D )

Will you have a happy life?
Umbrella ft Jay-Z - Rihanna
(err. it'll be protective? )

What do your friends really think of you?
God Is Great - Rachel Hockett
(that i think that God is Great? )

Do people secretly lust after you?
Let Praises Ring - Lindsay Jones
(let the praises ring about me man :D )

How can I make myself happy?
I Give You My Heart - Dave Chatel
(err. to give my heart to someone?)

What should you do with your life?
Sexy Back - Justin Timberlake
(i HAVE no COMMENTS)

Will you ever have children?
In Pieces - Linkin Park
(err. i guess so?)

Happy marriage?
Just My Luck - McFly
(i guess that's a yes? lol. )

Miscarriage?
Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance
(i take that as a NO)

Instructions: Between each line of words you have to pick one favourite by bolding it.

001. Coke ; Pepsi ; Moutain Dew ; Sprite ; 7Up ; Diet ; Nestea ; Crush
002. American Idol ; America's Got Talent ; America's Next Top Model
003. Minesweeper ; Solitaire ; Hearts ; Backgammon ; Checkers ; Freecell
004. COSMOgirl! ; Teen Vogue ; Seventeen ; J-14 ; Teen People
005. TV ; computer ; music ; movies
006. Park ; movie theatre ; mall ; friend's house
007. Haircut ; manicure/pedicure ; waxing ; facial
008. Soap ; toothpaste ; shower gel ; bubbles
009. Ciggarettes ; drugs ; alcohol ; none
010. Earrings ; bracelets ; necklaces ; anklets ; rings
011. Prep ; goth ; skater ; rocker ; bitch
012. Mom ; dad ; sister ; brother (i want one)
013. Blonde ; brunette ; redhead ; black hair
014. Dog ; cat ; rabbit ; hampster ; guinea pig ; mouse ; ferret ; lizard
015. Boys ; girls ; both
016. People ; animals
017. Cute ; sexy ; beautiful ; pretty ; good looking (?)
018. Purse ; wallet ; bag ; backpack ; pocket
019. Nose ; eyes ; ears ; smile ; teeth
020. Pen ; pencil ; marker ; crayon ; pencilcrayon ; sharpie
021. Mp3 player ; iPod ; CD player ; boom box
022. CD's ; cassettes ; DVD's
023. Horror ; comedy ; drama ; thriller ; action/adventure ; fantasy ; romance
024. Surveys ; icons ; quotes ; pictures ; banners
025. Numbers ; letters ; symbols
026. Water ; pop/soda ; juice
027. Sun ; rain ; snow ; hail ; wind
028. Make-up ; hair products ; skin care products
029. Clothes ; jewellery ; trends/fashion
030. School ; summer ; summer school ; winter/spring break
031. Building snowmen ; making snow angels ; having a snow fight
032. Making surveys ; taking surveys ; posting surveys ; finding surveys
033. Rock ; pop ; hiphop ; alternative ; rap ; r&b ; classic rock ; punk rock ; metal
034. Lip gloss ; eyeliner ; foundation ; eyeshadow ; mascara ; none
035. Reading ; writing ; singing/dancing ; band ; couch potato
036. Chips ; cake ; ice cream ; brownies ; popcorn
037. CSI ; Law & Order ; Missing ; Without a Trace ; Judge Judy
038. USA ; Canada ; South America ; Europe ; Asia ; Australia ; Africa
039. Laguna Beach ; The Hills ; Sweet 16 ; Made ; Room Raiders ; Pimp My Ride ; Yo Momma
040. Pizza ; burgers ; hot dogs ; chicken wings ; soup ; salad
041. Pink ; blue ; green ; red ; yellow ; orange ;
042. Videos ; songs ; soundtracks ; musicals
043. Reality TV shows ; comedies ; soap opera's ; series ; crime shows
044. Webcam ; digital camera ; regular camera ; picture phone
045. Stickers ; temporary tattoos ; nail decals
046. Cups ; mugs ; clear glasses
047. Glasses ; contacts ; braces ; head gear
048. Muchmusic ; MTV ; MTV2 ; VH1 ; BET
049. Beyonce ; Britney ; Christina ; Avril Lavigne ; Hilary Duff
050. Eminem ; 50 Cent ; Joel Madden ; Gerard Way ; Pete Wentz

rawrr. don't ask me where i get quizzes.
i get them from brandon. lol. :D
sorry for like super late post about my week.
rawrr. its like longg and with photos. i guess.
bleh. will try to finish it up soon ok :)
take care and God bless always. :D

2007-11-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

RANDOM QUIZ :D

whats your name spelt backwards?
AILEDO. hey. that's cool :D

What did you do last night?
i stoned in the car while waiting for my
mother to finish late night shopping at metro.

The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
songs? from my phone?

Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
err. no. i'm not crazy.

Last time you swam in a pool?
err. i forgot. seriously.

What are you wearing?
Dryburgh Pri Sch shirt. and NB shorts.

How many cars have you owned?
none? toy car? lol.

Type of music you dislike most?
those amazingly squeaky ones. rawrr. ):

Are you registered to vote?
nope. not singaporean.

Do you have cable?
cable tv? yep.

What kind of computer do you use?
Dell, Laptop.

Ever made a prank phone call?
Many times. lol. :D

You like anyone right now?
I like alot of people. i just don't Love them.

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
that sounds uber cool :D

Furthest place you ever traveled?
i think. Australia.

What's your favorite comic strip?
err. Archie Comics. i dont read comics.

Do u know all the words to the national anthem?
yea i guess. lol.

Shower, morning or night?
both. i'm HYGENIC. :D

Best movie you've seen in the past month?
can i name more than one?
The Game Plan, Stardust and Enchanted.

Favorite pizza toppings?
CHEESE :D sausage and MUSHROOM :D

Chips or popcorn?
Nachos? lol. :D

What cell phone provider do you have?
Starhub :D

Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
how do i do that?

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
err. nope. unless you consider miss Natural
Vegetation Beauty Pageant one. rawrr. ):

Orange Juice or apple?
Apple :D

Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
Err. Avier, Lester, Christopher and Jaselyn.

favorite chocolate bar?
Kit-Kat :D

Who is your longest friend and how long?
err. i think Kun Seng. 8-9years?

Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
err. i dont know.

Have you ever won a trophy?
oh yess :D

Favorite arcade game?
Air Hockey! :D

Ever ordered from an infomercial?
huh? what's that?

Sprite or 7-UP?
what's the difference anw?

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
what do you think man? its singapore.

Last thing you bought at Walgreens?
(Not applicable to Singaporeans that don't go Walgreens)

Ever thrown up in public?
Yeah. of course. in school. lol.

Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
err. True Love (:

Do you believe in love at first sight?
it doesn't last. rawrr.

SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?
SPONGEBOB! :D

Did you have long hair as a young kid?
yep. :D plaits (:

What message is on your voicemail machine?
nothing at all?

Where would you like to go right now?
err. AUSTRALIAA :D

Whats the name of your pet?
i didn't bother to name my fish.
but its dead now. ):

What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?
err. OKEY. that's the brand btw. lol. school stuff.

What do you think about most?
everything and anything.

-----

1. Have you had any relationships this year?
yea. one.

2. Have you had your birthday yet?
yea. of course :D

3. Cried yet?
err. yea. i think so.

4. Been on a diet?
haha. yes. i think.

5. Pulled an all nighter?
lol. yep.

6. Drank Starbucks?
nopeee. bleh.

8. Bought something(s)?
lol. yea. many things.

9. Met someone special?
YEP :D jeremy, brandon and isaac :D

10. Been out of state?
out of country? lol. yep.

11. peed your pants?
a longlonglong time ago.

12. What are you thinking about?
emo.emo.high.high :D lol.

13. Hugged someone?
yeah, manyyyy :D

14. Slept in someone elses bed?
yeah, manyyy. dont think wrong. :)

15. Gotten in a car accident?
yep. kind of?

16. Gone over your mobile phone bill?
all the time. lol.

17. Been called a _____?
what is the _____?

18. Done something you regret?
yes. more than one too i think.

LAST

Last Person you hugged?
my carebearrr :D natashaa.

Last Person to call you?
handphone i assume. Dave.

Who did you last yell at?
Dave. all the time. loll.

What did you do today?
randon things. a lot of them.

TEN FACTS:

1. Hometown?
Singapore

2. Natural hair color?
Dark Brown :D

3. Initials?
SOTYQ

4. Hair style?
Short :D

5. Eye color?
rawrr. dark brown.

6. Height:
162 ++ cm

7.Pets:
none at the moment.

8. Mood:
Emo and High at the same time.

9. Where would you rather be?
in wonderlandd :D

10. What was the last thing you drank?
err. Orange Squash :D

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:

1. Have you ever been in love:
yea. i love my family and friends :D

2. Do you believe in love?
yep. i guess so.

3. Why did your LAST relationship fail?
oh shut up. don't ask. its complicated.

4. Have you ever been heartbroken:
oh yes. shut up. don't ask either.

5. Have you ever broken someone's heart:
yeah. i think. sorry.

(where's question 6?)

7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
err. hasn't everyone? yea. i have.

8. Are you afraid of commitment?
Kind Of. it's scary.

9. Have you liked someone in the past 6 mnths?
err. yea.

10. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships in your life?
err. nope. nope. nope.

ok done with another random quiz. lol.
i am like trying to entertain you people with quizzes.
cos i am unable. to finish up my post about my whole
week. cos it is super long. and i need more time.
so sorry people. rawrr. i shall try to finish it soon.
take care and God bless always :D

2007-11-24T01:31:00.000+08:00

RANDOM QUIZZ :D

1 fondest memory you have in your lifetime.
-my time spent in KCPPS.

2 people you'd like to thank.
-my mother and my father.

3 things you would want to do now.
-err. sleep?
-find the motivation to do something helpful.
-talk to someone.

4 people that left the deepest impression (include reason why.)

Dave Lim:
cosmic twin. same birthday, same birth time (:
and just one of the bestest friends anyone could ask for. :D
late night calls. outings. neoprints. tll. <3

Nurul Syafiqah:
my dudee. and my love <3
without her, life would be totally different.
we had our share of fights. but i still love you :D

Brandon Ang:
the most random friend and phone buddy :)
the one that has never failed to cheer me up with his rubbish.
lol. sometimes without even knowing it. lol. <3

Uncle Richard Ong:
the best elder in LPPC. my role model :D
his sermons inspire me to have faith and continue to
believe in God, church won't be what it is without him.

5 photos/ pictures that you like.

6 strange things you've done in your life
-wave at people randomly on the road.
-try to fake an indian accent.
-start getting high by myself.
-jump around in orchard road like an idiot.
-prank calling people i don't know.
-talk about myself like i'm talking about someone else.

7 things that you like in 2007
-netball trainings with juniors.
-random outings with friends
-class gatherings with KCPPS 6E'06
-celebrating my birthday with friends
-inter-class netball carnival in CHIJTPSS
-meeting brandon ang, isaac and jeremy ong.
-random meetings with juniors at library.

8 things you want to do in 2008.
-not to get myself into arrested by the police
-pass geography throughout.
-A1 for Math and Science throughout.
-spend more time with my friends and family.
-socialise and make more friends.
-study hard and try to get into IP.
-get my braces done andsurvive it.
-treasure certain people that care about me.

9 people you want to do this
-Jeremy
-Daryl
-Ming Han
-Jaselyn
-Pamela
-Jiamin
-Nurul
-Bao Yi
-Choon Khee

ok i am lazy to post about my week today.
i shall do it tommorow or something.
its like super late now. gosh. off to sleep.
good night people. gahhh.
take care and God Bless always. (:

2007-11-19T10:34:00.000+08:00

RANDOM POEM :D
lalala. ok another random poem.
i dont think this one is emo though.
so out the emo goes in the title. gahh.
and once again i repeat, the "i" in the
poem, if there is. is not me. and all
characters in the poem are fictional.

what does it mean to love?
is it a gift from God above?
from where does true love hail?
how many times does one have to fail?

what does it take to gain success?
a simple test though some may pass.
for other probably a difficult task.
simple things some may ask.

like trust and patience both a must.
out of the way are hatred and lust.
oh yes, care and concern are essential as well
to ensure that you'll hear wedding bells.

sometimes love may last a long time
but sometimes it may sour like a green lime.
but really its for you to decide.
who you would like to be forever by your side.

now done :D and yes i shall end off my post.
with a shoutout to this certain imposter that's
impersonating me on brandon's tagboard. gahh. ):

"seriously, just get lost and stop impersonating me.
cos it ain't that easy to do that. i know you must be
feeling uber boliao cos its the holidays and whatever.
and thus you have that urge to just irritate someone
by impersonating that someone, which has been me.
but please la. get a life man. go play computer games
or whatever la. i dont know what is wrong with you.
its not as if impersonating me would benefit you in
any darn way. cos i ain't actually getting irritated. and
thus i can say you are just wasting your time when you
could be doing better things ok. just get outta my face la."

ok done. now i shall end my post here :D
i shall post later again about yet another netball
training back to KCPPS :D bye all.

take care and God bless always. (:

2007-11-18T16:54:00.001+08:00

I AM BACK :D
and yes i am back from malaysia. :D
now i shall blog a super longgg post.
about the outing on thursday. and yes

it shall be equipped with many photos :D

lalala. & yes photos of trip back to malaysia

and yes more childhood photos cos i found a
whole chunk in the bunch of photo albums

back there. ahha. :D i miss going back there.

so let me see. i shall start from thursday. :D

GLOWGLOWGLOW! :D

outing with just ownage except that the

ending was just horrible. the next outing

shall be planned well ok. no pangseh-ing.
ok so it started off when i woke up at 7.15?

yea so stoned stoned stoned in my bed and
tried to get back to sleep but obviously aftr

my many futile attempts, i did not get back to

sleep, and i dont think i would have been able to

get up if i had gone to sleep again. so yea then

around 8. went down & watched random shows.

news mostly. & watched sesame street at 9?on
kids central. cos that as the only thing that was
actually better than news. lol. :D then around

9:30, jeremy ong smsed me and told me he

was coming?! ok he was supposed to pick me up.

then err. he was supposed to come at 11. nvm.

so rushed up to bathroom, bathed & everything.

then at 10, he told me he was downstairs. went

down and brought the netball bibs. hopefully,

thinking that one would be able to return it to

mr Goh, but obviously was not able to. ahha. :D

so met jeremy under my block & as he sat up

there in that hole in the wall at the void deck &

poor me stood there next to the wall & chatted
with him for super long, talking about all kinds of
rubbish, like sesame street being educational?

and err. about me looking like a gangster. and

all that other stuff. that people talk about. then

realised i had to return sister's library books

then called maid to return them for me ahha. :D
then realised it was 11:30 and that it was time to

to set off to go meet jiamin and go get the tickets

to watch stardust. so walked with jeremy to
bishan mrt to meet jiamin and also to take the
mrt to orchard mrt & then go off to daddy's office

to get him down to help us pay for the tickets

cos when we use ocbc cards, tickets are only $6.

so yea. went up to his office with jeremy & jiamin

& sat down at the sofa & drank coke while waiting

for daddy to finish. & jeremy started the gangster
rubbish again. yesyes. he keeps saying that me &
jiamin are gangster. wtf? fine. then daryl called

jeremy and started talking uber loudly into the

phone. so yea daddy came out from his office &

we went off. and we met dave on the way. so
he tagged along and both of them started the

gangster crap again. fine and i started jumping
around in orchard road looking like a weird idiot.

lol. so reached cineleisure, went up to buy the

tickets. then he left us to do our own stuff.

so went down to burger king and sat down there

and stoned while waiting for the rest. so daryl
came like soon after. ok i shall start adding photos.
i got like uber many candid photos. :D ahha.

daryl blocking his face with screwed up dave.
and yes i see tissue! :D ahha. :D

ok brandon came late. at like 12:30. and
sat next to me. lol. and yea so you see half
of me next to him in this photos here.
emo dave. emo dave. emo dave.
aww. with daryl and jeremy next to him.
lol. and the ugly burger wrapper.emo jeremy. ok cos i was evil. gahh.
cos i kept stealing his linkin park ticket stub.
ahha. so he went into emo mode. aww.

so random-ed like crazy at burger king.
and went faking all sorts of rubbish accents.
like indian accent, malay accent and china
accent. and then left for the arcade.
and played air hockey. ok first round was
me and jeremy VS dave and brandon. lol.
it was uber funny and i was laughin like
uncontrollably for most of the time. so me
and jeremy got owned by brandon and dave.
i forgot the score. was it 6-13? lol.
then next round was just me and dave.
i got owned again. err. this time. 9-10.
i think. my memory is just lousyy. lol.

candid photo again. yea that’s brandon
there with jeremy, daryl, dave and
another unknown guy there. lol.

then played till like err. 1:50. then went
off to buy food. shared a combo with brandon
cos i totally didnt feel like eating anything
and just felt like having a drink so yea. then
i just took the drink and let brandon have the
rest :D ahha. so went into cinema and sat
next to jiamin and jeremy. pamela came into
the cinema halfway thru the movie at around
2:30. cos she had tuition at till like 2. so could
only come in halfway. so yea. movie was cool.
but the ending was kinda corny. lol :D
and i bet jeremy learnt a lot of pick up lines
from the movie. lol. ahha. :D so then went off
to walk around in cineleisure for a while.
they wanted to screw brandon and jeremy
and me up. but they didnt in the end. ahha :D
so yea went around orchard road. went to
heeren and just walked around there. and
brandon was hoping to see andrea fonseka
there again. lol. cos he saw her there last week.

yesyesyes. candid photo of me&pamela.
gahh. i think at heeren? gahhh. ): awww. dave ii knoee euu verrii pweetty :D
lol. dont have to smile so wide. ahha. (:
and jeremy nice candid photo mann :D

so yea walked down orchard road from all
the way from cineleisure to orchard mrt.
then we just stoned there like for uber long.
ahha. and didnt know what to do. and me,
jiamin and pamela just started taking uber
lot of candid photos of the guys standing in
front of the ugly black pillars at the mrt
station. lol. so yea. stoned stoned stoned.

jeremy. ok screwed up blurry candid.
at orchard mrt. bleh. (:

aww. dave ii knoee euu aree verrii pweety :D
lol. another candid photo of dave. hello brandon. lol. candid side view. :D
at orchard mrt in front of the ugly pillar.

lol. all the guys standing in front of
the ugly pillar at orchard mrt. (:

lol. another candid photo of the guys
at the ugly pillar at orchard mrt. (:

lol. then after that the guys pangseh-ed
us girls to go to plaza sing to go eat dinner.
bleh. so we girls went home. and i got emo
when i went home. gahh. lol. and started
scolding the guys and whatever cos they
pangseh-ed us. gahh. bleh. ): emooo.

lol. photo of daryl from brandon's blog.
to end off my post. lol. gahhh :D

ok i'm lazy to talk about trip over the
weekend to malaysia. i shall do it the
next time i post. ok now byebye people.

take care and God bless always (:

2007-11-14T16:02:00.000+08:00

RANDOM DAYYY :)

nothing to do except stone stone at home.
grrr. but i'm looking forward to outing tml! :D
yesyesyes. let me see. approx. 19hours and 40mins

to the meeting of everyone :D i'm so excited. :)

watching stardust at cineleisure orchard then random

stuffs that shall not be revealed until tommorrow after

the outing. for the privacy of the individual. ahha :D

yes and daddy's coming back from chinaa today night :)

i havent seen him in almost two weeks! :D yay.

its happy day happy day. just that i have nothing to do

at home other than sms and call and msn people.

no one's tagging me. gahhh. was supposed to go help

train juniors today but training was cancelled. aww. ):

but they trained on their own. i didnt wanna risk

going out in case mummy wont let me out tml.

so i'm just gonna stone stone stone and prob go

take up a book and start reading or go call dave. ahha.

tommorrow's gonna be da BOMBXZX! :D

ok i shall end my post for today here :)

take care and God bless always! :D

2007-11-13T10:22:00.000+08:00

CHILDHOOD MEMORIES :D
bleh. was looking through the old albums and
all that. i miss being a kid. running around.
screaming and shouting. to think i was dying
to grow up when i was a kid, thinking life
would be way better. although i do have more
freedom. but there are just wayy more things
that one will have to watch out for and to just
get hurt by. friends, family and school. its just
all different now. it isnt the same as how it was
in the past. when i was just that kid that loved
running around and enjoyed having fun. not
thinking about anything but what to do the
next day. but now all one can think about is
what homework is there tommorow although
now are the holidays. and all that's in our minds
now is, study for exam. and do well. when we were
just kids, it was just about which toy we wanted
next or who to play with. i really miss being a kid. :(

KCPPS NETBALL TRAINING! :D
woop. it was way fun yesterday. lunch and all.
although i got injured and i'm sick. GAHHH. :(
so met up with pamela, jiamin and yanting for
lunch at 12 at junction8. had not much appetite
cos i was having a really bad sore throat. :(
but still ate. so yea, hung around at the arcade
and played a few games. but jiamin couldnt come
in so she went to popular first. then went to kfc to
eat. though as i said, had not much appetite, but
ate up a whole zinger meal anw. lol. :D then talked
for a while there and then left to go for kcpps netball
training. so reached at around 1:15. then jaselyn came.
so started to train them again. then after a whole round
of passes, highest point and pivoting. we played a game.
i played goalkeeper, defending wendy, the goalshooter :D
it went quite well, just that yanteng elbowed my shoulder
blade. still hurts now but she apologized and it was an
accident afterall. bleh. middle finger got screwed up also.
dont know byy who. but isnt that bad anymore. so yea.
let bygones be bygones. used to injuries already anw.
i'll just leave it and hope it heals by itself. bleh. luckily
no more trainings for this week, may die from pain. lol.
exaggeration! :D lol. i'm not that feeble ok. i'm used to
pain. injuries, sprains and bruises. then mr Goh
had to go for his meeting. so yea, we had a break. but
nice game anw juniors! :D for people that just learnt
netball and are playing their first game, not bad :D
especially sarah, adeline and yanteng. keep it up! :) then decided to play a 20minute game with them
before letting them go home at 3. so played GS,
goal shooter this time. bleh. defended by jiaqi,
wait is that your name. sorry if i got it wrong ok!
not sure of all your names. didnt do as well for
goal shooter as last time at inter-class netball.
guess i should just continue playing goalkeeper
or even goaldefender. didnt score as well. pamela
did most of the scoring. GAHH. ): i shall go shoot
more often. not used to the pole anymore. i like
the pole at kallang netball centre. lol. :D yay.
so yea. played short game. good game juniors! :D
natasha and lynnette got to play too. good game.
heard lynnette got injured. take care of that injury
ok. dont aggravate it yea. go ice it or something.
yep. so let them off at around 3.10. then rested for
a while then played captain's ball with the guys.
avier, lester, minghan and this other two guys.
i dont know your names ok sorry. :( bleh.
i dont have a habit of remembering names yep.
other than names of people i talk to a lot. yep.
played midfield, then defender and lastly captain.
playing with them is just always FUN FUN FUN!
lol. we just break rules like crazy. so we played
no "out" court. so was running around like crazy.
and i was like bullying lester. hehe. sorry. was too
caught up in game. was fun bullying you cos you
didnt hit back or anything. ahha. :D so most of the
when he got the ball, i either hit his back or what.
not that hard la. lol. and when i was captain, he was
defending, just hit his head when he tried to get the
ball. hehe and once he fell down. that one was not
my fault. hope he's okay. he seemed to have hurt
his knee. yea. take caree la. lol. hope i didnt injure
you in any way while bullying you. ahha. sorry!
gahh. and i had to wash the bibs. cos the juniors all
left already. so jiamin took one set and me one set.

then mr Goh came out at around 4? and told
the guys that they couldnt play in their uniform.
and only in their PE attire. gahh. fine spoil the fun.
evil man. but anw he agreed to treat us to food! :D
and yes we smart people said mcdonalds! :D yay.
that's our "pay" for helping his train his netballers.
since his meeting hadn't ended. we said we'd go
to the arcade first then he would call 1 of us once
he was done then meet us at mcdonalds. went to
the arcade next to kim san leng, cos the one at
junction8 not really that fun. so yanting, pamela
and i played the basketball shooting game there.
was way retarded. our score wasnt that high. lol.
although we are supposed to be good in shooting
since we can play goalattacker and goalshooter.
so played two games. then me & pamela started
being random & playing with the controls of the
games although we weren't playing anything.
lol. & then we found out mr Goh had called then
called him back and as jiamin and jaselyn were
playing the dance game, went to mcdonalds to
meet mr Goh. yanting had to go home. :( sad.
so reached and mr Goh wasnt there. stoned.
&played with phone and all that. then he came.
bought food for him. whoa. he eats a LOT.
one whole fillet o fish meal, upsized and then a
separate order of six-piece nuggets. PIGGGG!
me and pamela shared a six-piece nugget and got
drinks. so just chatted about school and all that
while waiting for jiamin and jaselyn to come. bleh.
they arrived like a while later and all of us just
talked about whatever was happening in life and
of course our juniors, the netballers. & how they
were doing. so jiamin's mother came to get her at
approx, 6:20. to watch the game plan at the GV
upstairs. bleh, the game plan is ownage. watched
it last week with mother and sisters. lol. :D so she
left and rest of us talked till around 6:45 and left
for home. pamela met her brother on the way so
she left with him. walked home with jaselyn. bleh.
reached home at around 7. then went to bathe.
super poofed. bleh. then played around with com.
got this uber bad runny nose and blocked nose.
uber irritating. used up almost all of the tissue.
dustbin's full of wet soiled tissues. clear it away! :(

& i am so looking forward to outing on thursday! :D

ok i shall end my post there then :D
take care and God Bless always! :)

2007-11-10T21:00:00.000+08:00

MONKEYBAR MADNESS :D
climbing and sitting on top of monkeybars
and just looking down at people is just fun :D
addictive and whatever. lol. but its kinda scary
when you climb up. cos its like you feel like you're
gonna fall down any moment. and its like your hands
feel awfully wobbly and all that. lol. but once you get
up there on the monkey bars. you feel awfully high :D
i know its my second time posting today. but i've got
things to say. somehow. lol. since i went down again.
and felt high. so decided to post again. lalalala :D
so as i was saying. so met changzhong as we were both
just bored at home and had nothing to do. although
he wanted to go swimming but said no and said that
since i had math and needed help with cylinders, so
he could help me. lol. so met him at the bbq pits near
the basketball courts. and brought everything needed
to do my math except my calculator. how nice. i'm so
smart. bleh. so stoned around for a while. and watched
him play with his rubik's cube. then decided to play
connect4. GAH. he owned me 4-1. fine fine fine.
i shall show you all how badly owned i was. GAHHHH!
by the way, i'm the circle, he's the cross. bleh.

first game. GAHHH! i lost.

second game. I LOST AGAIN. GAHH!

third game. ahha. I WON :D

fourth game. i lost AGAIN. GAHH!

the last game. and i LOST AGAIN. GAHHH!

so soon after he had to leave to do PA duty.
cos no one was there. bleh. and i'm supposed
to go for training of something. ok i dont know.
GAH. screw. i dont know what to do tommorow.
i'm on for PA duty tommorow ok. screwwww. ):
ok so yea. then went to playground at 181.
stoned on the monkeybars till 6:30 then left for
home. and ate dinner. and here i am once again.

ok i shall end my post here now then :D
take care and God bless always. :)

2007-11-10T15:38:00.000+08:00

MATH HOMEWORK ALERT!
yesyesyes. i have math homework. finee. :(
i bet many others don't have homework. bleh.
evill evill evill. and esp surface area questions.
cynlinders. please. i can't do those for nuts.
ok maybe i can. if not i wouldnt have gotten 86.5
for my math. bleh. :D i'm uber proud of my math.
math is easy thus absolute lovee!
homework consists of 7pages of arithmetic, 3pages
of algebra and 5pages of geometry :D MATH!!
i'm gonna bring it along during the outing. so i can
get them to do it for me. ahha. fine. only cylinders.
i can do the rest on my own :D angles&percentage.
those are like the most fun to do ok :D algebra too.
just cylinders and maybe those difficult number
patterns you know :D hehe. i know you all are like
nice people. :D do those few for me ok? hehe. :D

I'M JUST SO SMART. *smirks*
this smart person here bloggin on her own blog.
almost lost her darling W660i last night. :(
gosh. partly cos her pocket was uber shallow &
only around like 8cm wide and 2cm long. so
yea. so this smart person here decided to run
home and forgot that her W660i might drop out
of her pocket any moment when she's running.
so yep. she forgot and started running home.
and then her phone dropped out and she didnt
notice. so yep. she went home and then stoned
for a while. and then called dave and asked him
to call her. then she digged into her pocket and
realised her phone was MISSING! wow! so she
panicked and started searching the house like
mad and almost cried cos she couldnt find it at
home anywhere. then remembered that she
ran home and thought maybe the phone might
have dropped out while she was running. so she
quickly asked her maid to help her open the door
as quietlyy as possible while her mother was in
the toilet bathing. and ran down and searched
the void deck like crazy and almost asked a
uncle whether he saw someone pick up a phone.
then she ran back on the pavement where she
was running on previously and didnt see the her
phone the first time and almost ran back to
junction8, thinking that she might have dropped
it there while having dinner at food junction. but
she thought that it was not possible as there
would have been a sound if it dropped there. so
she ran back and looked into the grass this time
next to the pavement. CAREFULLY. in case she
missed something. then she saw it! she saw the
battery of the phone as it glittered in the light
from the lamp post. and then found the phone
next to it and the cover of the phone on the
pavement. gosh she went crazy and just ran all
the way back home. and kept thanking God in
the lift for helping her find the phone. and then
told herself that she would take good care of her
phone from then onwards. and that was the end.

RANDOM EMO POEM! :D
once again as i have always mentioned.
the "i" in the poem is not me and never will
be. unless i tell you all in here specifically.
and the characters in the poem are fictional.

so it was all a lie from the start,
to think i gave you my heart.
for you i'd cry from day to night,
but now i've seen the light.

for you, love i have no more.
you could say i hate you to the core.
to think i trusted you all along,
but now i've realised that i was wrong.

it's all passed so fast,
but now that's all in the past.
i'll no longer be moved by your actions,
everything for you i once did to perfection.

but my love you betrayed time and again,
each time leaving me to suffer in pain.
but now i've understood what it all meant,
and from this, a lesson i've learnt..

ok i'll end my post for today here then.
take care and God bless always! :D

2007-11-09T18:34:00.000+08:00

KCPPS NETBALL TRAINING! :D

so went back to KCPPS to help Mr Goh conduct the

netball training as he was busy and feeling sick?

so yea. it was ok. maybe a bit of slip ups here and

there cos i wasnt too sure of how to show them.

and i admit. i'm getting rusty. i've forgotten all my

stuff already. GAHHH. but i can still play. i can!

i shall show them i can do it :D i know my stuff! :D

just that i kinda forgot. ok so yea. back to the post.

so yea Yan Ting, Jiamin, Jaselyn and I went back

la. met Yan Ting and Jaselyn earlier. bleh. so yea.

Pamela couldnt come last minute. blehhhh. ):

so yea. did pivoting with them and all that.

shooting, passes. and all that bleh. tiring. ):

was a bit difficult in the beginning to teach them.

but i guess we got the hang of it. they were ok.

they werent that badd. they were cooperative. :D

they listened to us most of the time. maybe

sometimes not. but most of the time yes. :D

so explained game rules to them and let them

practice between each other. and let them off

at 3. then stoned around and all that. blehh.

Yan Ting went off early. so Jaselyn & Jiamin were

left with me. were supposed to play captain's ball

with the p6 guys. but they simply refused to

come over to sit with us. lol. so stoned around and

then went up to the hall to play. retarded game.

started out fine. and all that. then started to get

violent. avier went shaking my chair again. just

that he lifted it up this time. darn. i screamed my

head off. lol. :D its scary ok. esp when he starts to

lift it up. way uncool. bleh. so then played defender

most of the time. and ran into court sometimes.

bleh. then left around 5. they said wanted to play

catching but didnt in the end. leave them be.

so me, Jiamin and Jaselyn went to the playground

opp our school. the 181 one. with the swings?

so hung around there and Jaselyn left after a while.

me and Jiamin rotted around there and started

camwhoring. taking photos of each other on the

swing and on the monkeybars. lol. randommmm :D

i shall not post them up. cos i think i look unglam

in them. lol. :D although i dont look too bad. lol.

ahha. jiamin was going retarded and crazy. ahhha.

wanting to take photos everywhere la. lol. :D

then left around like 5:30 - 6. bleh. today was fun.

see you all netballers at KCPPS on monday. :D

pamela's coming then. yay. i cant wait for then :)

work harder ok KCPPS netballers. you all can do it.

we seniors will be here if you all need anything ok :D

ok i dont feel like saying anymore. :D

i shall end my nice post here. :]

take care and God bless always. :)

2007-11-07T17:15:00.000+08:00

CHEESECAKE! :D

gosh. i craveee cheescakeee! ahhh.

can't you just see the cream and everything else?

and the crust. gosh. its heavenly. i want!

the one from Ritz Apple Strudel is just the BEST!

the ultimate. gosh. its just the best. 5stars! :D

6E NETBALLERS! :D
i suddenly miss playing netball a lot. ):
especially with you all 6E netballers. ahhh.
we havent met up since like the 2nd of July.
that's like longgg. i miss you all dearly! ):
could we meet up again to play netball?
prob train the juniors going to play at amk?
help mr Goh teach them? bleh. pleaseee?

ok i'm just feeling bored and had the urge to blog.
lol. ok i'll end my post here now. :D
take care and God bless always (:

2007-11-06T19:01:00.001+08:00

I CRAVE CHEESECAKE! :D
ok that was way random. :)

2007-11-06T15:28:00.000+08:00

OUTING CONFIRMED :D
woop de do woooop! :) outing confirmed! :)
i can goo. yesyesyesyesyesyes :D hehe.
and yes everyone else can go. ok i'm not sure.
about jiamin and pamela though. bleh. lol.
yayy. outing next thursday to orchard :D
to watch stardust. :D woop. i cant wait :)
i shant say out the details. its confidential :)

CAPTAIN'S BALL ON FRIDAY! :D
yay. captain's ball with darling juniors this friday! :)
yesyesyesyesyes :) hope can borrow a volleyball. :)
and get my hands moving again with the ball :D
and of course i'll play captain's ball with them too.
i wont get so engrossed in my volleyball :D lol.
if i do, tell me ok. volleyball is just addictive. (:
lol. i cant wait to play with you guys again! :D

METAMORPHOSIS NIGHT! :D
ok. who's going for this year's p6 m' night?
esp 6Eians o6. you all tell me soon ok!
its next friday. woop de doo woop :D
going back to primary school for their grad night.
wonder if chishun's band, racing with juliet will be
playing for this year's p6s. it'll be uber cool if they
are. their music is uber cool :D ownageeee :)
ahhh. whoever that's going back tag me ok! :D

RANDOM EMO POEM :
random emo poem again! :D
once again i shall sayy. the "i" in the poems are
never and will never be me, unless i state otherwise.
and all characters are strictly fictional. :D

forever so near.
yet always so far.
nothing you ever did.
would pay off the price i paid.

things for you i had to sacrifice.
i just refused to listen to advice.
i believed you time and again.
each time just suffering more pain.

by you, my heart was stolen.
everything else i had forsaken.
in love with you i deeply was.
but i found out the truth alas.

it had been all a sweet tender lie.
the love i once had for you started to die.
nothing was ever real.
and because of you now, my heart will never heal..

ok i'll end today's post here now.
take care and God bless always :)

2007-11-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

RANDOM QUIZ! :D

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

If someone says "is this okay?" you say:
i so hate consequences - relient k
(gosh)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
right back in the water - jesse mccartney
(gosh! noooo.)

How do you feel today?
we fall down - erin o' donnell
(i haven't fallen down)

What is your life's purpose?
no promises - shayne ward
(gosh. rubbish!)

What is your motto?
you are good - michael gungor
(erm. God is good?)

What do your friends think of you?
let praises ring - lindsay jones
(i'm too good. lol.)

What do you think of your parents?
i am free - jared anderson
(erm. ok.)

What do you think about very often?
over you - chris daughtry
(ok this is reasonable)

What is 2 + 2?
my redeemer lives - reuben morgan
(no its 4!)

What do you think of your best friend?
this week the trend - relient k
(erm. ok..)

What do you think of the person you like?
i could sing of your love forever - martin smith
(i could sing of my love for you forever?)

What is your life story?
my girl's ex boyfriend - relient k
(i'm a girl you toot! gosh.)

What do i have to tell her/him in my life?
perfect - simple plan
(you're perfect for me :D)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
who i am hates who i've been - relient k
(yes be a better person! :D)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
leave out all the rest - linkin park
(leave out all the rest, you're all that matters. LOL!)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
i give you my heart - dave chatel
(i give you my heart. lol.)

What will they play at your funeral?
God is great - rachel hockett
(God is great! :D)

What is your hobby/interest?
here i stand - madina lake
(standing around? lol.)

What is your biggest fear?
God of wonders - elroy mihailov
(meeting my God of all wonders. :D)

What is your biggest secret?
to the ends of the earth - lisa gungor
(that i love someone to the ends of the earth?)

What do you think of your friends?
he reigns - dave lubben
(you all reign man :D)

2007-11-04T18:27:00.000+08:00

VOLLEYBALL OWNS :D
lalala. and to think i just started playing it on thurs.
its way addictive, cross my heart. :D lol. :)
although its just the passing of the volleyball mainly
with the wrist area and your hands. lol. and with
your fists and whatever else. lol. but its FUN ok :D
totally addictiveee :D and yes captain's ball too :)
i didnt know playing midfield could be so fun :D
i'm too used to defence. attack&midfield is fun too :)
been getting a lot of exercise this few weeks.
sports frenzy, lpym games, captain's ball with juniors
and games with bethany presbyterian ystd :)
sports and everything is getting way addictive that i
dont feel like stopping. lol. :D i just feel like going on&on.
though i dont think i have the stamina to do so. lol. :D
will start to train more during the holidays :D
netball, captain's ball, basketball and volleyball :)
i shall train my stamina by climbin up 20stories
as manyy times a week as i can. lol. ok i'm going crazy.
it'll be tiring. but i guess it'll be worth it. i hope :)
bleh i wonder where i'll get a volleyball in the first place.
i can't be borrowing it all the time. lol. and from who?
if only i can buy a volleyball or a netball.. bleh. ):
ok those two are going on my wishlist :D
and whoever that buys me any of those will be loved
forever man :D by odelia tan :) yesyesyes :)
totally addictive games. if only chijtpss had volleyball cca.
bleh. they dont unfortunately. awww. sad. bleh. ):
ok will talk about the games yesterday. :D
we owned bethany presbyterian church ystd totally man!
yes i loveee living praise presbyterian church totally :)
we owned them in captain's ball 15-3. gosh :D
and for soccer i'm not sure. floorball was combined.
sports are getting addictive. seriously. lol. :D
i wonder if they have sports again next week. lol.
ahhh. anyone has a volleyball to lend me for the meantime.
my hands are gettting itchy, darn. and its only been one day.
and my basketball is too hard. although its running seriously
low on air. lol. i heard there were like holes. gosh. ):
ok i need a better basketball too. leather please (:
that's going on my wishlist as well :D yay yay yay.
christmas presents pleaseee :D people be nice :) lol.
i sound awfully desperate. but my hands are getting itchyy.
lol. just for one day. someone lend me a volleyball.
i'm getting cravings. lol. not for food. but for volleyballl!
lol. ok i shall shut up and not talk about it anymoreeeee. gosh.

OUTING ON THE 15TH! :D
bleh. outing outing outing outing outing. :D yay.
hope my parents willl allow me out to orchard.
to either Shaw House, Lido or Orchard Cineleisure.
we'll prob be watching Stardust unless tickets run out.
lalala. :D yay yay yay :) i shant say with who.
cos it hasn't been confirmed. lol. about who's going.
bleh. i'll tell you all again soon. not that i have to. lol.

lol. ok i shall end my post here now :D
take care and God bless always! :)

2007-11-02T15:32:00.000+08:00

BRACES ARE JOY KILLERS!
cos you cant exactly eat sweets or drink soft drinks
when you have braces. and guess what all?
I NEED TO WEAR BRACES!
cos i've got this thing called cross-bite. that means
when i bite together the teeth dont align well. bleh. ):
so braces are needed to straighten it. cos i have this
extra tooth that's growing out above the molar when
its supposed to replace the incisor in the front. ):
so the molar has to be removed to let teeth grow. then
only can braces be placed on my teeth. i hope only one
tooth will be removed. the only thing i can like think
of now is just one word, PAIN!
found out today when i went to health promotion board
(HPB) at 8 in the morning for a x-ray i was supposed to
have on that molar where the extra tooth was growing
out from. but after seeing the dentist at HPB. he
referred me over to the national dental centre(NDC)
which was just opposite HPB. so made an appointment
and at first the receptionist at NDC said that the next
available appointment was only in JANUARY 2008?!
but luckily, i think someone cancelled their appointment
which was supposed to be at 10am. so we got the slot.
thank God :D so went off for breakfast at the cafeteria
in HPB. then hung around there for a while then went to
7/11 with father, bought new paper. it was around like 9.
then we went up. and sat there for a while. then father
decided to go to receptionist and register and then see if
i could see the dentist like immediately. bleh. and yes we
could :D lol. so went in and saw the dentist. she was super
nice to me, maybe cos it was my first visit there. then she
checked my teeth and then told me that the extra tooth
wasn't going to affect my teeth. and that i had a condition
known as "cross-bite", cos it so happens that my upper jaw
is aligned more to the right, and my lower jaw to the left.
so when i bite together, they dont align properly. and thus
i need braces to straighten the teeth so that they align well.
then she slowly explained the process of placing the braces.
starting the making of the mould for my teeth, then photo
taking, then the x-ray, and i think the extractions then
separators are placed between molars for around a week to
create spaces for molar bands then, bands are cemented
and lastly brackets are bonded to the front of the teeth.
need 3 appointments more. as i wanted it to be done like
asap so i wouldnt suffer from the pain during school time.
so went thru the financial counselling of how much
it would like cost in total. omg. it will cost like at least 4K
to like 5K plus. gosh. so yea i did the mould of my teeth
today like a while after the consultation. the mould was
quite painful. as the metal things that would hold the green
dough to make the mould was pressing against my gums
kinda hard. didnt scream, actuallyy i couldnt cos that thing
was in my mouth. lol. then a woman came to take photos of
my mouth. and teeth and face and whatever. then went
over the the x-ray rooms to do my x-ray. finished x-ray.
then passed it over to the nurse. then i had to wait for a
while. then i saw those things needed for extractions. and i
thought i had to do the extractions today. so i freaked.
i was thinkin. OMG. PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAINNNN!
lol. but luckily, those werent for me. gosh. if not i wouldnt
even be here blogging about it la. lol. i'll be like in my bed.
trying to recover from the pain. gosh. lol. there were like
the gauze and everything on the tray. gosh gosh gosh. ):
then went out, waited for quite a while, then father paid
for like the x-rays and the moulds and the pictures. it cost
$214. for like all that only. gosh. ok. so the rest will be like
paid, during the next appointment. which will be when my
teeth just get extracted. tell me it's only one tooth. please.
then arranged for next appointment. and the receptionist
said the earliest available slot was in FEBRUARY. tried to
negotiate with her to see if there was an earlier slot. cos i
wanted to get it done and over with. though extractions
would really like HURT. gosh. but i shall just get it done
and seriously OVER WITH. omg. now dave's telling me
that we need to extract the four MOLARS?!?!!! omg!
canines and incisors are bad enough, but MOLARS?!
darn. i'd be better off dead. ok maybe not. i shall just
bear with it. it's for my own good right? lol. ok good.
so pleasee. someone cancel like your appointment so
i can put in my braces. oh pleaseeee. please please.
bleh. ok so enough with today. i'll talk about ystd. :D

UMPIRING KCPPS INTER-CLASS
CAPTAIN'S BALL OWNS! :D
met up with pamela, jaselyn and yanting to do
umpiring for kcpps's inter-class captain's ball at 7.
was uber tired at first but gradually woke up.
and dearest in charge was late. how nice. :D
we were the earliest. :D yay :) teeheehee.
so we were put in charge of all captain ball games.
both girls and boys. so we proceeded up and set
up the courts and everything else. the whole thing
started at around 8 plus. not including the briefing.
the juniors were uber fun to be with. ok other than
6G people. ugh. ): people with attitude problems.
and violent people that threw the fullyy pumped
basketball at my stomach. and i was already having
gastrics cos i hadn't eaten my breakfast or anything at
all before going to do umpiring. didnt eat till like 3plus.
stomach was super painful throughout. cos it was a
reallyy hard pass and the force used was really great.
please a guyy threw it at me. a fully grown p6 boy.
bleh. so did umpiring for court 2. which consisted of the
6E'07 people. :D hehe. must say we all favoured them.
but we umpired equally ok. we didnt give them any free
goals or anything. we did everything fair and square.
ok we did cheer for 6E but we did not give them any
extra goals. we did not. dont believe us then leave it.
and so what if we were biased. some other people
were biased as well. am i right?
i shant name who. but umpirers and players all know.
still say we biased. how nice. bleh. heck la.
so 6G won both the boys and girls captain's ball.
but dont worry 6E'07. you all played really well.
though you all didnt win. you all put in your best! :D
and that is all that's needed. and there were minimal
injuries. and you all played fair :D absolute love! :)
esp. jermaine, sarah, adeline and willi.
you all are a joy to be with, talk to and just watch. :D
so umpired till around 11. then helped mr Goh clear
up the hall and then brought the stuff down.
then decided to be nice people and help him clear up
the PE room. gosh. it was in a terrible state. as
quoted from mr Goh, "it's a war zone."
yes it was. it was so dusty and the equipment was just
everywhere la. so we helped clear up. after mr Goh
promised to lend us a volleyball, netball and basketball.
and that he treat us to a drink. yes a drink :D
so we cleared up the PE room. omg mr Goh you owe us
more than just a drink ok. after we cleared it up. it was
just PERFECT. so clean and so neat and tidy :D
yes we rock i know. lol. then borrowed the balls and made
mr Goh treat us to the most expensive drinks, h20 and
pink dolphin :D yes. ahha. and i pocketed one of his 50cent
coins :D lol. yes. :) then finished up our drinks and went off
to the area next to the basketball courts and started playing
volleyball for a bit. it was super fun. though uber tiring and
painful to the hands. yes. lol. my hands and arms were just
beet red after like 30mins of volleyball. lol. :D and there was
this uber cute boy called sean lim? gosh he was uber cute.
and that crazy little dude can squeeze through the like fence
of the basketball court. crazy person. lol. :D his voice was uber
high and squeaky. oh he is just sooo adorable laaa. :D lol.
then went over to car park for a bit and played captain's ball
with mdm tay's p5 class. and yes we 4 people played against 8
girls. we totally owned them. and they were still complaining
that it was unfair. lol. crazy people. ahha. then stoned then
yanting had to leave. so me jaselyn and pamela waited for our
6E juniors to come down. so we could play captain's ball with
them. lol. they came down after a while. and then they got a
ball and we stoned around cos we didnt know what to do. lol.
then 6C boys came down. so we played against them. and yes
they had the upper hand cos some of them were china guys.
so we dragged avier, vincent gan and cody over to our team.
but dearest vincent gan decided to betray us. so half of the
game i was busy tryying to drag him away from the game.
he's super adorable, cross my heart. lol. i'd never give that
little godbro of mine up for anything man :D lol. absolute
love :D and that little dude was so obedient. after much
torture. lol. and then we continued to play. and yes avier
betrayed us as well. but i kinda did not have any right to
pull him around. though he is indirectly my bro too. lol.
and only cody was being faithful to us. lol. xiaofeng
betrayed the opponent team and came and helped us. :D
so left vincent alone for a while, and halfway thru it kinda
became a rugby match instead. cos they were running
around with the ball la. lol. then i stood on the chair.
then dearest avier. came and shook my chair. gosh.
i just screamed the hell out of my lungs. and there were
two chairs somemore. gosh. super freaky. evil :(
then after a while, got tired and stopped. i think my side
won. lol. :D i hope. please tell me we did. lol. yea we did.
then stoned around and rested. then vincent poured
some weird gatsby thingy on me. gosh. it was super
pungent. and i found out it was men's colonge?! wtf.
ignored it. but the smell was really strong. ahhh. ):
then we played catching with xiaofeng, guoy and
vincent for a bit. of course dear me went after vincent
lol. that dude is fast man. but has no stamina. ahha :D
caught him in the end. lol. and pamela and jaselyn
caught xiaofeng and guoyu respectively. then pamela
and jaselyn came over to my house to pass time. and
we started like eating. was way hungry already. hadn't
eaten at all the whole day la. lol. so we shared leftover
beehoon and ate plain crackers with mayonaise. gosh.
i never knew plain crackers could taste so nice :D lol.
then they left at around 5:30-6plus. eventful day huh?
we're thinking of going back like next week again and
play captain's ball with the juniors again :D lol. ok. :)

ok i guess i'll end here now. gosh super longg post. lol.
will update again soon. hopefullyy :D bye all :)
take care and God bless always :D

2007-10-22T21:15:00.000+08:00

another emo poemmm :D lol.
and once again. i say the "i" is not me.
and all characters in the poem are FICTIONAL.
and sorry if i have offended anyone at all.
ok so here goes :

day to night,
night to day.
darkness to light.
on my bed i lay.

singing a simple song i dedicated to you.
as i shed the many tears.
i thought of you.
you leaving me was one of my greatest fears.

but you deceived me.
it was all a big fat lie.
i guess it was never meant to be.
now to you i shall say goodbye.

random poem! :D lol.
ok take care and God bless always!

2007-10-22T20:22:00.000+08:00

i'm elated, happy, high and CRAZYYYY :D
we did uberrr WELLL today for netball carnival :D
YAY for 1/1 NETBALLERS! :D
we rocked totallyy manxzxzxzx! :D
we won all matches. yes yes yes yes :D
three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for 1/1! :D
hip hip hurrayy! hip hip hurrayy :D hip hip hurrayy! :D
yes i love oneone netballers. :D
playing goalshooter (GS) is just ADDICTIVEEE (:
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D hehehe. :D
can we have more inter-class netball carnivals pleaseee :D
lol. though there werre injuries. ahhh. ):
got hit in the face HARD by a netball thrown by natalie.
lol. omg. ): then twisted myy ankle and it just went "CRRACK".
was uber painful. but played on. lol. :D but mine wasn't
as bad as pingen and vanessa's la. they both injured themselves
and they were our ONLY goaldefenders (GD) la. ): so kelly played
GD for one of the matches. she looked uber awkward in the goal
circle. bleh. and it was raining quite a bit in the morning.
so we only started at around like 9:30. cos of the heavy rain.
first match was against 1/8, then 1/7, 1/6, 1/5, 1/4, 1/3 then 1/2.
matches against 1/4, 1/3, 1/2 were the most difficult la.
1/4's goalkeeper (GK) was uber good la. she just followed me
here and there. had a uber difficult time trying to run away from
her but did it in the end and scored :D hehe. :)
1/3's GK was you could say. BIG-SIZED. no offence at all ok.
but she was big and she practically followed me everywhere and
i was totally blocked and stuck in the corner. had a uber difficult
time running away from her. but did it in the end and SCORED. (:
1/2's goalattacker (GA), which was PQ was gooooooooooooood. ):
i have nothing to sayy about her scoring on one foot. lol.
we won by just ONE POINT la. was super close shave. 4-3.
ok short post today. partly cos this is the SECOND time i'm typing
out this darn post cos my stupid connection just DIED on me and
my post just went POOF! fine la. my nice longggg post disappeared.
ahhhh. i cant even remember what i typed. darnnnnn. ):
so yea. i must sayy i didnt play as well in the matches after i
twisted my ankle in the game against 1/5. blah. ): ahhhhh.
didnt score as well, didnt run as fast. thus had a more difficult time
having to run from the GKs. bleh. ): but i tried my best ok. ):
but must say its feeling much better. cos i iced it once i came
home. though i must say that was a way long time after the carnival.
cos i went to father's office and just fell asleep there. lol.
on the nice big sofa. lol. fell asleep for like 2hours straight.
and got a cold cos it was uber cold in there. omg la.
myy nose is now flowing like a pipe and my voice sounds terrible!
ok i shall end my post soon. i'm just tired and worn out.
bleh. from all that running and scoring and everything else.
ahhh. and i must say. my scoring was way better than before.
i havent scored so many times in my life before. yay :D
ok i shall end my nice long post here now. :D
take care and God Bless always! :D

2007-10-20T20:14:00.000+08:00

i am happy happy happy happyy :D lol. hehe.
i saw joakim gomez yo. at bus interchange there.
while going out to "da bao" dinner.
i think this is the third time i've seen him. yea.
yes yes yes. he is so cutee in real life :D

ehehe. i've gotten his autograph before.

last year. lol. check up my archives. its there somewhere (:

hehe. i'm uber happy and high. and crazy. lol.

thou is happy. lol. and i shall make this a short post.

before i go crazy here. and start talkin rubbish. yes. :D

lol. lalala. ok i have run out of things to say.

and i shall go out to "da bao" dinner more often. lol. :)

he lives opp junction8 there i think. hehe :D

ok i shall end here. i'm giggling like mad now. lol.

ok take care and God Bless always! :D

2007-10-19T16:20:00.000+08:00

i am HAPPPPYYYY. yes i ammm :D
very very happy. got back rest of results today.

English :

Oral : __/10
Letter Writing : 20/30
Composition : 20/30
Comprehension : 18.5/25
Summary : 13/15
Total so far : 81.5/100 (A1) :D

Mathematics :

Paper 1 : 42.5/50
Paper 2 : 44/50
Total : 86.5/100 (A1) :D

Chinese :

Oral : 31/40
Listening Comprehension : 16/20
Letter Writing : 11/20
Composition : 28/50
Paper : 48/70
Total : 134/200
= 67/100 (B3) :)

Science :

Multiple Choice : 25/30
Structured Questions : 27.5/40
Essay Questions : 14.5/30
Total : 67/100 (B3) :(

Geography :

Multiple Choice : 43/55
Essay Questions (1) : 11/15
Essay Questions (2,3) : 11/30
Total : 65/100 (B3) :D

History :

Multiple Choice : 20/25
Source-Based Questions : 21/25
Essay Questions : 30/50
Total : 71/100 (A2) :D

Literature :

Unseen Prose/Poem : 16/25
Passage-Based Question : 16/25
Project Work : __/50
Total so far : 32/50 (B4) :)

Art :

Study of Visual Arts (SOVA) : 27/30
Animal Patterns : 6/10
Lines : 5/10
Sunflower Painting : 28/50
Total : 66/100 (B3) :)

Project Work :

Total : 63/100 (B4) :

generally, quite happy with my marks :D
i improved quite a bit from sa1.
except for science. i seriously dropped by a lot ):
didnt study as hard. did well for chemistry and was okay
for biology sections. screw it. ): will study harder next time.
i don't think Mrs Tan was very happy with me.
i've been getting A1s for Science throughout the whole year.
suddenlyy i just drop to a B3. seriously disappointed in myself.
and i was aiming for at least an 80. i think she must be really
disappointed in me. sorry Mrs Tan. i let you down ):
promise to work harder and pay more attention in class next year.
if you're still teaching us la. i guess you are. you've been form
teacher of 2/1 for like many many years already. lol. :D

and today while going through literature in the dance studio.
ms shanti forgot olanda's name and called me instead. lol.
i thought i did something wrong yo. lol. she was like. "odelia!
odelia! where are you?" then i raised my hand. then she said "oh
no no no. not you." then she said "ohoh. its olanda!". lol. weirdd.
our names are similiar. but we're 2 DIFFERENT people.
yes we are. lol. i dont like getting mistaken for someone else ok. ):

lol. and so yes, father and mother are both overseas.
two younger sisters, maid & me will be home alone for 3days &
2nights. survived one day and one night already. ahh.
lol. they've been screaming. shouting, fighting and what can i do?
absolutely nothing cos they just won't listen. -sigh.
i think i can survive for 2 more days and one night. i hope. lol.

inter class netball carnival on mondayy! :D
and oneone'07 shall win win win win win :D
yes we shall. lol. i'm participating in it. :D yay.
but one bad thing. we have absolutely NO time at all to practice.
we just got the news today and thus have no time to practice
over the weekend as we're all busy with our own stuff. ):
bleh. just hope we can work well as a team on monday. :D
so we've been assigned roles, so here are the roles :

Main Players :
Sarah : Center (C) / Wing Attack (WA)
Natalie : Wing Attack (WA) / Center (C)
Ping En: Wing Defence (WD) / Goal Defence (GD)
Cynthia : Goal Attack (GA) / Goal Defence (WD)
Kelly : Goal Defence (GD), Wing Defence (WD)
Odelia : Goal Scorer (GS), Goal Keeper (GK)
Yun Lu : Goal Keeper (GK), Goal Scorer (GS)

Reserves :
Vanessa
Laura
Swee Ying
Angela

we can do it oneone! :D 加油! :D
but we shall take care of ourselves during the match.
esp me and yunlu. cos normally people playing GK and GS
are most prone to injuries. lol. i dont know whyy. lol. :D
all you other players take care as well ok! :)
win or lose. doesn't matter. we just play fair and have FUN! :)
all the best all oneone netballers! :D

phone buddy aka brandon ang will be away today & tommorrow
for his npcc camp. ): at pulau ubin. i shall go talk to birthday
friend aka dave lim at night then. bleh. ): sadsadsad.
lol. hope you remembered to bring everything there ya :D
and take care of yourself down there :D talk to you soon! :)

ok i shall end today's post here now. :D
take care and God bless always! :)

2007-10-18T18:27:00.000+08:00

When you said you loved me,
i felt so happy.
When you told me you couldn't lose me,
i believed you.

Then came the day when everything changed.
You ignored me.
I shunned you.
We treated each other like strangers.
I would leave if you entered the same room as me.
When you turn left, i'll turn right.
It'll only be a chore for you to say you love me again.

I cry myself to sleep.
Looking at our photos,
Looking at your letters,
Going through all the memories we had together.
Then one day i found you waiting for me.
You cried,
You apologised,
You begged.
I would do anything to see you smile again.

But i'm sorry.
When the hurt is gone.
When the wound has healed.
When only good impressions of you are left.

Then i'll be ready to accept you again.

adapted from: choonkhee's blog. (:

bleh. though i'd start off today's post with a poem.
saw this poem and it kinda reminded me of some
bad memories. bleh. i shan't say what. only certain
people know. bleh. sometimes i just dont understand
people. i just dont understand why there are such things
as hypocrites. and liars and cheaters. and just. whatever.

its just idiotic. then once they make their mistakes. and
when they have no one to look for. no one to look to.
then they come back in hope for a change. for forgiveness.
and for whatever was lost to be returned. but what exactly
is the point anymore?! are you sincere? do you mean it?
or do you just want to make yourself feel better and then
make that mistake again? what is the point anymore?

the trust, the faith, that simple belief is GONE.
all that you built up over the years, was all GONE.
just because of your one mistake, your one lie has
made it all nothing anymore, it means NOTHING.
even a thousand sorries. a million. will do NOTHING.
to take away the pain, the hurt that has been inflicted
on that individual that you hurt with your pure greed,
selfishness, and all your self-centred lies.
no matter how much you beg, how much you cry,
how many times you apologize. its of NO USE.
the hurt has been inflicted. what's the USE?!
what's the use of having everything?
what's the use of being the BEST?

bleh. i seriously dont understand. life's idiotic.
i have nothing to say about it.
sorry if i've offended anyyone at all cos of all
i've written on this post and blog.
today is EMO day. i have nothing to say.

i shall end here todayy with an emo music video. enjoy.
take care and God bless always.

Apologize - One Republic

2007-10-17T16:20:00.000+08:00

i'm happy happy happy happy! :D
I PASSED MY GEOGRAPHYY! :D
omg. i just lovee GOD for letting me pass.
omg omg omg. and i not only passed. i got a B3.
God is absolute lovee. :D
i got 65. i lovee. and i got a starr for my first essay Q (:
yes. Praise The Lorddd :D
i'm just absolutely happy todayyy :)
andandand. i got 81.5 over 100 for english :D
but still gotta add in my oral. hope i do well :)
and got 66 overall for art :D yay. i'm happy.
and got 63 for my project work. :D
lalala. God is good.
today was all free periods except for checking of scripts.
bleh. so rotted around in class. and went around drawing
on 1/2's board while they drew on ours. lol. :D
so school ended at 1.50. bleh. so came home and been here
ever since. facebook. msn. friendster. blogging. bleh.

ok another thing. sad thing now. bleh.
i was being a bitch yesterday to erm. changzhong. yes.
over some stupid fighter's club thing in facebook. ):
i like "sold" him. by saying i'd support all his friends if they
supported me in one of the fights. yea. so he got pissed off.
and i feel really bad. bleh. wanna extend my apologies here.
so i just wanna say something here. bleh. here goes.

changzhong,
i was an utter bitch yesterday.
i really didnt think of the consequences.
i'm sorry i hurt your feelings and everything
with my pure selfishness and greed.
i never should have done what i did.
over just a useless game. i had to choose that
game over our friendship. i'm sorry.
i really am. hope we're still friends.

i dont believe i did whatever i did la.
he was really hurt from what i saw. i'm really sorry.
bleh. i'm feeling emo again. ok i shall just end here.
take care and God bless you all. :)

2007-10-16T16:14:00.000+08:00

lalala. i'm feeling really random today. so..
GARLIC CHILLI IS DA BOMBXZX (:
yes. that was way random. but garlic chilli just goes well
with almost everything. including fishballs and pork balls (:
love love love garlic chilli. it is absolute lovee :D

yay i'm feeling super high and random. hehe. :)
ahhh. there's school tommorow. although many other schs
have started school again today. lol. :D but my sch's an
exception. we get one more day holiday. beat that! :D

hehe. and yesterday went to go down to play basketball with
the normal basketball people. didnt play that much cos i wasn't
in the mood to. just stoned there. lol. so yea. so at around 4,
pamela, yili, me, kunseng, joel yip, billy, ron, christopher,
aaron, adhrash(sp?) [idk how to spell his name] went to play.
most of the time pamela yili and me were just stoning there. lol.
i feel bad. cos i kinda organised it after pamela asked. so yea. (:
but then i just stoned there. bleh. i feel bad. then rotted then
went to buy drinks after stoning there for an hour. lol. :D
drank coke and bought kunseng a can of chrsanthynum(sp?).
ok now kunseng you owe me 90cents ok! i shall chase you for it.
nahh. i feel nice today. i shall let it drag. but you owe me money!
then went back &threw him the drink. & then there was a dent.
lol. but still can drink la huh. :D he drank it anw. hehe :D then
went back there to stone. they asked us to play a match with
them. 5 - 5. felt bad so i dragged pamela and yili down. but they
decided to stone in a corner. so i followed. same team as joel &
kunseng. but it was like 2-5 la. cos we were stoning. maybe 3-5.
cos i played a bit too :D but not that much. ): ok i feel bad.
SORRY JOEL YIP AND KUNSENG! ):
ahhh. then those two decided to leave halfway. ): &pangseh me.
there alone with all the 7 guys. yes. so then i became kinda emo.
and didnt move at all. even when the ball came. just let it go past.
bleh. so i guess they got kinda pissed off. really sorry. ): bleh.
so yea they lost. and around 6:30 went home la. bleh.
and came back and stoned yes. stoned. i've been stoning
a lot. i know. i know. bleh. ): then stoned then ate dinner when
mother came back then watched tv for rest of night and talked to
hillary & phone buddy, brandon for a bit on the phone. then went
off to sleepat around 2 - 3 something. i've been sleeping real late. ):

so today woke up at around 11:30. see. i've been sleeping late and
waking up late. ahhh ): i shall sleep early today cos there's sch tml.
so woke up checked phone. for once in my life i received 4 msgs (:
from birthdayfriend(dave), phone buddy(brandon), eileen, hillary.
bleh. so replied all of them and decided to sleep for 15mins more. (:
lol. then woke up and went and switched on the com :D then was on
the com for a while then at 12.30, ate my brunch(breakfast+lunch).
then. went off to meet eileen and kenneth to go lib for a while. (:
then they came up. cos i was kinda late. only went out at 1:15.
so yea then they had to eat lunch so tagged along &bought a drink
while they ate beef noodles at foodcourt. then went to return books.
then they wanted to go playground. so looked around then went off.
then went to supernova or hamster playground or whatever. lol.
then played there for a while. then kenneth needed to go, so went off
at 2:25. but eileen took kenneth's branded samuel&kevin umbrella
and went off. &told kenneth. he followed. eileen wanted to come up
but dearest mother didnt allow cos my sister has her exams next
week. thus thinking we'll be noisy didnt allow eileen to come. fine ):
so sat under my block till it was 2:30. then eileen&kenneth left to
take bus 56 back. lol. :D then came up. and stoned for a while.
and then around 3:30 came back up to my dearest laptop again. :D
and been here ever since. blogging, friendster, msn, facebook.
ok i shall get off soon. before i get addicted to my darling laptop. :D

oh yea. so all ACS(I) sec1s participating in your inter-class soccer,
like dearest dave, isaac, daryl, brandon ooi and some others.
just wanna wish you people GOOD LUCK.
and yes you people shall TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES.
and not INJURE YOURSELVES.
also you all should SLEEP EARLY & DRINK LOTSA WATER.
lastly, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR INTER-CLASS SOCCER! (:

ok i'll end my post here people. will blog again soon :D
take care and God bless you all! :D

2007-10-14T02:58:00.000+08:00

yes. i have hit my 150th post! :D
ahh nvm. i shall rejoice only at my 200th post.
ahh. its like 3am already and i'm still awake.
and i am absolutely riskin getting caught by my
father and maybe losing custody of the laptop.
i'm talkin to brandon. but i think he fell asleep.
yes cos he is not replyin. and bleh.
went for daddy's gathering with his ex uni friends.
was kinda boring though. cos none of the children came
except a 7year old kid. yea so i was being anti social.
using my mother's phone to call brandon and dave. lol.
ate ate then rotted with mother then went off to pool and
just sat on a random rock and listened to the songs in phone.
and then went up to one of the auntie's house and sat there
for a while. bleh. received msg from auntie pris bout going out
during bible study tml to swensons. :D oh yay :)
lol. and i just found out brandon's sister's friend is using the com
cos he's at his sister's friend's place yea for the night. bleh.
i cant sleep yo. bleh. i dont know why. i'm jus feeling uber AWAKE.
ok so yea stayed in the house for while then went back down then
erm. called brandon with mother's phone and talked for quite a bit
before having to go take photographs and all. then left at 11.30pm.
uber late. reached home at about 11:45. hung around for a bit then
decided to risk my custody of the laptop around like 12:15 and thus
turned on the laptop to use. lol. :D so now i have been here for quite
a while. lol. and yes i have been watching youtube videos of brandon
in odysessy(sp?) of the mind. ok i dont know how to spell that.
and the video just wont load. no fair la. all the rest of the videos are
loading fine except his. unfair man. just unfair. i shall wait till tml
to watch the videos. cos there is sound also. lol. :D
ok and daryl's been uber emo. bleh. hope he's ok.
spent quite a bit of time talking to him today. hope he'll cheer up.
and not be so emo. hurts me to see him like this. bleh. :(
hope he returns back to normal again. ): cheer up dude! :D
i'll be there for you if you need anything or anyone to talk to.

"you're not alone, together we stand.
i'll be by your side, you know i'll take your hand.
when it gets cold and it feels like the end.
there's no place to go, you know i wont give in.
no i wont give in. keep holding on.
cos you know we'll make it through, make it through.
just stay strong, cos you know i'll here for you, here for you."
- quoted from Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne.

cheer up daryl chen. those lyrics are for you. :D
ok i shall end my post here. ahh i hear something outside.
ok gotta go! :D shall blog again soon! :)
take care and God bless you all. esp daryl chen :D

2007-10-12T10:01:00.000+08:00

lalala. ok cip yesterday with clique :D
yay. it was uber funxzx :D just that me and choonkhee
didnt get to do till around erm. 5. cos there weren't any
slots left. yea. except for the 5-7 slot. bleh. unfairxzx! ):
ok i sound like a twit. with those extra stuff behind. ahhh.
i shall not continue it. lol. :D so we went for lunch at 1.
cos dearest choonkhee took soooo long to come out from
the hall from her AEP exam. yep. half an hour. :(
so then we went to macs. yes AGAIN. and i ate MCwings
to like spite them because they absolutely loveee it. but
dont want to eat it lol. i dont know why. lol. :D
so i sharedd a teeny weeny bit with them. yes i did. i know
i'm just oh so niceee :D yay. lol. random yes random :)
so yea we ate ate ate then around 1:30 we went to the lib
to see whether me and choonkhee could get some slots.
but yea we couldnt so yep. so me and her went up to the
3rd floor the teen's section man :D but before that i went
to look for books. :) and yes i found the book i wanted :D
and the name of the book was 'A CHILD CALLED "IT"'
uber good book. though it was kinda sick yes cos it
was mainly bout this boy that got abused by his mother
since young. and all that child abuse stuff yep.
it was a sad book. and i borrowed it with choonkhee's
library cardd :D cos mine has fines that hasnt been paid
and thus i cannot borrow any boookkkks ))))): no fairr.
ahhhh. i shall go pay off my fines really soon cos i wanna
borrow books. and yes i borrowed another book called
"TESS OF D'URBERVILLES". ms shanti was talkin bout
it in literature lesson. and it sounded kinda cool. so yea
i looked for it and found it! :D yes i did woopie de dooo.
i feel high high high high high high today mannnnn :D
i dont know why. maybe God felt i should be happy :)
and then yea yea yea i shall continue my storyy :D
then i sat down there with dearest choonkhee and read
my boook. :D and i almost finished it. omg. no i didnt!
lol. lame lame lame. ignore me yupp. ok so yea.
then around 5 we went down and signed in. :D
then me and choonkhee were uber blur. didnt know
where to go la. lol. so yea. was sent to sorting room
to get our duties yea. so first we were sent to do shelving
on the second floor. shelve finish then she sent us up
again to second floor to do straightening. lol. :D
straightening is just uber easy. lol. i loveee :)
but i had to do those big fat computer books.
and the shelves were tall and yes. i'm short.
fine. but i could reach the top shelf. but cos
of those big fat books then my arms were killing me.
ahhhh. ): but around 6:40. me and choonkhee
were feeling sian and tired. then we went up and
looked for books. but suay saw the librarian and
because we were supposed to do till 7. yes me
and choonkhee ran back down. lol. then we
decided to like sign out first and then she can
go back up. cos i got my books already. lol :D
so yea waited for her till she came down. and
borrowed the boooks. then went home :D
lol. ok i wrote a poem for dearest choonkhee.
emo one just like she likes it :D lol.

so here goes yupp :

the lie..
yes a very sweet one indeed..
it was all just like a fairy tale..
and there he left her in the corner to bleed..

what a joke..
she thought it was all for real..
then from her dream there she awoke..
her wounds would never heal..

her heart was shattered..
herself she hated..
there she stood as the rain pittered and pattered..
and stood on the sidewalk where she once waited..

he never came..
and yes he never did or intended to..
it was no longer the same..
and there was nothing she could do..

to make it all better again..

emooo. yes yes emo :D yay.
ok i shall end my post here now.
post some other time when i've got
something to post. lol :D ok bye :D
take care all. (:

2007-10-10T13:36:00.000+08:00

and yes..
EXAMS ARE OVER! :D
woohoo :D let's get HIGHHH :)
no more stress. no more rubbish studying. :D
ahhhaaaa :DD woop de dooo! :) yay :]

and yes clique breakfast todayy :D
with dearest hillary, baoyi and choonkhee :)
and yes baoyi brought hamsters to sch today
to give to hillary. and yess they are so CUTEE :D
ahhh. i want want want want want want ):
no fair. ): why cant i keep hamsters? why why why?
ahhh. anw today was chinese. the paper was purely givin
us all the answers la. lol. was okayy luhh :D
anw breakfast at macs. bleh. fillet o fish again.
and yes there was that guy again. the guy we saw on i think
ermmm. friday i think. i dont remember.
and no i do not like him. i jus said he looked quite handsome.
choonkhee said that as well ok. bleh. why me and not her?
no fairrr ): ahhh. i do not do not do not do not like him.
no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no ):
there are better people out there yes there are.
i jus recognised him from last week luhh. i have good memory ok.
ok not that good but if it happened not long ago yes i do remember.
so i do not like him. cross my heart. yes cross my heart.
ahhhh. and then we went walkin around toa payoh. yes we went
to hdb gallery again. :D its a nice place in hdb hub :D
and then we went walkin around hdb hub. and then we stopped
outside macs and kept insisting i wanted to go in to see the dude.
but no no no. i did not. please i DON'T like him. no i DON'T.
and then we couldnt decide where to go. then we stood out there
and yes talk talk talk talk talk and yes we couldnt decide.
finally baoyi and hillary decided to go to pet lover's centre.
and yes so me and choonkhee followed. bleh. and the toys are fun
we went squishing them and they SQUEAKEEDDD :)
yes they did. lol. so coolioxzx :D and then me and choonkhee sat
down randomly in the middle of all the dog food and yes we
looked at the food. and she asked me which of the cats were cuter.
the cats on the can yes the cats on the can. lol. :D then i said the
black and white one. hehe. yess :DDDD random i know. :D
then we started playing with the bones there lol. :)
omg and they sell pig ears for dogs to eat manxzxz. ewww ):
and disgusting disgusting disgusting. yes yes yes.
they were so big. omg. ewwwwwwwwww ):
and they sell real bones. real bones. REAL ONES.
lol. then we walked off after those two finished buyin their stuff
for their dogs and everything :D then we walked back. and asked
what to do again. yes we are uber random. lol :DDD ahahaha.
then they decided to go back to macs. and yes the guy was
just leaving. and then they started their rubbish again.
yes yes yes yes yes. bleh. no fair. i do not like the guy.
ok so baoyi and hillary ate ice cream and i shared a drink
with hillary. yes yes yes. and then i started getting
preoccupied with playing with the hamsters. ahhh so cute!
lol. then they started talking bout their higher chinese
paper and yes i didnt understand a single shit of what
they were talking about and then soon after they finished
we left macs and me and choonkhee bus-ed home :D

and now here i am here blogging. ok choonkhee asked
me to come up with poems and no i cant think of anymore.
not now that is. i'm not emo now. lol. :D choonkhee likes my
poems. oh yay :D hehe. and dave's emo ): cheer up yo! :)
if you need to talk to anyone you know i'll be there.
and yes i shall go off to think of more poems for choonkhee.
ok i'll blog again once i think of something. lol.
and yes CIP with clique tommorrow! :D after choonkhee's
AEP exam. poor choonkhee. still has AEP tml. lol :D
ok i'll end here now. :D
take care all (:

2007-10-02T16:39:00.000+08:00

ok from today onwards i am not going to come online
unless i finish at least two hours of studying. ahhh.
i SHALL not. WILL not. MUST not. SHOULD not.
WOULD not. come online. no matter what happens.
unless i finish at least two hours of study. and i will
keep to my WORD. i SHALL. i dont care how many
times i shall slap my face to make me go back to my
books but i SHALL NOT come ONLINE until i finish
two hours of studying!!! ): esp today. i already finished
two hours of studying. i think. yea i did. ahhhh. )):

cos tommorrow's geog EXAM. ahh. EOY!!! ):
and i WILL not, SHALL not, WOULD not, MUST not FAIL!
i must pass for the sake of my parents, myself, my friends & GOD!
and for the little present i'll get. hehe :D okokok.

i'll make this quick. ahhh. before i go back to study my geog.
now just wanna wish all those children out there.

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!

however. i do not understand one thing and that is.

WHY DO THEY GET OUR YOUTH
DAY AND WE DO NOT GET THEIR
CHILDREN'S DAY?!!?!?!?!

this is utterly unfair, and idiotic. it is purely UNFAIR.
ahhhh. i want children's day. ok now odelia you shall go
back to your books now. before you get addicted to the
com and dont want to get off. now FINISH UP.

ok sorry. i'm going senile, mad and crazy. ahhh.
okokok. now thanks to those that wished me
good luck for eoys and all. :D thanks :]]]]

and and and. my dear little p6 juniors are having
their PSLEs tommorrow. awww. study hard yep! :D
anything you people need jus come and find me. :]
although i;ve got my exams too. buttt. i shall help
you all if you all need help so feel free to ask :D

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST
MY DEAR P6 JUNIORS! :D

now i shall end here. cos i HAVE to go back to my books.
and study tilll my brain is full and cannot fill anymore.
now goodbyee all. and and and. one last thing:

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST
TO ALL FRIENDS OUT THERE
HAVING THEIR EOYS! :D

now i have to go. byebyebye. all the best. :]
and God Bless. take care all. :D

2007-09-29T17:54:00.000+08:00

ok after a day of mugging totally
for my science. and a little of my math.
i'm poofed and tired. lol. dinnertime soon!
meanwhile i shall just blog for a while.
nothing has been happened these few days.
jus studyin studyin studyin. ahh.
1/1 has moved back to r106 for the meantime.
and darn. they want us to pay for the lockers we
barely even used la. please. 15 dollars somemore.
ahh. cheat. evil. sinful. whateverrr. lol. (:
totally random now cos i've been studying so much
and all i remember now is like elements and compounds
and everything else. bad things are outta my mind for
the while as i'm concentrating on studyin though i may
slack a bit at times. but most of the times, its jus STUDY.
and all the stuff bout polygons and percentages.
and elements compounds and mixtures.
and rivers and volcanoes. and buddishm and hindusim.
and colour theory and art history.
and state quote elaborate. and chinese and all that. (:
lol. all the stuff jus goes in and maybe sometimes jus
comes out from i dont know where. lol.
ok i shall end my rubbish about studyin here now before
you all get sick of me and start ranting and all. lol.
and nurul's been insisting that i'm an acs fanatic and all.
jus cos i happen to know many acs guys. oh pls. give me
a break. lol. ok although i may be talkin to more acs guys
this few days. amazingly. lol. i'm jus friendly. lol. (:
and even so. i'm in a girl's school. give me a chance.
dude. you're in a mixed sch. you see guys everyday. lol.
dude cut me some slack. lol. (: be nice :D
ok i shall go now and do some random stuff on the net
before its time to study again and blah. ok (:
before i gooo. i know you all want me to. ):
just wanna wish you all.

GOOD LUCK FOR ALL EOYS (:
ALL THE BEST AND STUDY HARD.
BUT DONT OVERWORK YOURSELVES. :D

ok i know i've been sayin it for the past three posts.
but yeaaa. exams are coming. for some here already.
okok. i shall go now. byebyebye all :D
take care! :]

2007-09-28T18:55:00.000+08:00

poem maniaaxzxz! (:
that's all that needs to be said. (:
and once again i say. the "i" in the
poems are not me and never me.
now sit back and enjoy. (:

poem #1

the tears i cry.
the days that've fone by.
all the broken hearts.
all the pieces and parts.

all the love that has gone.
just after you put down the phone.
i wish i could.
but i never should.

as time passes with each fateful day.
i realised i've once again lost my way.
in this place of pitch darkness..

poem #2

the slow love meandering here and there.
a long process from beginning to end.

causing tear to drop, tear by tear.
he let go of her hand.
and left her alone once again.
to fend for herself in this cold heartless world.

her eys filled with tears of pain.
her body limp and cold.
no once cared and she was worn out;
but no one bothered.

life was meaningless;
and nothing else mattered..

ok donedonedone. (:
gotta go mug for exams.
exams are next week! ): ahhh! :D

GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR EOYS! (:
ALL THE BEST! & STUDY HARD!
DON'T OVERWORK YOURSELVES :D

take care all! :) God bless! :D

2007-09-13T16:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY
TO CHUA JIAXIN, KENNETH LIM
AND LASTLY BRANDON OOI (:

lalala. nothing much today except dearest ms natural
vegetation competition. and i the wonderful model for erm
tropical monsoon forest was totally like. weird. lol.
cos i had leaves stuck to me and then i had to drop the
leaves and then hold up the branches. it was way dumb.
please. and then i had to hold the umbrella on my own.
to show i have an umbrella shaped crown. and i also had
to have the supposed buttress roots stuck to my legs.
and the whole class was like taking pictures. ahh. and it'll
all go onto the class blog. ok i'll post up once i get the pics.
i know i'm uber nice to sacrifice all my "face". it was uber dumb.
i'm officially gonna study my natural vegetation now and not let
me get caught once again for being unable to answer questions.
and i thought many teachers were gonna come today. but only
likes mrs valentine fann and mrs tan aye leng and mrs helen tan
were there. woop. but mrs fann was takking way loads of photos.
and i dont know where they will all go. oh please tell me not the sch
website. please please please please or the yearbook. if not i'd go
crazy from all the embarrassment and let the ground swallow me.
lol. but guess what. i didnt win ms natural vegetation. lol. (:
ms hot desert vegetation aka teochinyen aka saguaro cactus
won the beauty pageant. lol. congrats man. (: now you'll be popular!
lol. the classs was uber hectic today also cos mrs lee wasnt here.
two free periods. woopiee (: no math for two days already and there
aint gonna be any math tml either. hehe. there's lit and drama tml.
bleh. havent finished lit homework. ok i shall now go and finish it.

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST
TO EVERYONE FOR END-OF-YEAR
EXAMINATIONS! (: WORK HARD.
BUT DON'T OVERWORK YOURSELF.

and who felt the tremour ystd from the earthquake in indonesia.
i did! (: i was using the com then the house started to vibrate.
lol. and i thought i was going crazy cos everything was moving.
ok now i'll go finish up my lit homework and then study my geog (:
byebyebye and take care all. (:

2007-09-12T19:04:00.000+08:00

my 143th post. getting to 150 soon! (:
yay yay yay. (: i've been getting results back.
so far some are quite favourable. some arent i guess.
so here goes yea.

english - 19/30
maths - 34/50
chinese - 35.5/50
science - 36.5/45
geography - 5/15, 8/10
literature - 16/25

gotten everything back except history. ahhh.
the stress is killing me. ahh. bleh.
hope i did reasonably well. like 60s plus.
please pleease say i did mr tan. pleaseee.
ahh. i cant fail another subject. i've already
failed geog. no i cant fail anything elsee. noo.
ok that was way dramatic. lol. ahhh.
and i have to be a tree from the tropical monsoon climate
tommorow for geography cos i didnt know how to answer
a question. ahh. save me man. but i aint gonna be the only
one still got at least 8 other also. hehe (: bleh.
but mr tan and almost all the teachers that teach us have been
invited to come watch the "fashion parade" and then they will
then decide who is ms natural vegetation. oh how nice. ahh.
poof. save me and jus swallow me up dearest concrete ground. lol.
ok this week has been hectic and way stressing.
monday was chinese oral. sa2. was way freaky and the passage was
difficult to read. conversation was on bullying. hope i did well.
bleh. so yea then after oral hung around then went back home.
then yesterday. met isaac and dave at united square so they could
helpme out with my geography. as you can see i didnt do quite well.
so yea. they were late. by 15minutes. we were supposed to meet
at 3:30. and they came at around 3:45. by then i had walked around
the first floor and almost the whole of the second floor of united
square. and i was like a dumb loner there. lol. but they finally came.
lol. so we sat down there and i was kinda tired to be honest. actually
i'm always tired. i jus never seem to get enough sleep. but i coped.
with maybe a bit of like emoness and being a little too quiet. lol. (:
dave was thinking i was way weird cos normally i'm uber hyper on
the phone or on msn. lol. then yesterday i was like half dead. lol.
then he kept asking me whether i was fine. lol. relax dave. i was.
i was just tired. lol. as i always am. lol. lalala. so we bought food.
and i took out geog homework and textbook. lol. and showed them
my testpaper too. bleh. they were like shocked i think when they
saw my testpaper. lol. maybe cos mrs helen tan said there was only
supposed to be one question but she conveniently split it into a and
b and then a into i, ii and iii. and then b into i, ii, iii as well.
so altogether there were like 6 questions. how nice. lol.
then i started to do my geog work. and for once i could actually do
it quite well and actually know how to do the questions.
maybe cos of the help they gave la. they were super nice and all.
sayin if i needed help i could just ask. thanks you twooo (:
and then isaac took out his tablet and dave used it for a while.
lol. partly to help me with the work cos it said to refer to the nature
parks website for some info on bukit timah. yea. so the com was
laggin. lol. dave was gettin uber pissed off and then jus gave up on it
after a while. and that amazing toot actually ate up like 3 apple pies.
and stole my fries. lol. (: haha. ok i'm nice. since you helped me with
my geog. lol. yea they were doing erm. life science and math. which
i totally didnt understand cos it was tooo chimm for me. lol.
they learn on microbes and all. lol. i dont even know what's that
please. lol. its sec4 standard work. i wonder how they do it man. lol.
so yea we finished up around 5 and then we decided to play truth
or dare but guess what we so couldnt think of anything to ask each
other and we couldnt do dares either cos we were in school uniform.
and in macs? what can you do man. lol. yea so we bummed around
for a while and then left for mrt station. lol. then i waited with isaac
for his train. although i could have taken the previous one but
he couldnt cos it went to yishun. and he had to go to chua chu
kang. i know i'm uber nice. hehe (: so waited then trained
home. then while coming out saw samuel sia. way coincidential.
lol. then walked home and slacked all the way. lol.
so that's all for the week so far. i'm lazy to post about
today's drama rehearsal. and anw i gtg for yen's! (:
ok take care all! (: will blog again soon! (:

2007-09-06T14:41:00.000+08:00

random quizzes (:

Your Birthdate: March 15

For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first.In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt. You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6
You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Are 52% Pure

You're usually the typical girl or guy next door...
But you also have a secret naughty side!

How Pure Are You?

You Are 56% Emo

You're not emo, but you're plenty thoughtful, unique, and even a little angsty.

Are You Emo?

You Are 60% Normal

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal
You're like most people most of the time
But you've got those quirks that make you endearing
You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

How Normal Are You?

You Are 60% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.
Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

How Evil Are You?

You Are A Martini

You are the kind of drinker who appreciates a nice hard drink.
And for you, only quality alcohol. You don't waste your time on the cheap stuff.
Obviously, you're usually found with a martini in your hand. But sometimes you mix it up with a gin and tonic.
And you'd never, ever consider one of those flavored martinis. They're hardly a drink!

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are aloof, mysterious, and distant.
People feel like they really don't know the true you...
Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force.

Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself.
It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose.
You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

2007-09-03T10:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY
TO CALEB AND JOSHUA FOO :)
& also HAPPY 10th BIRTHDAY
to GOH YI LING (:

its kinda late. sorry! ):
lol. bleh. i was jus feeling random
and wanted to wish some people happy
birthday since it was their birthday. lol.

bleh i jus felt like talking about thursday
and friday. :D going back to see teachers.

i never knew going back just to see teachers
could be so fun and enjoyable. (:
seeing all the kcp friends. esp christine again.
was uber fun and cool. although we might not
have hung around much. and i must say. quite
a few didnt get to see mr Goh and just mock him
lol. it was still fun for them i hope.

on thursday, went back to kcp around 2:45.
jiamin, yanting, kejia, nurul, eileen, sherilyn,
evangelina, johann, kenneth, matthew, joshua,
me and billy tee went back. ok i may have
missed out some people. but i cant remember who.

ahhh. ): lol. so we met mr Goh around 2:45.
and we gave him our teacher's day presents (:
me sherilyn, nurul, eileen, joshua, kenneth
shared this present that cost $30 over. ahh.
i havent paid eileen ah. lol. it was two like big big
"tofus", the soft toy ones. the one that they had in
like erm. GOONG last time. the big big squarish thing.
so we decorated it and made one him and one his WIFE (:
so in case he doesnt get married next time, he has his
darling pink tofu (: which will be his wife :D
so mr Goh's other ex athlete also came back. kyser tan.
and mr Goh kept pangseh-ing us la. ahhh. ):
lol. but we got him back. and poor kyser was pangseh-ed.
but the little p1 kids went to entertain him. lol.
i'm so amazed at how corrupted those little kids are.
and they're only 7 years old. omg. lol.
this girl called audrey was teaching me and kyser about
what K-I-S-S-I-N-G. omg. its only a p1 kid.
where did she learn all that from? i pity those kids.
i dont know what'd they'd become when they are p6.
i cant imagine. lol. then mr Goh pangseh-ed all of us la.
went to settle some problems and left us there la.
fine la. then we went along to do our own stuffs.
and kyser went to talk to his like erm. ex classmates
or schoolmates. so i went to talk to billy tee they all (:
then around 5, we parted and left for home (:

friday was way hectic. almost everyone went back la.
i reached back at around 12:30 la. school released us late.
almost the whole 6E was there la. lol. way hectic la.
me, jiamin, yanting, kejia, christine, jassy, joey, yuan lin,
jiaxin, yili, pamela, eunice, amirina, jessica, sherilyn, nurul,
eileen, xueer, xinhui, valerie, kenneth, johann, kunseng,
wenhuan, joel ang, joel khoo and many more went back la.
i cant remember who and i didnt see all of them too. lol.

so we kinda split up. cos we had our own things to do.
saw many ex pupils i knew too. lol. but didnt bother bout
them so yea. then some of us jus hung around and erm.
so altogether from what i remember is, we saw mdm choo,
mdm ngeow aka raolaoshi, erm. i think that's all. lol.
i cant remember anything!!! ))): ahhh. memory loss.
then we all split up in the end la. some of us stayed at
pri sch, some went to j8, some went other places. lol.

so my group was like kenneth, kunseng, me, pamela, jiamin,
sherilyn, eileen. at first wanted to play bball. but they found
it to darn hot the first time we went there. so we went to have
lunch at j8 at food junction, then we hung around and went to
the bball court again but no place. lol. then we went to supernova
and hung around till around 4 something. jus playing and all la. lol.
so. erm. joel yip and jovi came to join us at around 3. jiaxin, nurul.
yili also! (: so we hung around there and jus talked and played. (:
vincent gan and his friends were there too. so when the rest left.
erm. me and jiamin staayed till around 5 something. lol. they are
uber cute. (: doing all the magic tricks and all with the cards. it
looked fake la. lol. so we all jus watched them do and do and do. lol.
esp vincent gan la. he didnt know what to do la. so he jus tried to
fake his way thru. lol. didnt work. me and jiamin saw thru him.
then i'm so amazed at how darn corrupted their minds are man.
lol. i shant mention what they said.
its uber wrong. lol. so around 5 something we all left for home (:

so i shall end here now. bye all. (:
take care. :D

2007-09-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER's DAY
to ALL TEACHERS WHO
HAVE TAUGHT ME AND
TOLERATED WITH MY
NONSENSE FROM NURSERY
UP TILL NOW. SECONDARY1. (:

very few people can actually make an impact on my oh so
normal life. the only few people are my parents, friends,
relatives, some actors/actresses and lastly TEACHERS.

teachers are like parents in a school. and school is just like
a great big family, the principal and vice principal being the
grandparents and the teachers probably being the parents
and we the descendants. everyone plays a role in the family.
we students have to study hard and grow up to work.
while the teachers have to make sure we learn the things we
need to learn and that we grow up with the right attitude.
grandparents, well, they just manage the family.

however i specially admire the patience and the tolerance
of the teachers. they just never give up even when they say t
they do. but they never. they just push you even more to do
even better and they dont do it for the pay and all. teachers
dont receive a good pay. poor thing. they do it for US.

sometimes when we fail, the people that truly feel the grief is
the teachers though i must say we feel it even more but the
teachers will feel even worst. they will feel like they have not
done their job and that they are useless. when you were the one
that failed the exam. not them. sometimes even parents dont
bother anymore. but teachers never give up on us. NEVER have
i seen a teacher give up on me. even though i may have a really
lousy attitude and all that. but they never gave up on me. NEVER.
sometimes i dont even understand why they bother to do so.
but i kind of understand now. lol. now i just want to mention
some teachers that have made a great great impact on my life (:

MRS SHARON JAYA
( P4-P5 TLL MATHS AND SCIENCE )

MS MELISSA EU
( P5-P6 TLL ENGLISH)

MR CHOO HWEE MING
( SEC1 TLL MATH )

MDM CHOO BOON HIONG
( P3-P4 KCP FORM TEACHER )

MR GOH KHONG LI
( P5-P6 KCP FORM TEACHER )

MDM NGEOW AH KHEOK
( P3 + P6 KCP CHINESE )

now to end off this post, i just want to say once again
to all teachers who have taught me and all :

HAPPY TEACHER's DAY
and THANKS for EVERYTHING :)

2007-08-30T17:41:00.000+08:00

i was just lying on my bed the other day.
and some inspiration came for this story.
bleh. guess it was from too much tv and all.
ok here goes. i'll start here.
this story is strictly not to offend anyone.
and the "i" in the story is not me. lol.

i ran out of the house, tears deep in my eyes.
i turned to look at the brightly lit house.
never wanting to go back ever again.
anyway, who'd want me there?
no one cared. no one wanted me here.
even my parents didnt want me.
my mother abandoned me and left with another man.
my father was hopeless. he went into depression.
he started drinking and took up drugs. he died from an overdose.
then my aunt took me in. but she just treated me like a maid.
and my uncle wasnt any better off. he took advantage of me.
and my aunt thought i was tryin to steal her husband and all.
and started to abuse me. she'd take cigarettes and put the hot
lighted cigarette and press it hard on my skin each time.
one time she even took a burning hot iron and put it against
my bare back. she found joy in seeing me hurt.
i ran over to my boyfriend's house. hoping for some comfort.
and some love. but i saw from outside. the window.
he was with another girl. i took a closer look.
it was my bestfriend. i trusted him. i trusted her.
i took out my handphone and called him.
i said into the phone. "calvin, where are you?"
he answered. "at a friend's house. i gotta go. cant talk."
with that, he hung up. i looked inside from the window
once again. tears fell from my bloodshot eyes.
i thought they cared. it was all a mere lie.
life was meaningless now. i was better off dead.
i ran and ran and ran. i didnt bother to stop.
then, i saw a bright light and everything just went dark..

guess the ending (: i'm not telling.
lol. i guess i got the inspiration from television shows
and chain mail and all lol. (: copyrighted ok. (:
i wrote it. ahha (: ok i'll end here now i guess.
take care all. :]

2007-08-29T17:04:00.000+08:00

i dont know why i freakin
bother about my life sometimes.
maybe i should just die and no one
will care. wooop. let's all cheer.
i dont know why i believe your damn
lies time and again. i dont know why
i actually care about your life. i dont
know why i actually care how you feel.
when you dont even bother about me.
all the damn lies you told. i believe you
time and again. wtf did i do wrong?
quit lying thru your teeth. i can see
what you're tryin to do. i'm not the
idiot you think i am. i'm not the idiot
i once was. i dont know why i bother.
really. maybe i should just forget about
we were even friends. do you even care?
decide for yourself. i dont care anymore.
i cant go thru anymore. i dont know why
i bother trying. when you dont even CARE.
i take your shit everytime. does it matter?
NONONONO. i give up. i seriously do.
get lost. i dont want to talk to you.
and you take it as a joke. too bad i dont.
get lost. i give up. i dont wanna continue.

2007-08-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

SLIPPED AWAY
AVRIL LAVIGNE

I miss you
I miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same

oh oh
na na
na na na na na
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
oh oh ooo
I hope you can hear me
Cause I remeber it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day that I found
It won't be the same

oh oh
I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up

I keep askin' why
And I cant take it
It wasn't fake it
It happened you passed by

Now your gone
Now your gone
There you go
There you go
Somwhere I can't bring you back

Now your gone
Now your gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not comin back

The day you slipped away
Was the day that I found
It won't be the same
The day you slipped away
Was the day that I found
It won't be the same

oh oh
na na
na na na na na
I miss you.

2007-08-17T11:29:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
i'm excused from sch for two dayyys! (:
yay yay yay (: so yea i've been rotting
at home till around 3:30 everyday.
then i've got to go for rehearsals.
and bleh. yesterday's performance
was okayy. but i think one part, they
didnt on the mike. ): and the chorus
and singers and cast all looked really
tired. it was kinda obvious. bleh.
and for me. i hit my front hip against
this like staircase railing while running
up to on my flourescent lights and the
flood on the second flooor. so screwed.
bleh. and then now i have to check angela's
flourescents as well, cos one of hers is on
the first floor and one on second flooor.
and all have to on at same time! )):
and hers always screws up, it doesnt on.
so i have to go do the starter thing. and it
always takes super long to start it. ):
then i have to go on my flourescent also.
bleh. and then have to go control my flood.
then afterr that i have to off my flourescents.
while i have to control my flood light also! )):
all the flourescents are supposed to be on at
the same time, during transition2. but i have
one flourescent on the first floor also. and the
second one always screws up. its like AHHH!
then i have to start the starter. then upstairs
the audience is already moving. and i'm NOT
SUPPOSED to be SEEN at ALL. then i have to
run up and on m my flourescent. and my that
flourescent switch is at the electrical riser there.
where the audience will walk past, and always
by the time i go up, the audience will be walkin past,
and then i'm screwed up la. fine la fine la.
i'm so SUAYY. then after that the flood light.
i'm NOT SUPPOSED TO BE SEEN ALSO.
then i have to control the dimmer.
and guess where's the dimmer?! its where all
the audience stand. and then they can see me.
and obviously when i control the dimmer,
they can tell i'm a lightin person. and then they
will complain to director that i was SEEN. and i'll
get a scolding from director. ahhh! and the statue
light also. supposed to be on in act2 scene2. before
angel talks. but guess what?! the cable is where?!
its where the audience are standing once AGAIN.
and last night when i acted as audience, the guy
i was standing next to, looked at me and the switch
when i pulled out the cable connecting to the statue
light, so what do you think happened?! he found out
i was a lighting girl or whatever you call that and
luckily he didnt complain to director or kiat, if not
i would have gotten hell out of them.. AHH! way
stressing, bleh. this whole thing sucks. and guess what?
we dont even get recognised. when everyone else gets
recognition, we're the only people just sitting there and
waiting for recognition but guess what?! we never get it.
thanks a lot mann. i'm so pleased with that. thank you.
wtf its super unfair la. cant you all give us a bit of
recognition and perharps if you did so, as the seniors
said, maybe we would feel better and do BETTER?!
have you ever thought of that!? ok fine. forget it.
and so we run around in those dumb black clothes
and get scolded almost every single day.
and go for rehearsals everyday till 10 plus.
to get this kind of treatment from you all.
ok i admit, we all may have screwed up a bit.
but at least, at least, we TRIED to make it better.
isnt it much better from before now?! isnt it?!
so we get pure rejection everyday. fine. bleh.
ok i guess i'll end here now.
take care all (:

2007-08-10T17:49:00.000+08:00

helllo everyone.
so yea these few days
i'm free to blog and update.
cos i've free of promenade.
woop (: so yea decided to be good
and go study with eileen today.
then studied for quite a while.
then went to eat lunch.
then went to hang around in the playground
before going home. poof.
i'm tired. lol. got promenade whole of
next week. its the real thing from thurs till sat.
bleh. test audience on tuesday. bleh.
lalalala. now all i can think of is..
PROMENADEE. ahhh.
so today coincidently met jiamin yanting
and their friend jiejing at lib.
so talked for a while. and yea.
then went off to have lunch with them.
at kfc. ooo. bishan gayy was there (:
and my p1 buddy was talkin to him.
omfg. ahhh. lol (: i was so shocked.
i tot who is that crazy dude talkin to
bishan gayy. lol. then i saw.
omgg its CALEBBB. lol. it was so like.
surprising. anw then after lunch.
coincidently met pqq and pearlene.
they were gonna pierce ear. so yea.
jus tagged along. i wanna pierce too ok.
then after that went off to slack at swingswing (:
pq wrote stuff there (: like i love odelia tan :D
lol. woop woop (: lol. lalalala.
i'm gonna slack at home and jus rot. woots.
lol. random random random. totally random..
woops. i'm being a total retard and mad person.
ok nvm. ignore the madness. ah. bleh.
ok i've run out of things to say.
now i shall end the post here.
will try to update again soon. i hope.
if not after promenade. lol. ok byee (:
take care all . :]

2007-08-09T16:25:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
so i've finally found time to update.
yay (: promenade since like friday.
bleh. till like 10:30 everydayyy. ahh.
lalalala. sian like dont know what.
have to wear black everydayy.
and long pants somemore.
and BLACK SHOES. oh please.
and the woman director is getting on
my NERVESS. AHHHH.
and you know what. i feel so UNAPPRECIATED.
we do so much work. run around like mad.
wear those stupid black clothes and sweat like
crazyy. ahhhh! and they FORGOT to mention
our NAMES in the CREDITS?!?!?!?!?!
let's see. without the lights on.
they'd fall and the whole performance would
jus like have to be cancelled cos people would be
injured and fall and all that.
and even if not, they'd have difficulty performing
well. and all. so now i feel so UNAPPRECIATED.
actually we all the lighting people.
i just feel like erm. QUITTING on them.
and jus not appearing monday onwards.
for rehearsals and performances. AHH. they suck.
they're so GRRR. and they thanked everyone
durin curtain call except us lightin people.
so yea. we run around like mad dogs in
some dumb black clothes and all. and then
we get UNAPPRECIATED and SCOLDED.
so FINE. FINE FINE FINE. pure unfairness.
AH. bleh. but i shall not quit cos i know how
important this is to the school cos its the
school opening. and i dont want it to get
screwwed up too. aixx. used to it.
jus like getting used and all the rejection.
aixx. its ok its ok. i'm fine (:
this week has been hectic with sch and
national day and promenade.
and organising of gatherings. ah. bleh.
had one gathering ystd. went back to
pri sch. but mr Goh conveniently
left us there to go eat lunch with the
teachers. so FINE. another round
of rejection. nvm nvm. bleh.
and then lunch with lighting friends.
and then promenade again till 10 plus.
bleh. went home jus ate, bathed.
and plop i went to sleep. ah. bleh.
i'm feelin so poofed. and yea i'm
down with the flu. runny nose and all.
bleh. ahhh! nvm. its ok. i'll hang on.
ok i'll end here. bye all (:
take care. (:

2007-08-03T21:35:00.001+08:00

# dedicated to specially

isaac neo [ bestfriendd (: ]

to a special someone who's always

been there from beginning till now.
he's been there like everytime.
he's not a boyfriend or anything.
he's a bestfriendd. my bestfriendd (:
thanks for all the good times and
bad times. for the times when you
just made me feel better somehow.
with your little messages. the way
you jus managed to make me feel
better and everything. :)
with you around, my skies are always
sunny, and with a nice rainbow there.
thank daddy God for giving me such a
wonderful friend. sometimes you may not
understand my situation. but u try still.
to comfort me and jus make me feel better.
thanks so much best friendd. (:
i'd never have been able to cope thru all my
difficulties and problems without you there.
you came when i was in the worst period of
my life where all the problems came in.
you just popped out. you were like somewhat
like an angel, that daddy God sent down to
replace him and jus make me feel better
and make me know that someone cared and
someone loved me for who i was. not cos
i was pretty, smart, popular or rich.
you didnt mind my attitude, my looks.
and everything else. you were jus there.
thanks so much bestfriendd. (((:
i'll never be able to thank you enough.
i promise i'll always be there to make
your day all better no matter when.
drop me an sms, call or jus msn me.
you know how to contact me.
i'll be there. till the end. till you feel better
altogether. like you always did for me (:
now i shall end this post with a poem (:
no emo poems. or anything baddd.

jus a nice poem for bestfriendd (:

BESTFRIENDD (:

a bestfriendd like you..

was there when skies were blue..

you picked me up when i was down..

and never made me frown..

you were always there..

and now i promise you;

i'll always be right here..

FOR YOU!

thanks for everything bestfriendd. (:

dedicated especially you (:

thanks isaac neoo. aka bestfriendd (:

2007-08-03T19:11:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
so i can proudly say.
i've gotten myself into promenadee :)
lol. no la. mr tan needed help in
lighting. and i had time to sacrifice.
so yea. so i get 15hours of CIP.
and so far schedule is. erm.
next weeek isss ermmm.
monday tuesday wednesday 2:30-10:30.
ahh. bleh. but next day u get to go
to school at 9 :) but gotta go for remedial
in week9. bleh. i'll go. as long as i can
go to school later. lol :DD
and so far all i have to do is on a few lights
and off them and yea i'm done :DD
i may have more i think. should be la. :D
poor grace has to do the lightin that is
under the stage. omg poor thing. lol.
lol. so yeaaa. yayayayay :D
ok so i'll continue my post on the
history of p5 and p6. lol :)

p5 - totall madness and absolute corruption.

lol. got transferred to 5E.
wayy cool. i was in athletics.
so i knew mr Goh beforehand. lol. :D
he was super strict and whatever.
but still nice at the same time.
i used to make him super angry at me
and then send me out of class.
i got sent out like at least 10 times. lol.
and mr Goh put me to sit with kunseng
at first. AGAIN. lol. but yea he changed.
so i sat with weili. but kunseng sat
diagonally behind me. so we stil talked.
and did evil stuff. lol. and yeaaaaaa. :)))
then i got chenlaoshi pissed off with me
and then she kept switching me around
to sit with guys but yea i have conflict with
them easily. lol. and then she was dumb
enough to put me with kunseng AGAIN.
and i remember we used to be like super bad.
and jus like do evil things that cannot be revealed.
lol. but we got caught somehow. lol :DD
it was super fun in chinese class.
then there was once i had a war with matthew.
he was super irritating then. he was like getting
into my face all the time and then once i got
angry i broke stuff. and had to call like
the people that i broke the stuff of and say SORRY.
that was super humiliating la. arghhh.
then one time i remember leon.
ahhhh. i hate leon. he was super idiotic.
there was once. i remember. cos i was put in
charge of organising the class parties and all that.
then once mr Goh gave me like 50$ to buy stuff
for our class party. then erm. tat idiot went
and screamed out loud in class.
" what if she goes and uses the money for other things?
and then lie to you and said she got the party stuff
when she didnt? she's that type i know."
i got uber pissed and went shouting out loud at him.
mr Goh got angry too and scolded him la.
that was the first time i cried in class
since a long long long time. wtff.
omfg. i felt so unappreciated that time la.
ever since then i hated leon to the coree.
he's so ungrateful. that time i even felt
i was never gonna do class organisation
of parties ever again and jus back out of all
class actitivities. i felt so USELESS. shittt.
i hate it when people make me feel useless.
ahhh. ok so yea. so i did super well for science
in p5. cos i said i had a strong interest.
i like got 70s for everything except science. :)
lol. i was corrupted and all that by then.
totally corrupted. i didnt do homework
and forgot to bring and all that. i was totally corrupted.
lol. then kunseng became my like godbro that year.
still my korr now :) super nice guyy :)
lol. so yea that's all for p5. now on to p6. :)

p6 - total slackin and all the goodbyes.

so p6 was total slacking.
although it was psle year.
all i thought about was. omg i wanna
go crazy after psle and then go for metamorphosis.
lol. i didnt exactly study for psle much.
so therefore the lousy 245. blehhh. lousy laa.
but i beat dave by one mark. lol :D
i rock i know. lol :DDDDD
lol. so yea. i was much better this year.
ok not exactly. but for mr Goh's lessons.
yes. i was much better. lol. :D
oh i got my chinese teacher from p3 back.
RAOLAOSHI. the torturer from hell. lol.
she gave us like damuzhi every DAY to do.
then i always had no time to do. with kunseng.
and aaron all that. so we all got sent out almost
everyday. we still did evil stuff but not that easy
to do so already. bleh. lol. cos she's observant. bleh.
leon got transferred to 6A. i was in 6E. ahha :DD
rocks la can. so i was free of torture from him.
matthew was still a pest. but i was far far away from
him. so yeaaa :D i remember at first i sat with YILI :D
super innocent cann. lol. she was super adorable.
she was so guaii. lol. then i got moved to sit with erm.
jassy wenhuan vellman and weijie.
weijie was a pest la. omggg. both him and matthew.
omgg so irritating cann. bleh. so me and jassy were
like aiming to get him moved away. bleh. lol.
he and vellman were forever makin noise
and irritating us on purpose la. and so me, jassy
and wenhuan were like scheming to get him away.
and we finally DID omg. so henggg :)
then after june hols. we finally started studying.
then there was study camp. way cool. i lovee :D
i'll nvr forget study camp. it rocked like so mucch. lol
omg and i remember i screwed up my science in prelims.
i cried la. omg that was like super shocking.
i got 69 onlyyy. omggg. lol. but rest i did well.
and then the camps and farewell dinners.
all that. was super saddening.
esp metamorphosis. to think i was lookin forward to it.
its like losing a part of you when u leave the sch.
6years la. bleh. lol. :DDD
i miss kcpps. bleh. ok. lol.
then study study for psle.
then got like 245. nch got 236 i remember.
got posted to chijtpss.
and you can say i'm happy here now (:

ok so that's all for the history of odeliatan. :D
lol. ok i'll end here. i'm super poofed from
promenadee. lol. :DDD blog again soon.
take care all. (:

2007-08-02T15:19:00.000+08:00

hello everyoneee :D
life's good so far.
bleh was jus lookin thru
my shelves and i saw my p1
class photos! :D super cooll :)
omg i looked so nerdyy ):
lol. i feel like writing out all
bout my primary school life
and how i got so screwed up
and evil and badd lol. :D
so yea. mayb cos i saw daryl's
blog and all that. lol. ok.
here goes. :)))

PRIMARY1 - the innocence :)

lol. i remember then in p1 i was
so nerdy. i got like 90s for every
subject. omg and i got 2nd in class
at the end of the year i still remember.
lol. omg i was super guaii.
and was best friends with grace and zihui.
lol. i was in dryburghh. wayy cool :D
i remember mr bobby ng was my form
teacher. ohoh. and i started getting
screwed up and bad in p1. ohoh.
and i was supposed to be teacher's
assistant but father went to tell
teacher to like take me off.
i was wayyy sadd. and started getting
screwed up and naughty.
lol. i remember i got all bad and
started talking a lot and all that.
and one time mr ng even wanted to like
slap me cos i did something so bad
which i forgot was what. lol. :)
then i dodged. heng sia. :D
but i still a good student.
i studied and did my work.
i jus talked a lot and all that.
and i got a FAIR which is bad on my
report card for behaviour. lol. :)
but my grades were super good.
lol. all 90s and above. lol. i was nerdy
and bad at the same time.
i remember mr ng lied to me at the
end of the year and said i was going
to like 2H which was the last year.
screw it. i cried man in class. lol.
but in the end the report card came
and it said i got into the first class. 2A :)
lol. so that's all for p1. omg here comes p2.

p2- the corruptionnn :)

ok this year i got really corrupted.
i started like gettin lousy grades.
ok for the first class. my grades sucked.
i was getting 70s and 80s.
everyone else was getting 90s!
and i couldnt keep up. i got super
noisy and bad in class.
prob cos of kunseng's influence.
anw kunseng was my friend since k1/k2.
same kindergarten. :D lol. zionn :)
then erm. ms tan was my form teacher.
she was way patient with me.
but i jus took advantage of that and made
her even more pissed up with me. lol.
i remember i sat in kunseng's group.
so that made me even more corrupted.
then i got shifted out. ms tan moved
me to sit in you know where?
THE MIDDLE OF THE CLASS.
one single table there. i was pissedd off
with her and didnt like her that much.
but you can say she was doing it for
my good. but i didnt care. i was corrupted.
lol. i had this dont care dont care attitude.
so i got the 33rd in class and all that.
and consequently got moved to the 2nd class in p3.

p3 - the madness.

totall corruption!! :D
lol. i went totally mad and corrupted.
lol. hmm. mdm choo was our form teacher.
and i was getting super screwed up.
forgetting to do my homework and all that.
and got super crazyy. lol. :D
but i started to have an interest in science.
and worked super hard in it.
i got 90s over for science ALWAYS.
everything else was 80s and 70s.
so you could say i was an average student
in p3. but was corrupted too. lol
mdm choo disliked me and thought i was
always up to no good. ok mayb most of the
time i was but yeaa. you gotta accept it man.
lol. no one's perfecttt. lol :DD
and raolaoshi was my chinese teacher.
she was super strict and she was super
weirdooo. and irritating. lol.
so i got into her bad books so yea. lol :D
so yea that's all for p3. i've got way lots to
say about p4. lol :D i was in 2nd class again.

p4 - the TOTAL corruption.

so i was in second class again.
and guess who was the form teacher.
MDM CHOO. so obviously she had a
bad impression of me. super bad one. lol.
this year was the total corruption.
i was in the jaselyn's clique.
we hung out everywhere and whatever.
and wulaoshi our chinese was super
screwed up. i hated almost every teacher.
every teacher had a bad impression on me la.
and i started to have like crushes and all.
super dumbb. lol. i shant say who.
but i dont know why i was so OCCUPIED
with him. i got super extreme jus by the
little things he did for me and all that.
and wulaoshi was always flirting with him.
and she was biased against me somehow.
so i jus got more rebellious and all.
this year i was so corrupted. i forgot to
bring stuff and started making a lot of noise
in class and once again i got moved around
the class. first i was sitting with jaselyn and all.
so she shifted us around. and moved kunseng
to sit with me. so yea remember p2?
yea. i got corrupted. lol. i started tallkin a lot
and really LOUDLY. so she first shifted my table
a bit further away from the table. then i stil made
noise then she started to call parents and write
notes back. i still MADE NOISE :) then she moved
me to the front of class. ahha. in front of the
projector. :) so that was when i had an interest
in pa stuff. i learnt how to set up the projector
and all. and i guess my behavior improved a bit.
but i was stil gettin calls back and all that lol.
and mdm choo was a english teacher.
so she LOVED absolutely LOVED making us
write letters. like all those nice long ones.
whenever we forgot to bring stuff and all.
me and aaron hit the highest for letters
and calling back. aaron hit higher than me
though. somehow. lol. :D but he got into
first class in the end ok. his grades were worst
than mine ok. i was stilll getting 80s for math
and science but was gettin 70s for chinese
and 80s for english too. lol. :D i had a strong
interest in math and science so i did well.
subsequently i stayed in the second class. lol.

ok i'll end this thing about my past now.
i'll continue with p5 tml or some other day.
lol. i was totally corrupted already by p5.
ok i'll end my long long post here.
take care all :)

2007-08-01T15:59:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
i'm wayyy emoo.
lol. :DDDD so emooo.
i've been doing retarded things.
lol. i'lll elaborate more in tis post.
so yeaa. so many ppl have been telling
me sooo many things i dont wanna
know about. i rather they jus shut their
mouth. but its good knowing the truth.
so yea jus slam it in my face and i wont
kill you so yeaa :DDD lol. :))
wayy random :DD woop wooppp! :)
bestfrienddd bestfrienddd :DD
isaac is bestfrienddd :D lol.
birthdayfrienddd birthdayfrienddd :DD
dave is birthdayfrienddd :D lol.
random and emo post so yeaa :D
i'm ending off with a nice pretty
emo poem that i came up with
two nights ago. i think or was it last nite?
ok nvm. jus look at that poem and read it :D
lol. so yea i'll talk about my random stuff now.
so yea. the mixed up feeling started on
saturday night somehow. :) after church youth cafe.
so i was feeeling super mixxeddd uppp :DD
then i went crazy and did my hair up while
walking home and all that crappp :DDD
so i was lookin super dumb and retarded.
then i climbed up the like 40 flights of stairs
to reach my flat on the 20th floor :)))
wayyy funn and randommmm :DDD
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.
i;ve been climbin up everyday since.
it happens to like make me feel more
tired and exhaustted than emo and mixed up.
so yea. then i went woop woop crazyy. :)
then i went to wash myself in cold waterr :D
lol. i'm way random and crazy.
so when i came out i was freezing cold and tired.
lol. that wasnt my point though. lol.
anww. so i went to my room and went crazy again.
lol. :DDD lalalalala.
then i did that everyday since saturday. lol. :D
and today cos it was raining durin recess.
and i was in pe attire. i felt emo.
and went crazy again. and pe attire's super thin.
so yea. i went and stood in e heavy rain
and got drenched frm head to toe.
and there was this really strong and cold wind.
so i felt super cold. i'm bound to get sick.
so yea. lol. i do crazy things when i'm emo :D
not good to be with me when i'm emo. cos i'll
jus make everyone around me emo too and crazy.
lol. :D i'm bound to get sick. 100%%. :)
lol. ok i'll post up my poem nowww :D

so near..
yet so far..
ever so close..
but it was never meant to be i suppose..
with every call..
tears fall..
cos everytime she picks up the phone..
she hears nothing but a dial tone..

i guess the dial tone's the beep beep sound
u hear when the other party hangs up.
so mainly the poem's about a girl who's
like yearning for someone that was so close
to her but yet she could never have him.
he was always there for her but she could
never be with him. so everytime the guy
calls he hangs up straight away when the
girl answers the phone so she hears nothing
but the beep beep sound.. its a sad story.
summarised into a poem :)
ok i'll end here for today. :)
take care all ya :D

2007-07-29T17:09:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
you all must be thinking
what the heck are those
christian stuffs there for.
well, i was jus inspired by
those verses and the song.
too bad if you're not a christian
and must be thinking,
"what the hell is this for?"
well. if you are. then dont bother
to read my blog. bleh.
cos i'm a growing christian and i'll
be posting more of these stuff.
the song and verses were from
today's youth sunday.
the songs were performed by
my church seniors. yea.
kangwei, zhiwei and ian :)
super nice their singing :D
so they sang the songs
UNDO and OUR WOUNDS.
the song our wounds came
from isaiah 53:5.
but i couldnt find the song.
and then i read isaiah 53.
and found it super inspiring.
bleh. so i decided to post it up.
i guess you can say i'm growing in
my faith. well that's good :D
cos i wanna become a better christian
and jus serve God and one day
meet him in heaven and tell him
i lived my life to the fullest for him.
and kangwei shared his testimony today. :)
and as he said, it wasn't easy being a
good christian. cos all around you.
people try to influence you to do the wrong
things like smoke and whatever.
but i didnt give up. cos failing doesn't
make you a failure. GIVING UP DOES.
and also with the guidance of good friends
and God and the Holy Spirit.
i've come quite far i must say. :D
i never used to read the bible
or anything at all. ok now mayb
i dont read it that often but i do read it
when and where i'm free. :)
the bible is like history and the truth.
to me, its the good news. :D
its like this longg longg journey
about many people. like the testimonies
of many many people all put together
to form this big big book :)
its like this manual to teach you how
to lead life the way God wants you to
lead it. although i may make mistakes
and fall sometimes, God picks me up.
and makes me a better person each time.
God never gave up on me.
he jus STAYED and HELPED me UP.
no matter how stubborn i was.
no matter how many bad things i did.
God never gave up on me.
you all must be thinking.
"this person here is talkin crap.
you can't even see God.
what crap is all this out him staying
and picking up and and all that."
well all i can say is. God talked to me.
in many different ways. some ways
no one can ever understand.
he talked to me thru friends.
thru family and thru experiences.
God is good. he blessed me with
the greatest friends, a home
and a wonderful family.
they may not be perfect.
they may have hit me. scolded me.
and everything. but now i know
its all for my good.
life's like a race. like a marathon.
you fall down, and you pick yourself up.
you jus have to keep going on.
to reach the finishing line.
where God will congratulate you
and say. WELL DONE my child.
only christians will understand.
God speaks to people. to those he
loves and cares for, even those that
have sinned. no matter how many
wrong things you've done.
God will still forgive, he still loves.
no matter what, why, when, where, who.
he's always there looking down at you.
when you fall and stumble.
he feels your pain. that's why
he sent friends and family down
to take his place, to comfort you
and to make you feel better. :)
God understands. he really does.
he puts us thru trials and temptations
so that we can learn and become better
people. no matter how many times
you fall. he'll pick you up.
and he'll always be there.
i guess you have to perserve to one day
understand this. i've come a long way.
but this is all just starting. God has a
many other things planned for me.
one day, i'm gonna meet him in heaven.
and tell him how much i LOVE him :)
cos he ROCKS and he's the best ever.
even when the whole world gives up on me.
i can still trust him to be there.
all you have to do is PRAY. and trust
that he'll guide you thru. :D
TRUST ME people.
you'll come to understand it one day.
take care. :)

2007-07-29T17:05:00.000+08:00

Isaiah 53

1 Who has believed our message
and to whom has the arm of the LORD been revealed?

2 He grew up before him like a tender shoot,
and like a root out of dry ground.
He had no beauty or majesty to attract us to him,
nothing in his appearance that we should desire him.

3 He was despised and rejected by men,
a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering.
Like one from whom men hide their faces
he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

4 Surely he took up our infirmities
and carried our sorrows,
yet we considered him stricken by God,
smitten by him, and afflicted.

5 But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was upon him,
and by his wounds we are healed.

6 We all, like sheep, have gone astray,
each of us has turned to his own way;
and the LORD has laid on him
the iniquity of us all.

7 He was oppressed and afflicted,
yet he did not open his mouth;
he was led like a lamb to the slaughter,
and as a sheep before her shearers is silent,
so he did not open his mouth.

8 By oppression and judgment he was taken away.
And who can speak of his descendants?
For he was cut off from the land of the living;
for the transgression of my people he was stricken.

9 He was assigned a grave with the wicked,
and with the rich in his death,
though he had done no violence,
nor was any deceit in his mouth.

10 Yet it was the LORD's will to crush him and cause him to suffer,
and though the LORD makes his life a guilt offering,
he will see his offspring and prolong his days,
and the will of the LORD will prosper in his hand.

11 After the suffering of his soul,
he will see the light of life and be satisfied ;
by his knowledge, my righteous servant will justify many,
and he will bear their iniquities.

12 Therefore I will give him a portion among the great,
and he will divide the spoils with the strong,
because he poured out his life unto death,
and was numbered with the transgressors.
For he bore the sin of many,
and made intercession for the transgressors.

2007-07-29T12:31:00.000+08:00

Rush Of Fools - Undo

I've been here before, now here I am again
Standing at the door, praying You'll let me back in
To label me a prodigal would be
Only scratching the surface of who I've been known to be

[Chorus]
Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo
What I've become

I focused on the score, but I could never win
Trying to ignore, a life of hiding my sin
To label me a hypocrite would be
Only scratching the surface of who I've been known to be

[Chorus]
Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo
What I've become

Make every step lead me back to
The sovereign way that You

[Chorus]
Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo
What I've become.

2007-07-27T20:36:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
this whole week has been jus like weird..
we're doing abortion in science.
and animal abuse in lit.
ok. so i jus wanna take the chance to express
how i feel but animal abuse and abortion.
so here goes. i'll get super agitated.
pardon me if i've offended anyone at all.

ABORTION.

so its the process of sucking out
a innocent little kid from a pregnant woman.
yea. its like who was the crazy dude
that invented ABORTION la.
are you like happy with seeing those little
living things get sucked up and DIE.
omg you are either a sadist or something.
are you CRAZY. what is so wrong with you.
its like its jus a innocent little life.
so if you can bear to abort that little foetus in there.
which was a PART OF YOU. how bout cuttin
off your leg or hand or something.
isnt it the SAME.. what's your prob.
its jus a INNOCENT LITTLE THING.
so you say you dont want the kid,
so why did you have to go along and
have sexual intercourse and get that kid.
its like. its your OWN FAULT.
and you're like putting the blame on that foetus
by killing it by sucking it up. what did he/she DO?!
it was all predestined by GOD.
and afterall it was your FAULT.
dont put the blame on that innocent little kid.
can you actually bear to see that thing DIE.
it's a PART OF YOU AFTERALLL.
what's your PROBLEMMMMM.
cant you think. before you did whatever you did.
did you THINK of the CONSEQUENCES?!
NOO RITEE. how smart.
so in the end you jus kill a foetus.
dont you feel the GUILT the PAIN.
the LOSS of a PART OF YOU.
what did that foetus do to you?
oh you must be thinking.
it caused me a whole lot of trouble
cos now i have to go for an abortion
and whatever. and you know what.
WHO WAS THE ONE THAT HAD
SEXUAL INTERCOURSE AND DIDNT
THINK OF THE CONSEQUENCES?!
WELL, ITS YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU.
NOT THE FOETUS. the foetus was jus
the mere consequence of your folly.
you cant blame the poor little thing.
are you people so HEARTLESS as to
bring that living thing into the world
and jus kill it by purely sucking it up
like dust on a carpet?! dont you feel any
pain. or is it jus a pest like the cockroaches
and you have to kill them before you're happy.
omg get a life man. you people are jus sadists la.
you should think about it the next time
you decide to have sexual intercourse.
think of the CONSEQUENCES.

ANIMAL ABUSE.

ok so animal abuse.
is when humans starve an animal
or something like that.
animal abuse is similar to abortion.
jus that the animal wasnt a part of you.
so yea. ms shanti told us some stories yea.
there was this boy who was a sadist.
sure one. he went to staple up a GOLDFISH.
and then went to pull off the SHELL of a TERRAPIN.
its like what's your PROBLEMMM.
what did the goldfish/terrapin do to you la.
and for those people that go around starving those
animals and sometimes doing evil stuff
like pouring freakin boiling water on dogs
and stepping on them with your high heels.
its like what did the dog do?!
ok so maybe it gets irritating at times.
but YOU bought it. you DECIDED to
LOOK AFTER it. or mayb some idiots
jus go and buy it to torture the poor things.
they are LIVING THINGS. they HAVE A LIFE.
and DESERVE TO LIVE IT AS MUCH AS YOU DO.
can you think of how they would feel.
oh and you'll go saying. they are ANIMALS.
they DONT HAVE FEELINGS.
so YOU'RE AN ANIMAL TOO.
HUMAN = MAMMAL = ANIMAL.
so do you have FEELINGS? oh yea you do.
so does the dog or cat have feelings?
OH YEA THEY DO. so they try to make
your day everyday by tryin to please you
by jus doing random pleasing stuff.
and what do you do to REPAY them
well. you take a kettle of boiling water
and jus pour it on them and start feeling
proud about it. OOO. that is so FASCINATING.
so let's explain it in human context.
your friend helps you with your homework.
and then you jus go and insult the piece of work
that he does. sayin its sucky and then you beat
him up cos you think he didnt do a good job.
so you feel for the human when you find out
he got beaten up. but do you feel for the animal.
OH NOOO. you think its jus like another thing
gone and whatever. its like wtf is so wrong with you.
cant you THINK?! are you that HEARTLESS?!
think about it the next time you decide to get a pet.
think of whether you'd look after it or jus abuse it.
THINK OF WHAT YOU REALLY WANT.

ok i got super agitated with the posts.
totally sorry if i've offended anyone
at all. i jus wanted to find somewhere
to let out all my fury inside after seeing
all this madness. so i thought it'd be good
to blog. but yea. sorry if i've offended anyone.
please pardon me if i've offended you.
ok i'll end my post here now.
take care all :D

2007-07-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
sometimes i jus feel like so messed up.
and everything. after everything i've been through.
this video jus portrays how i feel sometimes.
if not for friends that care so much.
i dont know how i'd gone thru all this madness.
and all that. thanks you all.
especially BRANDON, ISAAC and LONG.
who've jus been there all this while.
listening to my crap and whatever,
you guys are jus the best you see.
God has been ever so wonderful to give me
you people there to care for me.
for everyone that's been there.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
i'll repay you guys someday.
anyone that needs a friend,
a shoulder to lean on, or jus a simple listening ear.
i'll be there. trust me on that. :D
i'll jus make your day no matter how
troubled i may have been and all that.
i'll make myself smile for you guys.
i'll make it all better anytimee :)
jus sms me, call me, talk to me on msn.
i'll be there. i promise. :]
hmmm. lemme post emo poems again.

i looked high and low..
up down and below..
i found what i wanted..
but i had to take it for granted..
now's its all gone..
and i'm left all alone..

how's that? bleh.
random poems. :D
ok leme come up with more..
ok now no brainpower!!
friday is official brain rest day. :D
lol. ok i'll end here now people.

take care all :D

2007-07-21T19:52:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
emooo posts and emo poems.
coming right uppp.
so here goes.

game's over..
fun's over..
leave her alone..
she wont answer the phone..
there'll be no more conflict..
and no more pain to inflict..
stay away..
you've no price to pay..

that was weird.
but at least i tried.
hope my poems are getting better :)
ok i've got one more..

a brave front i've put up once again..
no one will ever stand to gain..
my tears fall like the rain..
and nothing will ever take away the pain..

that was short and nice i thought
bleh. supeer bored nowadays.
and poems are kinda interesting to write.
well i'll talk bout life these few days

i went for battle of the bands (BOTB) concert ystd
with isaac dave and some other guy friends of theirs.
it was kinda cool. it was at ACS (Independant) .
bands from tanjong katong girl's school,
hwachong instituition, ACS (international),
ACS (barker), ACS (independant),
and lastly, methodist girl's school.
they all performed. bleh but i couldnt hear
clearly and yea so i didnt vote cos i wanted
to keep the oh so pretty stub. lol. and i didnt know
who to vote for. so yea. i didnt vote. lol.
and i saw chishun, weiping and ahmad there.
bleh. chishun and weiping waved.
so i waved back. so yeaa. my life sucks.
i'm feelin super emo now and i wont say why.
lol. ok. anw. i wanna post some lyrics up.
super nice song i like. :D

OVER YOU
- CHRIS DAUGHTRY

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath I fell too far,
was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee

(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!
(End Chorus)

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up

So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee

(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over I’m finally getting’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through I got over you!!!
(End Chorus)

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
The day I thought I’d never
get through I got over you…

ok now i gtg.
take care all.

2007-07-16T20:16:00.000+08:00

WILSON THONGG :D

SMS M1 TO 71199.

or CALL 1900-112-7701

(ok i'm not sure bout e call)

CALL AND SMS OK! :)

I LOVE YOU ALL :D

2007-07-16T19:08:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
another emo poem i came up
with randomly for no reason at all ok.
lol. ok here goes. and dave shut up cos
i know you have nothing good to say.
so yea. here goes. :D

stories handwritten
hearts broken;
words spoken;
tears fallen;
lives taken.

far far away;
trees sway;
at the river bay;
oh so far away.

promises broken again;
only he stands to gain;
while we suffer in pain;
as we lead our lives,
ever so empty and plain.

ok i'm super tired.
jus came back from excursion
and gotta research for debate for geog tml.
super sian. will blog again soon :D
take care all.

2007-07-15T17:04:00.000+08:00

lalala. hello everyone :)
today was another HAPPY day.

i guess. :D at least i survived
scripture reading infront of sooo
many people without pronounciation
probs. unlike JIAEN. tychicus. lol.
ok i'd quit mocking her. if not if she
sees this. she'll go poking me again. lol.

so i had to read 8 verses.
Ephesians chapter 6. verses 10-18.
JIAEN read the remaining 6 of the book.
it felt super weird on stage.
esp when i was like walking up.
ok i did screw up when i started. lol.
" today's scripture reading will be taken
from ephesians chapter 6, verses 10 to 26."
shit it was only up to 24! bleh bleh bleh!

sorry God for my terrible mistake.
please forgive me. in Jesus name. Amen

i'm not doing scripture reading for a while :D
irwin and nicholas are doing next week.
31 verses altogether. a long sermon guaranteed.
bleh. :D but i'll stay awakee. i'll be a good girl. :)

yay i wanna write poems again :D
literature rocks ok. no matter how hard core it is.
ok let me see. :D

as time flies.
love is developed.
then just hopelessly failed.

pain's been inflicted.
time and again.
hearts broken.
tears fallen.
sorrows began.

the sun rises.
the rain falls.
the trees sway.
and tears drop.

bleh bleh bleh.
ok this one rhymes more.
i think at least.
pardon me if they dont rhyme.
cos i'm jus starting out.
do give comments.
on how i can improve :D
thanks so much.
bleh i wanna be a lit student.
literature rocks my socks ok :)
yay yay yay :D

ok i'll end here.
take care all. :D

2007-07-14T19:56:00.000+08:00

you know what.
i'm not gonna be some weakling
and jus cry and feel lousy over
some comments about me.
i dont care. there are other
people that care about me in
this world. i dont have to feel all
lousy and whatever jus cos of
ONE COMMENT OR ONE PERSON.
there are other people that care
and all that for me. i dont have to
feel bad and all that jus cos of one person.
ignore that post yesterday.
i dont care about the comments anymore.
its their problem they think this way.
they can hate me and all that for all i care.
hating takes up space in my heart and brain.
i'm not gonna waste it when i can use it for
other stuff and mayb for passing my geog. :)

thanks isaac, weiping, long, penguin ;] and pqq
and some others that like comforted me.
thanks lots :D you guys rockk :)

ok let the emo-ness end here.
i love you people that are always there.
thanks so much. :D
take care all :)

2007-07-13T19:33:00.000+08:00

ok emo post coming in.
friday the thirteenth sucks
beware. i'm not in a good mood.
its like wtf did i do to be called a
bloody bitch by someone i didnt even
know from my school la. its like wtf
is so wrong with you. what did i do?!
so fine. i'm a bloody bitch. ok OK.
i'm feelin so pissed. emo. angry.
so doubtful of myself. so lousy..
i dont know. i dont know about me
i dont know about my life anymore.
ok i'll end my emo-ness here.
take care all.

2007-07-13T18:23:00.000+08:00

let emo-ness take over my life.
woot woot :D lol. i'm a retardd.
nvmm. i'll jus rot in my emo life.
i dont know if that post from ystd.
rhymed or not. bleh. lol. :D
but i hope it did. cos it kinda meant to.
lol. its to someone la. wont say. :D
lalalala. hmm. i like lit. :D
literature is nicee :D
hmm. lemme try to write another poem.

the sky so blue.
the grass so green.
the sun so bright.
the sea so calm.
the wind so cool.

your face so sweet.
your hugs so warm.
your smile so wide.
your love so deep.

ok i know it doesnt rhyme.
ok at least i dont think it does.
bleh. :D poems are nicee :D
i like poems. they have this
certain like aura of mystery.
lol. i like that :D
ok i;m takin literature in sec3.
i love literautreee :D
lovelovelove lit. :D
oh ya ya ya ya.

i wanna say. :D

THANK YOU
DEAREST JIAXIN
FOR LETTING ME
EAT YOUR FRIES
AND MINI MELTS.
I LOVE YOUU :D

LOL. i owe you jiaxin.
i love youuuuu :D
and long is still ever so adorable :D
and sweet and cuteee :D
love you to bits :DD
lol. :D take care of tt leg. :D

ok ill end here for today. :)
take care all.

2007-07-12T17:00:00.001+08:00

the pain i've inflicted.
the torture i've caused.
the tears that fell.
the heart i've broken.
and the love that i failed.

no amount of sorrys.
can make up for the pain.
no amount of sorrys
can take away the sorrow.
no amount of sorrys
can wipe away the tears.
no amount of sorrys
can mend the heart i've broken.

but still i wanna say.
i'm sorry and i really hope
you'd understand.
i meant every word i said.
and i care. i really do.

for every tear i made fall.
for every piece of your heart i've broken.

i'm sorry for
the pain i've inflicted.
the torture i've caused.
the tears i made fall.
the heart i've broken.
and the love i've failed.

2007-07-06T16:05:00.000+08:00

TELL ME YOUR HANDPHONE
NUMBERS ON MSN. COS MY SIM
WENT CRAZY AND MY CONTACTS
ARE NOW ALL GONE. SO PLEASE
TELL ME YOUR HP/HOUSE NO.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH:)
hello everyone :D
this is so screwed up la.
something bout my sim card.
super pissing off. bleh ):
so i was like tryin out my PIN code.
normally you have 3 tries rite?
and guess what. it locked me out at
the 2nd try. so ok. i got pissed.
but nvm not that pissed yet. so i called
starhub to ask for my PUK code.
so you know what. i called then the guy
said he'd call me back. so i waited 3/4 hours
and guess whatt. I GOT NO CALL BACK.
thanks a lot. that got me even MORE PISSED.
so yea. i called again. and the guy gave me
the PUK code. good. and you know what.
the PUK code was WRONG. and that got me
pissed seriously pissed. and i only typed it in
once and guess what. the screen read :
" SIM CARD REJECTED "
then i was like. wtf. this is so screwed.
then i told isaac then he checked the net
then he found out tht i have to go replace
my sim card. then i was like. i'm so dead.
cos daddy and mummy's gonna kill me.
so then i went into serious depression
and i had yen's that night. so i was like.
venting my anger on matthew. and
the poor consent form that i used the compass
to rip to pieces. omg sorry CONSENT FORM.
lucky that form was like nothing much on it.
and then davniel was tryin to cheer me up
by singing "YOU RAISE ME UP" by westlife.
well it did cheer me up a bit cos it brought back
memories and all that. but matthew was still
being irritating la. but nvm i was ok the rest of e
lesson. and then i came home and told daddy
and mummy and they didnt scold me. omg
that is so AMAZING. lol. ok.
so mother called starhub and they said that she
needed to go down to customer service centre
to get a replacement which was freee.
ok at least that's the good part.
if not i would have gone totally mad and crazy.
and sue starhub or something. ok nvm jk. :)
ok nvm i'm ending here now.
take care all :D

i miss my dear penguinn :D

2007-06-29T18:42:00.000+08:00

LYRICS MADNESS! :D
YAY. i was listening to my ipod.
and then i heard these songs that
describe some of the things happening
to me and some of my friends. well.
today is LYRICS MADNESS DAY!
for me, and created by MEEE :D
yay. lol. ok so look out below! :)

I OFFER MY LIFE
- DON MOEN

[omg i love this song. :)]

(Verse 1)
All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you, oh Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaims
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours

(Chorus)
Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

(Verse 2)
Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my heart, alll of my praise
My heart and my hands are lifted to you

(Chorus)
Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

(Bridge)
What can we give
That you have not given?
And what do we have
That is not already yours?
All we possess
Are these lives we're living
That's what we give to you, Lord

(Chorus)
Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

(Chorus)
Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life
Lord I offer you my life

WHO AM I
- CASTING CROWNS

[super meaningful christian song]

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling Lord,
You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling Lord,
You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling Lord,
You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

I AM
- HILARY DUFF

[super meaningful song. :D makes
me feel all better when i'm sadd :) ]

I'm an angel, I'm a devil
I am sometimes in between
I'm as bad it can get
And good as it can be
Sometimes I'm a million colors
Sometimes I'm black and white
I am all extremes
Try figure me out you never can
There's so many things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things

I am
I'm someone filled with self-belief
And haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down
But that's part of the thrill
Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

Of all the things I am
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am
Of all the things I am

HATERS
- HILARY DUFF

[aix. haters.. ): wth is with them]

Dont spit on me and shame yourself
Because you wish you were someone else
You look so clean but you spread your dirt
As if think that words dont hurt
You build up walls no one can climb
The things you do should be a crime
You're queen of superficiality
Keep your lies out of my reality
And when you're nice it's just a pose
You're one of those

[Chorus]
Haters
Traitors to the human race
Haters
What a drag
What a waste
I'd like to see them disappear
They dont belong anywhere
Haters

Spinning a web thats hard to see
Of envy, greed and jealousy
Feeling angry but you don't know why
Why dont you look me in the eye?
You want my friends
You want my clothes
You're one of those

[Repeat Chorus]

Different life form
Different species
Broken promises and treaties
Talkin' bout exterminating
Not the haters
Just the hating
You say your boyfriend's sweet and kind
But you've still got your eyes on mine
Your best friend's got her eyes on yours
It all goes on behind closed doors
And when you're nice it's just a pose
You're one of those

[Repeat Chorus]

Haters
Later for the alibis
Haters
Any shape
Any size
I'd like to see them disappear
They dont belong anywhere
Haters

SOMEONE'S WATCHING
OVER ME
- HILARY DUFF

[someone's watching over me all the time :)]

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

ok. doneeee :D
these songs are super meaningful la :D
dont have the mp3 for all e song
though.. )): aixxx. but have for one or two.
lol. ok i'll go off now. enjoy the songs!
lol. ok byebyebye all :D
take careee ;)

2007-06-23T14:02:00.000+08:00

hello world.
and i'm proud to say that.
i have beaten dave in writing up the
post for the outing. so YAY :D
i win. dave you've lost. OWNAGE.
i got 1526 you got 1382. HAHA.
and i was feeling emo last nite.
so i was talking to some ppl
on msn and sms. they were all
super nice. and encouraging me.
i felt a little better after last nite but
not really that fine. but better.
then i read this story thing in a book.
i wanna type it out. as its super meaningful :)

" Life isn't about keeping score. It's not
about how many people call you and it's not
about who you've dated, are dating or haven't
dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed,
what sport you pay, or which guy or girl likes
you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or
the colour of your skin or where you live or go
to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money,
clothes or colleges that accept you or not. Life
isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you
are alone, and it's not about how accepted or
unaccepted you are. Life's just isn't about that.

But life is about who you love and who you hurt.
It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about
trust, happiness and compassion. It's about
sticking up for your friends and replacing inner
hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy,
overcoming ignorance and building confidence.
It's about what you say and what you mean.
It's about seeing people for who they are and not
what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing
to use your life to touch someone else's in a
way that could never have achieved otherwise.
THESE CHOICES ARE WHAT LIFE'S ABOUT. "

this story really jus made me feel all better.
and all that. life isn't all about us or whatever.
its about how you and others. not jus you.
it made me wake up and all that.
but now i jus wanna treasure the people
around that care for me and are my FRIENDS.
and not those that hate me or whatever.
now i jus wanna say some stuff to some people.

LONG:
thanks for all the encouragement last night.
i felt much better :D and dont be too bothered
about the tags at your blog. everyone makes
mistakes, and i know you try. its not easy being
a monitor or even a committee member being 1
myself. take care of yourself ya :D and if you need
anything, a shoulder to lean on, a listening ear.
jus know that. i'll be there like how you did last night.

CHANGZHONG:
thanks for all that encouragement all these few days
when i was just feeling so down with all my stuff.
your words never failed to comfort me and make me
feel better. thanks for everything and GOD BLESS! :D

JOSEPH LIM :
lol. some people may never have thought that you
would have encouraged me or anything cos of what
you did to me before. but you still managed to make
me feel better with your frank but comforting words
last night. lol. the way you made everything sound so
ironical and funny. thanks for all that. :)
take care, GOD BLESS! &your secret is safe with me :)

these are the people i wanna thank so far.
there are others that said other stuff too.
but i'm feeling sian and whatever. sorry. ):
will blog again soon. love you all :)
take care.

2007-06-22T19:19:00.000+08:00

hello world again.
oh yea. you know what.
i had a super weird dream.
but it was like heaven la. super nice.
but it'll never come thru and i bet you
all will go laughing at me and whatever.
but forget it i dont care la. lol.
it was super dreamy la. blah.
so it was like that la.
there was this hongkong actor.
his english name is kevin cheng.
chinese name is 郑嘉颖.
blah. so we and the singapore actor
li yuan i think. were like best friends.
and i really liked that kevin guy.
omg this is getting super dumb.
ok. so they would usually come to my house.
and jus slack and all that. and they would
sleepover really often at my house.
omg this is the dumb part. super dumb part.
then one day i got up the courage to like
write him a letter in chinese telling him
how much i liked him la. omg super dumb part.
then he said he liked me too when he read the
letter and then he became my bf la.
omg that was the SUPER dumb part. argh.
then we all would still be like before jus that
me and that kevin dude would be closer.
blah. then there were some other stuff.
but then i shant say. you all are already
gonna laugh at me for the first part. save me.
DONT BE SO BAD LA. EVERYONE HAS this KINDA
WEIRD DREAM AND WHATEVER.
DONT LAUGH AT ME LA. PLEASE. BE NICE. ):
ok nvm. i bet you people reading this
must be thinking i'm super dreamy.
I KNOW THAT. not as if i wanted to have that dream
i dont even know how i had that dream.
but it was super dreamy and nice la. :)
the feeling was super cool. :D
ok i'm being dumb. cos i may nvr even
meet that kevin guy in real life so i should jus forget it.
blah. ok i feel super dumb now.
ok i shall end my super dumb post here now.
byebyebyebye world.
laugh at me bah. cos i know u will.
ok take care all.

2007-06-22T17:29:00.000+08:00

hello world! back with a new post :D
well. i jus came back from a outing..
super tired. went out with dave and mz.
brandon couldnt make it, we couldnt contact heejinn.
ms eu couldnt join us and she told us only today.
super sian la last nite. cos we were busy clearing up.
and it was so like stressed up i went mad..
ask dave. i was like screaming at him. blah. lol.
and dave bought me something from hokkaido, japan.
super nice. small test tube like bottle of dried flowers :D
thanks dave :D and chocolate for me and mz to share2.
he's nice. but i still bully him but i DO FEEL BAD.
ok maybe not all the time, but not all the time.
cos he's bad to me too. LOL. but nvm i'm stilll nice.
i FORGIVE but i will NEVER FORGET. :D hahaa..
ok i'll talk about today then .
at 9:40am, dad drove me to the bishan mrt so that
i could take the mrt to orchard and meet dave there.
so i reached orchard around 9:55. and i tot i'd be late.
BLAH. lame lame lame. i'm dumb ok. so fine.
and then i saw dave there around 10. he was wearing
green shirt with grey stuff and white brown pants.
so we walked off and dave told me mz would be late.
so we went to find out how to go to cineleisure.
as i'm a hopeless dumb person at walkin around orchard.
cos i seldom go there but with my family so i dont know
much. so i jus followed dave. he wasnt too sure either.
LOL. then we reached cineleisure and went to burger
king. i bought a coke and dave bought onion rings and
milo. as i brought my homework, ok i dont know for what.
i asked dave to help me with math, ALGEBRA. lol.
he was like so hopeless at it. the answerr was so far off
from the correct answer la. it was like so dumb. lol.
then around 11, mz called and said she was coming.
so she didnt know how to walk to cineleisure.
erm.. sooo. we went to meet her at isetan.
super ma fan. lol. then she was at topshop. so we met
her and she wanted to go to starbucks
to drink coffee.. so me and dave jus tagged along la. lol. :D
and then while waiting for mz to finish ordering
her coffee. cos the table was dirty so. me and dave
tried to clean it up. then i got bad and started throwing
dirty ice and tissue at him. LOL. sorry ): but it was funn.
then mz came with her weird coffee with whipped cream
and eating her weird stuff. lol. then she started
kicking dave lol. she was bored la. so i was like rejoicing also.
lol. i'm bad blah. but he was bad last night. so its fair.
ok then after a while we walked off to walk around isetan.
then me and dave started fighting and pushing each other
here and there. he made me hit this wooden pole thingy
super pain la. so i pushed him against this glass panel of
a shop. the woman looked so angry la. SORRY!
then we walked off. feeling like super scared LOL.
then after a while we went walking off to cineleisure.
then we started calling ms eu, hoping she could come.
she answered and said mayb later la. so we went off to
burger king cos mz had a butt ache. so she needed to sit down.
lol. mz went to sabo me and dave to sit together. so fine fine.
then mz went playin weird music. and she went maad
saying : HI DAD. HI DAD. cos dave's father booked e tickets
and was supposed to come and pass it to dave and all that.
so mz was like going crazy then dave went to collect e tickets
from his father. then after a while more. we all went walking
around cineleisure. then me and mz went mad. we pulled
dave around to shops. and then we pulled him to this bikini
stall and asked the woman, " DO YOU HAVE A BIKINI for
HIM ( referring to dave ) ? " then the woman was like
looking super weirdly at us and said " erm. none 4 guys"
then we were like, " OK. thank you. " then we dragged him
to this other stall that sells girl's stuff. then we were like,
" do you have any skimpy stuff for him to WEAR? "
then the woman lookin super weird at us again, " no. "
then we went " OH THANK YOU. " then he got pissed.
lol. and we went walking around a bit more. then around
12:30, we went to the arcade for a while. it was so empty
and DESERTED la. so i saw tt hockey thing and i was like,
"dave i bet i'll win you in "hockey"!" then he said,
"come la! play la. see who win. BLEAH! " then we played
twice and I OWNED HIM. HAHAHA. OWNAGE! YAY. :D
then i saw this fishing thing and i got super addicted to it.
i spent like 6 whole tokens playin it like siao la. LOL.
i'm retarded. so YAY :D lalalala. :) and then mz and dave
were playing that hockey thing. and dave owned mz. lol.
but bleah. i still win overall! YAY. lalalalalalalala. too bad.
then it was 1:25 already and our movie was at 1:35.
then we ran up and bought this family combo. so i had to
pay cos dave payed for all the tickets and mz was broke.
lol. then we went into the movie theatre. blah i didnt
get to screw dave. cos mz sat in e middle. lol. so baddd.
blah. the movie was nice. but people in the theatre kept
using their phones and one guy i think even brought a
lightstick la. so they got us really pissed and mad.
and then mz asked me and dave to throw popcorn at them
i hit the guy with the lightstick for sure at least once.
dave hit e guy with the handphone. they were super **** la.
lol. but we were super retarded la. and ms eu then told us
she couldnt come. ARGHHH. no fair. mz decided to call her
after the movie. so soon after e movie ended. and then
we went out to call ms eu and all that. mz called tll
to check ms eu's schedule, her class was at 4:30.
so then we all decided to quickly take neos and run off
to find her at united square. then dave at first didnt
wanna take but we persuaded him to. so me and him
paid half half. ok i paid 6 he paid 5. the thing was more ex la.
no fair la. but since he paid for e movie tickets i ok la ok la.
so as dave was wearing green, and it was e same colour as
the background thing. then the shirt changed colours with
the backgrounds of neos. super funny. so his shirt was like
transparent la. super funny when we were decorating.
then after that we ran off to the mrt and went calling her.
she didnt answer. so screw we went mad. and i was sweating
like mad. lol. i havent run so far and so fast for a long time.
we got to united square in like 15 mins. running like mad.
crazy people. lol. :D and then we ran up to tll. and asked the
receptionist where ms eu was. then his attitude was like
super what la. he was like giving us this attitude that i
totally didnt like. like we cant go there to look for a teacher
jus cos we're hopeless little teens. blah. he can dream.
i so wanna screw him la. then we went mad calling ms eu.
she didnt answer. blah. so we got all mad. then i saw ms eu.
and then we ran down to her. lol. and made her buy us
ben and jerry's. but hey she did say she'd buy for us. lol.
cos she couldnt join us. blah. so fair and square. :D
yay. then after that i rushed to mrt cos i was due home at5.
it was already 4:45 already la. so i quickly got there.
but still missed my train. so fine. nevermind. lol.
then dave and mz went off la. i was all aloneee. blahhh.
so the mrt came soon and i went in then when reached
bishan, then i walked like super fast out. then i saw
samuel ang on e way home. we waved to each other.
he was in a rush la. could tell. looked like it.
i was also in a rush la. then reached home. JUS IN TIME.
heng ah. then now i'm here on e com la. done :D
ok i'll end here. post super longg la.
ok. I LOVE THE WORLD :D yay! :)
ok take care all.

2007-06-18T17:56:00.001+08:00

i saw this in friendster.
it's super meaningful :D

one day a girl asked:why do you like me?
why do you love me?

HE answered:
i can't tell the reason but i reallylike you

SHE: you can't even tell me the reason
how can you say you like me? how canyou say you love me?

HE: i really don't know the reason buti can prove that i love you

SHE: prove? no i want you to tell methe reason my friends boyfriend can
tell her why he loves her but not you!

HE: ok. ok. ermmmmmss
because you are beautiful
because your voice is sweet
because you are loving
because you are thoughtful
because of your smile
because of evey movements

the girl felt very satisified with hisanswer
unfortunately a few day later the girl
met with an accident and fell intocoma.

HE then placed a letter by her side
and here is the content

darling,
because of your sweet voice that ilove you now can you talk? no!
therefore i cannot love youbecause of your care and concern that
i liked you..now that you cannot show then
therefore i cannot love you..because of your smile
because of every movements that i loveyou..now can you smile?
can you move?
no. therefore i cannot love you...
if love needs a reason like now
there is no reason for me to love you anymore.
does love need a reason? NO!
therefore i still love you..and love doesn't need a reason''
sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world
cannnot be seen cannot be touched but can be felt in the heart
''love doesn't need a reason.. its somethingyou can feel burning
inside your heart and waiting to be explode of love..please..
never even ask someone why do they love you..
love nature and without love the world is nothing but a piece
ofcrap.. so everyone love the world and also love your loved ones..

2007-06-18T17:56:00.000+08:00

hello all. :D
YAY. its my 110th post! :D
ok lame. lol. lalalalala.
ok now i'll tell you all something
super idiotic and retarddeddd :D
i was making mee suahh with
my favourite mushroom and
wintermelon and pork mixture
or whatever. i dont know what
to describe it. lol. its jus something
supeer niceee. lol. then...
some idiotic cockroach came out..
and i freaked and went madd.
lalalala. i jus went crazy and
jumped onto a chair.
and SCREAMED FOR like
any living soul in my house. lol.
my sister ignored me.
idiotic. blah. and i stil dont believe
so many women and girls
can get so freaked out by that little
idiotic brown little moving thing la.
LALALALALA. so fineee.
i'm a useless and normal little girl
that gets freaked out by a stupid
little brown flyin insect. ARGH .
lol. ok quit talkin bout that now.
lol. ok LONG IS SUPER ADORABLE.
heheheee. incase you all dont know
who is LONG, he is jiaxin's friend.
and also MYYY friend :D
hehehehe. :D he's a vietnamese.
ok. so i havent been bloggin for forever.
lalalalalala. ok.
its the holidays and nth has been really
happening. i've been slackin and
watching tv and studyin my geog and hist.
i'm super good girl la.
and i've been doing a lot of my homework.
but i'm screwed now la.
we're supposed to be doing project work
for english. and i havent GOTTEN A GROUP.
and its the last week of the sch holidays.
NOOOOO. anyone be nice. let me join your
group. i'll do anything even presenting .
I JUS NEED A GROUP. PLEASE.
ok shit. i sound so desperate. but i am.
so please ANYONE help MEE..
LET ME JOIN YOUR GROUP. PLEASE.
lalalala. ok so i'll talk about today.
i was watching tv and then using e com
for a while in the morning. and then i
went off to do some work. so good rite.
lol. jkjk. ok then around 2:30-2:45
i went to bishan lib to look at some books
for the holocaust and pearl habour for pw.
lalalalalalla. ok so.. ermmm.
then i came home around 3:30-3:45.
lol. then i did more work and then now
i'm using e come. lalalalla.
and then i went to cook mee suahh. :D
hehehe. ok now i'll go.
and i love madina lake. nathan and matthew
rock. from e band la. and i love house of cards.
and I MISS PQ. D:
she went off to bangkok for holidays. )):
no fair so now i've to rot at home )):
lalalalallalalalallalalla. but she's gonna buy
me something back :D YAY!
me love peiqi a LOT A LOT :D
hehehe. and oh yeahh.. something else.
HAPPY 13TH
BIRTHDAY PEARLENE
HAN aka AHH HANNN :D
and HAPPY EARLY
BIRTHDAY TO DADDY :D
i cant reveal his age. its PRIVATE.
and daddy's still in aussie :D
he's coming back on thursday :D
yay :D i'm gonna see daddy again.
lol. ok i'll go now. byebyebyebyebye :D
love you all lotsa lotsa :D
take care now everybody :D
odelia. xoxo.

2007-06-13T12:02:00.000+08:00

WHAT YOU HAVE:
[ ] You have over 10 bottles of nail polish
[ ] You have a designer purse
[x] You have something from Abercrombie
[ ] You have had fake nails
[ ] You are promised to have a car for your 16th bday
[ ] You have clothes or shoes or accesories for your pet
[ ] You have at least 1 designer item of clothes
[ ] Your pet is a chihuahua, pomeranian, or siamese
[ ] You have a swimming pool
[x] Comforter, walls or sheets

Total: 2

ARE YOU:
[ ] Brunette
[ ] Blonde
[ ] Redhead
[x] Outgoing
[x] Fun
[x] Dumb at times
[x] Near your phone right now
[ ] Going out with anyone now?
[x] Using your cell phone right now?
[x] Listening to pop or top 40 music?
[ ] Wearing makeup now?
[ ] A shopaholic?
[ ] A shoe freak?

Total: 6

DO YOU LIKE:
[x] Puppies
[ ] Kitties
[ ] Makeup
[ ] Glitter
[x] Money
[ ] Pink the color
[ ] Pink the brand by Victoria's Secret
[ ] Shopping
[x] Candy
[x] Talking
[x] Laughing
[ ] Jewelry
[x] Shoes
[ ] Chick flicks

Total: 6

DO YOU SHOP AT/ WOULD BUY:
[ ] Hollister
[ ] Abercrombie Fitch
[ ] American Eagle
[ ] Aeropostale
[ ] Claire's
[ ] Express
[ ] limited 2
[ ] libby lu
[ ] Kitson
[ ] Jimmy Choo
[ ] Armani
[ ] Juicy Couture
[ ] Sephora
[ ] Versace
[ ] Fendi
[ ] Deb
[ ] Target

Total: 0

DO YOU SAY:
[x] Shit
[ ] Whore
[x] Bitch
[x] Bastard
[x] Whatever
[x] Oh my god/gosh/goodness
[ ] Hun
[x] Fugly
[x] That's hot
[ ] Cali
[x] Babe
[ ] Psh
[x] Cutie
[x] Hottie
[ ] Skank

Total: 10

OTHER:
[ ] In your school picture your wearing something pink
[ ] You type like this: !! // &&amp;amp; ~* ;; ::. __
[x] Gone to mall in the past 3 days
[ ] Dont play sports
[ ] You wear jewelry every day
[ ] You dye your hair
[ ] You have nail polish on right now
[ ] You take all those magazine quizzes like "Does he like you?"
[ ] Your favorite holiday is Valentine's Day
[ ] You have a crush on Johnny Depp, Brad Pitt
[x] Have you met a celebrity?
[x] Have you ever written your first name with his last name?

Total: 3

DO YOU OR HAVE YOU READ:
[ ] Seventeen
[ ] Cosmogirl
[ ] Teen people
[ ] Teen vogue
[ ] Teen
[ ] Justine
[ ] Prom magazines
[ ] Ellegirl
[ ] J-14
[ ] M
[ ] Ym
[ ] Cosmopolitan
[ ] Glamour
[ ] Marie Clair
[ ] Elle
[ ] Vogue
[ ] Us weekly
[ ] Star
[ ] Tabloids
[ ] Gossip Gurl
[ ] The clique series
[ ] The a-list series
[ ] The mates, dates series
[ ] The Georgia Nicholson Series
[ ] The it girl series
[ ] The au pairs
[ ] The hookup artist
[ ] The dating game
[ ] South Beach
[ ] Ttyl
[x] Ttfn
[ ] The lovely bones

Total: 1

HAVE YOU SEEN:
[ ] Legally Blonde
[ ] Legally Blonde 2
[x] Mean Girls
[ ] American Pie
[ ] Not Another Teen Movie
[ ] Josie and the Pussycats
[ ] Never Been Kissed
[ ] Aquamarine
[x] Hot Chicks
[ ] Beauty shop
[ ] Miss Congeniality
[ ] Miss Congeniality 2
[ ] Crazy/Beautiful
[ ] Just My Luck
[ ] John Tucker Must Die

Total: 2

DO YOU WATCH:
[x] America's Next Top Model
[ ] Project Runway (Does watching some episodes counted?)
[ ] Next
[ ] My Super Sweet 16
[ ] Soaps
[ ] Hannah Montana
[ ] Unfabulous
[ ] Zoey 101
[x] Lizzie Mcguire
[ ] Desperate Housewives
[ ] The Simple Life
[ ] 8th & Ocean
[ ] F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
[ ] Sex & The City
[x] The Suite Life of Zach and Cody
[ ] E!'s True Hollywood Story
[ ] The Real World
[ ] The O.C.
[ ] Laguna Beach
[ ] Miss America
[ ] Miss USA
[ ] Miss Teen USA

Total: 3

HAVE YOU BEEN TO:
[ ] Hawaii
[ ] California
[ ] The Bahamas
[ ] Alabama
[ ] Paris
[ ] Italy
[ ] Florida
[ ] Las Vegas
[ ] Russia
[x] Australia
[ ] Missouri

Total: 1

so i got 42?
what do i do bout it then?

tagged by NURUL :D

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.
People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well state the rules of the game clearly. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.
In the end,you need to choose 6 ppl to be tagged and list their names.

1) I think dave is BOOM DYNAMITE :D
2) I'm jus a hopeless retard that cant survive without a comment a day.
3) I love giving people weird nicknames. :D
4) I love being a hopeless retard.
5) I go crazy without my phone or laptop.
6) I am a hopeless loser that can eat a lot when i'm super bored.

Tag six people to write another six things about themself!
dave.
pqq
pearlene
jiaxin
sherilyn.

2007-06-10T13:32:00.001+08:00

tagged by my oh so darling NURUL :D

EACH PERSON OF THIS GAME STARTS OF WITH 10 WIERD THINGS, HABITS, OR LITTLE KNOWN FACTS, ABOUT ONESELF. PEOPLE WHO GET TAGGED MUST WRITE IN THEIR BLOG 10 WIERD THINGS, HABITS, OR FACTSAS WELL AS STATE THIS RULE CLEARLY. AT THE END, YOU MUST CHOOSE SIX PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED AND LIST THEIR NAMES. NO TAG-BACKS!

-i think dave is BOOM DYNAMITE.
-i think i'm jus so great at being crazy.
-and i go crazy when i see cockroaches
-i think some people should jus jump off a
building cos they are super evil.
-i love to irritate people. :D
-i stalk some people too :D
-and i think joseph lim is a retarded turtle.
-i'll go all sian and dead without my laptop.
-i'll go crazy and mad without my phone
-i think sharks are cool :D

okay! i'm done.
i'm gonna tagg peiqi, pearlene, dave, eileen and jiaxin! :D

and this other one

list down five names of your friends RANDOMLY.
& don't look at the questions first, or else it won't be fun!

pqqq :D
pearlene
jiaxin
nurul
dave

how did you meet 1?
erm. at sec school :D
and i love PQQQ :D

between 1-5, who are you closest to?
i'm close to all of them. :D
and i love all of them! :D

how are you related to 4?
super duper best friend and my DARLINGGG :D
and i super duper love her :D

how tall is 5?
HAHA. i'm taller than HIM :D

how does 3 look like?
erm. she looks normal :D

did you confess to 2 before?
always :D cos she's my ahhh hannn :D
and i love ahh han! :D

lastly, pass this on to 5 unlucky peoople.
pqqq :D
pearlene
dave
jiaxin
jiamin :D

2007-06-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

hello all.
i dont know how
my life's is goin on right nw..
well.. you see. erm.
i dont know whether i still like him..
its not the him from the previous posts.
i've never mentioned him b4..
i dont know whether i still like him..
well.. i see him everyweek.
i fight with sweets and mayb other stuff..
with him every week.
i dont know what to say.
i dont know whether i still like him.
blahhh.. well. maybe i do.
i dont know ok. so now.
we're in different schools.
and we seldom see each other.
its only like once every week.
sometimes mayb not even every week.
once good friends. and now.. i dont know.
we seldom talk. mayb when we see each other.
erm. then even if we do.
we dont have much to talk about.
i thought it would like so easy.
to just forget a crush. but now.
i jus realised. its not. and it hurts.
BWAHHHH.. dave's gonna say i'm emo again.
and for those who thinks its him.
well its not him. lol :D i wont tell you who.
even if you beg cry scream and go crazy :D
hehe. :D i'm baddd. and i dont care. :D
its my dirty little secret! (:
anw. i gtg now.
and i miss him. hehe :D
take care.
odelia :)

2007-06-03T20:04:00.000+08:00

hello all (:
i'm feelin tireddd outt. ;D
erm. i played badminton
for around 1hour.
and practiced my bball skils
at the badminton court.
like handling the ball and all that.
i feel all refreshed now! (:
cos i was feeling all tired b4 that.
and so yay. exercise make ppl feel GOOD :)
and i guess i solved that friendship prob.
and now i'm all happpy. :D
cos i like being happy and making
people feel happy. (:
ok i'm lame so nvm. :D and random.
cos of dave's AURA or something like that.
he said that he had a RANDOM AURA
and then the AURA affects everyone.
so i got back at him. cos he likes callin me useless.
and so i said i had a USELESS AURA
and then my AURA affected him.
SO YAY. he's USELESS too :D
so fine fine fine. i'm being random all over again.
and yay i'm gonna get a new phone! (:
yay yay yay :D but i dont know what phone.
so help me decide people. :D yay (:
awww.. and dave sounds saddd..
cos he has some maths olympaid.
awww.. dont be cos then i'll feel bad.
oh it rhymes. dont be sad cos i'll feel bad!
HEY! (: YAY i came up with a rhyme.
ok i'm being all lame and random again.
and i dont know what to post about.
ok. i gtg. blog again soon :D
be happy people. and God bless.
take care.
odelia :D

2007-05-30T17:38:00.000+08:00

hello all.
you know what.
i'm feelin pissed off and crazy now.
because of some friendship probs again.
well i jus want to tell that person some stuff.
which is not that person from the previous posts.
dear ...
i dont know where our friendship is going anymore.
and you know what.

I DONT HAVE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY
I DONT HAVE TO ENCOURAGE YOU
I DONT HAVE TO BE THERE.
I DONT HAVE TO CARE.
I DONT HAVE TO EVEN TALK TO YOU.
I DONT EVEN HAVE TO BE YOUR FRIEND

BUT GUESS WHAT?

I TRIED TO MAKE YOU HAPPY.
I ENCOURAGED YOU.
I WAS THERE.
I CARED.
I TALKED TO YOU.
AND I WAS YOUR FRIEND.

BUT GUESS WHAT?

you jus came screaming back at me.
after i tried to encourage you.
you got all cranky
when i tried to make you happy.
you "kicked" me away
when i was there.
you didnt give a care.
when i cared.
you jus screamed back.
when i tried to talk to you.
and when i tried to be your friend.
you jus went screaming about
what a stupid friend i was.

well. i dont care anymore.
i dont have to do anything for you.
but i guess i was stupid and dumb.
and i'm not fighting with you over fob.
fob can be left aside.
but guess what. our friendship CANT.
but you just went and broke it
like a vase or some glass plate.
well. i dont know about we two anymore.
for the meantime. we should just not talk.
think it over. and goodbye.

ok i dont feel good everyone.
esp with my two sisters at home
screaming the hell out of my brain
and gettin me all crazy.
my throat hurts from screaming back.
i dont know about what to do or anything
with my life anymore. its all being ruined.
well, i'll go off to do something else now.
bye all. and God bless.
take care.
odelia.

2007-05-29T21:25:00.000+08:00

hello all.
blah. so i'm finally updating.
after much irritation from dave.
and whatever. (:
i've been feeling much better.
thanks for concern from friends (:
thanks to PQ for jus being there! (:
thanks to AH HAN for lotsa LOVE (:
lalallala.. (:
so i've been doing cip lotsa lotsa (:
oh yay! i gotta announce something
LISA'S GOING NATIONAL TV! (:
cos she met this tv woman on the road.
and whatever whatever.
so the woman asked her for her name and crap.
and then asked her to spell words.
melissa as well. jus that according to lisa.
melissa couldnt spell as well (:
lisa claimed she spelt them all right (:
so YAY (: lisa's gonna wear a paper bag
if she's really going on national tv.
did cip today. at toa payoh lib (:
and dave had to come call me in the middle of it
luckily the librarian wasnt there to scold me AGAIN.
but it was okay. so dont feel guilty dave. LOL (:
and poor dave has to go for some math olympiad thingy.
ok my spelling sucks. so please forgive me.
and i'm being so nice and i just wrote jackson a
super longg comments full of lotsa crap.
but anw. you better thank me and write me back.
the librarian was being mean and bullied me and
peck peck and pqqq.. )): she kept sayin we were
playin when we were being oh so good and doin our work.
i was like shelf reading so hardworkingly and whatever.
i also did straightening so NEATLY. ok i admit i did talk
and fool around a bit. but that didnt mean that she had
to like almost kick us out and whatever crap rite?
and i jus realised i forgot to sign out and ask the woman
to sign my form. and now all my cip hours are gonna go
down the drain. NOOO. i'm gonna cry and scream!
Nooo. all my tolerance and pain all down the DRAINN..
and i cant go back to ask the woman to sign cos i gotta
study my geography and history. nvm.
i shall make dave listen to my sorrows tml and whatever.
and me and him are jus good friends with coincidently
have the same birthday. we are not in a relationship.
though we may seem like we're so close and whatever.
that's only cos we've known each other since p4.
and we are not in a relationship.
though i may have liked him before and vice versa.
we jus want to keep the relationship like it is.
and not go any further. cos guys are evil
and just want girlfriends for the sake of being popular
and crap. and i dont care bout guys. cos guys are evil poks.
but dave isnt that baddd la. he's quite nice. (:
just a little hyper and crazy and random.
i learnt all that from him. so dont blame me you.
jackson is being lame . so blahhh.
ok so now i shall go away and go continue being random.
thank you for listening so much to me.
now goodbye. and may God bless you.
take care.
odelia. (:

2007-05-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

hello all..
my life's a mess.
serious serious mess.
its like we're all
puppets and God is the
one tt controls us.
how life is and how it all
goes, its like so .. sad.
friends to enemies..
love to hate..
what's this all coming to?
its like so ..
its like mockery..
i feel so like stressed out..
i dont wanna go through all
this anymore.. i want it all
to be like the past. like
how we were all friends and
all that.. ok not always..
in jus like one or two days..
it all came up to this..
and for my geog..
i studied so much, so hard..
and i FAILED by ONE MARK..
ONE MARK
i hate this mockery..
HEAVENLY FATHER
please, spare me from this.
this mockery. this hatred.
this evil. this..
i jus wanna be free and
be jus like before..
i wish none of this happened..
even if she did things that
caused hurt and pain to me.
i know i cant turn back time.
or anything else. or whatever..
we're enemies now. what can i say?
and i know i cant get back with her.
i hate people that have just
like betrayed me or whatever..
i cant stand being friends with someone
that caused me SO MUCH PAIN..
SO MUCH HURT. so much torture..
i hope to forgive her in time to come..
i dont want to be friends again..
and i dont think she wants to either.
i jus want to forgive her and let
all this pass.. we may not be friends..
but at least i want to have a clear
conscience.. to know i have forgiven her..
and i hope this all ends soon.. blah..
this may be too much to ask.
but i jus want all this to end..
all this mockery.. and pain..
God, jus take it all away..
cos i know you can.. (:

THANKS FOR THE
MEMORIES
EVEN THOUGH
THEY WERENT
SO GREAT..

i'll end here all (:
sorry for the emo posts.
and crap.. hope it didnt
offend anyone. (:
take care all.
odelia (:

2007-05-23T15:18:00.001+08:00

hello all..
i dont know why la..
i've been feelin like sad..
these few days.. so blah..
and i wanna tell like
this person in my sch
something.. dun ask who.
i wun tell you.
some ppl know who it is.
i hope it wun offend anyone.
so blah. here goes :

dear --------,
you are such a
you know. ERM.
idiot. proud freak.
friend stealer.
betrayer. liar.
i know you hate me.
and you know what?
i hate you TOO..
so be proud of it and
show off la! not as if
anyone really likes you
except your "CLIQUE"..
you think you're so GREAT
and so LOVABLE. well.
i can tell you, YOU'RE NOT.
not by me or some others anw.
so jus like stop bossin me around
and let me live my life.
cos as i said, its MY life.
so get lost. get out of my life.

hope it didnt offend anyone
other than tt person.
i know i shouldnt be
like sayin this but i
can't stand it ok.
its like ARGH. its so.. idiotic.
she controls the whole
class and thinks she's so GOOD..
jus cos she can do splits and
whatever. so what?
she has a attitude prob.
so what's the use of excelling
in everything else. cos truly,
inside you know you are a
loser and you know you jus
wanna be popular by
stealing people's friends
and domineerin the whole world
and makin everyone be at your
beck and call. go away.
stop domineering my life.
its MINE and not YOURS.
and sorry CYNTHIA
for like bursting out
in anger when you asked
me to sit with nisha.
i wasnt in a good mood and all
that. hope you'll forgive me. (:
happy belated 13th birthday! (:
i'll end here people.
sorry for the emo post and
all that crap above.
but i jus wanna let out my feelings.
sorry if i offended anyone else.
anw, take care all. (:
odelia (:

2007-05-19T14:46:00.001+08:00

hello everyone :)
i'm seriously feelin
like soooo.. soooo..
soooooo.. madddd..
i wana go crazy or something..
you know something..
the person should know
very well i'm referrin to him.
ok.. so i'll start..

to _ _ _ _ _ _ _..
i tot u cared..
i tot we were meant to be..
i tot you meant every word you said..
but i found out that..
IT WAS ALL A LIE..
it was all FOR FUN yea?
well. it wasn't FUN for me at all..
you should jus like.. get out of my life..
and go away.. and and and..
jus dun let me see you again..
cos i dun want to anymore..
i dun want to talk to you no more..
so jus go away.. get out of my life..
cos i dun wanna cry for you no more..
i dun wanna hurt myself no more..
jus go away.. GO AWAY..
GET OUT OF MY LIFE..
COS I NEVER WANNA
SEE OR TALK TO YOU EVER AGAIN..
LIAR!

ok i'm not feelin good..
bye all..
i'll update again soon..
take care..
odelia (:

2007-05-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

hello all..
i'm feelin so sad now..
really.. i jus wanna like..
cry or something ..
or jus like whack someone
till i go mad and cry..
i jus wanna cry really..
i feel so useless..
so negative.. so ..
JUST USELESS..
i feel so bad about myself..
all cos a freakin RI BOY..
some sec1 guy tt came for
replacement at TLL..
i jus feel so madd .. so crazy..
at him.. he made me feel this way..
so negative so useless so.. :(
aixx.. sorry for like makin you guys
emo or all that.. but i really feel so emo..
ok i shall go now..
BYE ALL..
odelia

2007-05-11T13:32:00.000+08:00

hello all AGAIN :D
i decided to not be lazy
and POST more bout my week. :D
ok.. so..

MONDAY
science exam
i was due to go out
and get my prez from samuel sia..
but something happened..
i shall not mention..
onli few people know..
SHUSH ok :D
dun let others knowww :D
ok.. so i went home..
and rested for a long time..
i had a vomitting scene..
you dun wanna know bout it..
ok.. so i rested and studied
for math after that :D
did testpapers :D
so good girl :D
LOL.. then rested for rest of nite.. :D

TUESDAY
math exam :D
it was ok :D
so i went to collect my prez today :D
thank you SAMUEL SIA! :D
nice big penguin :D
ok then i went home and
studied for chinese :D
chelsea and arsenal
were playin at nite :D
the score was 1-1 :D
YAY :D
manchester united
has the EPL TITLE :D
YAY :D

WEDNESDAY
chinese exam :D
it was OKKK.. :D
i managed it :D
after tt i went to meet jiaxin..
for a while :D
then we went walkin around j8..
for a WHILE.. :D
then i went home.. :D
and studied for HISTORY..
history i dun like history.. :D
that's all for thurs :D

THURSDAY :D
history exam
i have nth to say..
i posted what i did..
in the previous post..
ok then at nite
i went to watch spiderman3..
was so sad the last part.
you guys shud watch :D
very inspiring :D
ok i shall end my crap here now..

FRIDAY..
nothing..
holiday.. :D
i'm gonna go to jiaxin's house.. :D
OK BYEEE ALL :D
TAKE CARE!
ESP DAVE :D
LOVES <33,
odelia :D

2007-05-11T13:19:00.000+08:00

hello all :D
i'll tell u all something
blogger is screwed
stupid blogger..
nvm.. i shall REN..
EXAMS OVER! :D
i screwed up for history..
that's all i know..
ok so i stayed back ystd..
from 10 - 7
with PQ, YINING, CYNTHIA
it was retarded :D
i copied pq's post..
cos i was lazy to post..
ENJOY! :D
"okay lets see...
english screwed maths screwed lit screwed geog screwed chinese screwed sci screwed history screwed AHHHHH.
omfg the good thing is that there isnt anymore damn exams. free to do whatever i want
today was damn funny! and yining cannot pronounce kueh lapis for nuts. she pronounced it as KUEH LAKAO.
okay so... today peckpeck, cynthia, odelia, sheryl stayed back! because because... okay nvm
when we went to get food. i saw *(£"&$*(£"4 qianying and shiyin TRYING TO HIDE FROM ME >: (
lol i ran after them. stupid shiyin lieeeeeeeeed! go home sleep still can go bowling with qianying and melissa. GLUTTON!
okay skip that part...
IN SCHOOL the kuehlakao problem! Cynthia bought it and couldnt finish it. I took a layer and HIT omg the basketball court you know the board. lol and the canteen... okay you dont know a thing bout the canteen. cynthia tried to get it down. she wet a tissue and SPLAT. It was stuck on the board too. We were all so guilty. This started off with the kuehlapis and peardear!!
We escaped to the primary side! We went to get cold noodles from the primary side! and stare at the BRIGHT ORANGE kueh and the damn clear white tissue on the board from the gallery steps.
First attempt to get them down.we used netball and hit the tissue. IT BECAME FLATTER AND BIGGER! so we decided to leave it all alone for the time being.
"oi wet the netball we try to get the kueh down!"
okay so I hit until it was flat. It didnt help :(
Second and last attempt!
We went to get ice-cream sticks, tape, superglue, rubberbands and chopsticks.
We went back to school, escaped to the primary side. started tying the chopsticks together. okay that was a damn bad idea! We then took the ice-cream sticks and tied them together. WOOHOO SMART PEOPLE :D peckpeck and odelia the brave ones got a chair and the sticks to a stick and poke poke poke! the tissue came down okay the next problem... THE KUEH! we all went on the chair and hit the bloody kueh. It just refused to drop.
Okay i forgot that there was a third one attempt. AND YES ITS THE LAST!
Waterballons were our weapon against the kueh. woohoo yes... its the last attempt so of course it got down.
wonderful story right!
our pretty lil rainbow house in the making! you would be damn shocked. It's fucking pretty. I want to marry it. Im sorry peardear. okay okay you'll be first and always first.. MY PEARDEAR HAHAHA"

lalala..
so that's it..
it was retarded ok :D
blah.. but FUN :D
i'm gonna stay again on MON :D
with pq and they all again :D
PQ, MYDAUGHTER
ILOVEYOU.. :D
[pearlene's gonna kill me]
NVM :D
ok i'm lazy to post more
bout the week. :D
ok.. so i shall end my laziness..
TAKE CARE ALL..
esp DAVE..
stupid la..
fever.. still go school..
now sleeping :D
good boy :D
so BYYEEEE ALL :D
LOVES <33
odelia :D

2007-05-03T14:58:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! :D
i'm NOW happy...
for the time being :D
lalala.. i jus came back..
ohhh.. i'll tell u something..
i tink mrs tan aye leng
is a pervert! :D
ok i admit.. i was sitting
was one leg over another..
and tt was not very good..
but she didn't have to LOOK..
and then tell SARAH to LOOK..
and then TELL THE WHOLE CLASS
that SHE CUD SEE UNDER MY SKIRT..
anw.. there was nth to see..
i was wearin shorts! BLEAH..
LOL.. anw.. she got nth betta to do?
nvm.. ok.. so olanda thinks i'm
IGNORIN HER.. ok..
that's CRAP.. BLEAH..
AND can you ppl on friendster..
STOP POSTING UP SCARY STUFF..
its FREAKY.. and the exams are HERE..
and i get FREAKED OUT and
then i can't sleep.. then i dun
get enough sleep and then
i dun do well.. i mean..
i dun have to see them..
but sometimes i'm BORED u see..
so you can't blame me..
BUT PLEASE... DUN POST
SCARY STUFF.. WHEREVER
you get it from.. PLEASE OH PLEASE..
ok.. so do try not to open bulletins as well..
cos u guys shud be studyin and even if not..
try not to open.. PLEASE.. do be nice..
i wanna do well! :D be nice.. :D
be kind hearted! :D after exams can ok..
now JUS PLEASE.. SPARE ME :D
ok i shall stop now.. :D
hmmm what else did i wanna blog bout?
OHH.. i remember now..
mrs helen tan keeps catchin me
for my top button.. ARGH..
even after school she checks...
like today at the BURGER SHOP..
she checked my button once
she said i was good cos i buttoned up..
so BLAH. ok.. the next time she sees
me unbutton my collar..
i have to CLEAN THE CLASSROOM
THOROUGHLY.. and VERY CLEANLY..
ok.. so now.. i shall see wad exams i have..
i dun tink i'll be able to blog after today..
i got GEOG AND CHI PAPER 1 tml..
SCIENCE PAPER on monday..
MATHS PAPER 1, 2 on tuesday..
CHINESE PAPER 2 on wednesday..
and lastly.. HISTORY on thursday..
i've finished my ENGLISH..
LITERATURE, SOVA exams.. :D
so i've got 5 more to go ! :D
GO ODELIA! :D
ok i shall end here now :D
BYEEE PEOPLE! :D
TAKE CARE! :D
dun get sick or anything..
exams are HERE! :D
work hard.. and stay healthy..
LOVE YOU GUYS! :D
TAKE CARE! :D
odelia :D

2007-05-02T18:51:00.000+08:00

hello everyone..
I'M ANGRY NOW OK..
its like what on earth
am i getting mocked at for?!?!
FINE I'LL EXPLAIN OK..
joseph lim and samuel ang..
i dun care if u friggin know them.
ok.. so they asked me to meet them..
with jiaxin.. so i went out for while..
they asked me to meet them at
bishan library.. second floor..
so i went.. i was so dumb.. ok..
so i went.. and then i saw them..
i went with jiaxin first..
nurul came latr..
and then guess wad they did..
they RAN OFF TO THE
BOY'S TOILET.. so FINE..
then we went to meet nurul..
then while we were doin so..
those freaks.. 4 of them..
joseph, samuel and another two..
another guy and one gal..
so FINE.. i called joseph..
HE CLAIMED THAT
HE WAS IN THE
CHILDREN'S SECTION..
so FINE.. i went down..
i searched for them like a
dumb person lookin for a
little kid or something..
i couldn't find them..
so i called joseph AGAIN..
then he answered..
he said he was in the children's
section.. so i searched again..
and they weren't there..
so I CALLED HIM AGAIN..
then he said.. he was at SWENSENS..
SO FINE.. i went there wif cjx and nurul..
and so we reached.. we saw them..
they were EATING SO HAPPILY..
JOSEPH WAS EATIN A PIZZA..
SO FINE.. we stood outside..
i called joseph AGAIN..
i asked him what on earth was i
supposed to be doin outside..
then he said he didn't ask
ME TO COME..
I WAS LIKE WTHHHH..
i wanted to scream at him
like so CRAZILYYYYY..
so jiaxin had to leave..
and i went up and down
the escalator for a while..
with nurul.. then we went off..
i walked her home for a bit..
then i left.. then i came home..
then screw this man..
tobi ( my sis ) had to ask for
my phone.. i was like WTHHH.
so i gave it to her.. i RENN ok :D
so now i've to live on water..
and i cant communicate
with the outer world except
with the laptop which i can
onli use for a WHILE..
after a while i gotta go study AGAIN..
joseph lim
i am so GONNA SCREAM AT YOU..
i dun care.. I'M PISSED..
ok i shall go now..
and btw.. THANKS DAVE. :D
FOR HELPIN ME MAKE
A NEW BLOGSKIN :D
YOU RAWK OK..
GO BIRTHDAY FREN! :D
ok i gtg now :D blog again soon..
LOVES <33
odelia :D

2007-04-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE
ONCE AGAIN
I HAVENT' BLOGGED
FOR 15 DAYS..
I BET NO ONE MISSES ME..
SADDD.. BLAH.. :D
so NTH MUCH HAS
HAPPENED. :D
ONLI THING IS
ITS STUDY TIME..
I'M STUDYIN LIKE MAD
FOR SA1..
GOOD RITE ME..
BLAH.. SO ANW..
TODAY I WENT 2 BISHAN LIB..
FOR A WHILE ONLI..
THEN HAD TO GO HOME..
SAD.. BLAH..
MET JIAMIN, YANTING, NURUL
FOR A WHILE..
THEN TALKED AND I LEFT..
SO WENT HOME..
READ NEW PAPER :D
I LOVE MANCHESTER UNITED! :D
THEY WON 4-2 AGAINST EVERTON
WOOTS! :D LOVE RONALDO :D
ANW i love MCFLY! :D
GTG BACK TO STUDYIN ! :D
BYEEE FOR NOW THEN ! :D
GOD BLESS! :D
LOVES, <33
odelia :D

2007-04-15T13:54:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE AGAIN! :D
I'M HERE TO POST BOUT..
IJ FIESTA!!! :D
ok.. SOOO..
WE WENT TO THE HALL AT 7:30..
THEN WE HAD ASSEMBLY ..
THEN INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP THING..
I GOT CAUGHT BY MS CHAMPION..
COS MY SOCKS WERE TOOO LOW..
AND COULDN'T BE SEEN..
HEY ITS ANKLE SOCKS AFTERALL OK..
NVM.. SO I HAD TO PULL THEM UP..
REALLY HIGHHH.. ARGHH.. NVM :D
BLAH.. SO WE WATCHED THE CONCERT..
CHINYEN WAS SO CUTE.. LOL.. :D
THEN WE WENT BACK TO CLASS..
TO TAKE ATTENDANCE.. BLAH..
WASTE TIME ONLI LUH..
MR TAN LET US OFF LATE! :(
THEN WE HAD TO QUEUE FOR
THE HAUNTED HOUSE!!!
DRUMROLLLSSS :D
WE ONLI PLAYED ONE GAME..
THAT WAS E HAUNTED HOUSE LUHH.
BUT IT WASNT A GAME ..
IT WAS REALLY FREAKY..
MY GROUP WAS
HILLARY, ME, GRACE ADAM,
CYNTHIA, ROCHELLE..
MARIAN WAS FREAKED OUT..
SO SHE STAYED OUTSIDE..
BUT WE HAD TO WAIT FOR OVER AN HOUR..
BLEH.. BUT IN THE END WE STILL GOT IN..
I WAS SCREAMING ALL THE WAY..
I TINK I LOST MY MIND IN THERE.. :D
THE FIRST PART.. NOBODY WANTED TO GO IN..
WE WERE PUSHIN EACH OTHER..
AND THERE WERE TABLES MOVING ..
THERE WERE PPL UNDER THEM..
THEY WERE GRABBING OUR LEGS LUHH..
I KEPT SCREAMIN AND SCREAMING..
THEN THE "GHOSTS" KEPT SCARING US..
I SCREAMED MY LUNGS AND HEART OUT..
THEN THERE WAS TIS THINGY HANGING THERE..
IT KEPT DROPPING... IT WAS SO FREAKY..
THEN WE WALKED THRU TT PART..
FINALLY LUHH.. LOL.. AFTER A LONG TIME..
THEN THERE WERE THESE "GHOSTS"
THERE WAS A WEREWOLF, HANGED WOMAN,
VAMPIRE, MONSTER AND MORE..
I WAS SO FREAKED OUT..
THEN THEY TOLD US WE HAD TO..
CRAWL UNDER AND
THRU THE TABLES .........
I WAS LIKE.. OMG.. U CRAZY..
AND BECAUSE.. ANGELA AND CYNTHIA..
WERE SCARED AND KEPT COMING IN
AND OUT OF THE TABLES..
ALTHOGETHER THEY WENT IN AND OUT..
TWO THREE TIMES..
FINALLY ROCHELLE WENT IN..
SHE'S NOT SCARED OF ANYTING LUHH..
I ONLI GOT TO GO IN LIKE..
AFTER A REALLY LONG TIME..
I WAS ONE OF THE LAST ONES..
TO GO UNDER THE TABLES..
THE "GHOSTS" KEPT SCARING ME..
WHEN I WAS OUTSIDE WAITING..
THEN I FINALLY WENT IN..
I WAS PULLIN HILLARY'S PINAFORE..
AND THE "GHOSTS" WERE LIKE GRABBING US..
GRACE ADAM WAS GRABBIN MY SHOE..
THE "GHOSTS" KEPT SAYING :
"WHOOO AREEEE YOUUUUU.. "
"LOOOOKKKK AT MEEEEEE"
I WAS LIKE "AHHHHHHHHHHHH"
I DIDNT CARE I WAS JUS SCREAMING..
THEY WERE LIKE GRABBING ME LUHH.. OMG..
I WAS SCREAMING MY HEART LUNGS OUT..
THEN WE FINALLY GOT THRU THE TABLES..
AND EVERYONE JUS SCREAMED LIKE MAD..
AND RAN TOWARDS THE DOORS..
THE "GHOSTS" WERE CHASIN AFTER US..
BUT WE JUS RAN OUT SCREAMING.. :D
THEN THE "GHOSTS" SLAMMED THE DOOR..
THEN WE WERE LIKE PANTING LIKE MAD.. LOL..
THEN WE WENT FOR IJ SUPERSTAR..
LIN YING WON! :D THE ONLI SEC1 :D
LALALA.. I GTG DO WORK NOW..
BLOG SOME OTHER DAY :D
LOVES <33>
odelia :D

2007-04-12T18:29:00.000+08:00

tis is adapted from our class blog..
6EXCELLENCE KCP O6..
NOT 1/1 CHIJTP 07..

12TH APRIL 2007
"HEY PEOPLE! :D
I SPRAINED MY FINGER..
SO SORRY IF I TYPE WRONGLY..
BASKETBALL HIT MY FINGER..
I KNOW I'VE NOT BEEN BLOGGIN..
LATELY.. SORRY.. NOW I AM :D
I HERE TO UPDATE BOUT YSTD!
WE CELEBRATED MR GOH'S BDAY! :D
NURUL, EILEEN, SHERILYN, EUNICE,
MATTHEW, JOSHUA, KUNSENG, JOEL C ,
KENNETH, JESSICA, JIAXIN, PAMELA,
WEIJIAN, WEIJIE, BILLY, JOHANN,
JIAMIN, ME AND MR GOH! :D
I TINK MATTHEW LEFT EARLY..
HE WASN'T IN E PIX WE TOOK.. :(
AND THE GUYS ALL GREW TALLER :(
AND BLAH.. SO THIS IS WAD HAPPENED..
EILEEN, JOHANN, KENNETH AND ME
WENT TO COLLECT E CAKE AT AROUND 2:30..
THEN WE WENT TO MEET JIAXIN.. :D
THEN WE WENT TO SCHOOL.. KCPPS..
ME JIAXIN JOHANN KENNETH WENT UP..
TO DISTURB MR GOH'S SUPPLEMENTARY :D
WE WANTED TO GET THE BOY BUT..
HE JUS STARTED SO WE STAYED THERE..
TILL AROUND 3.. BUT THE BOY WASNT READY..
SO WE WENT TO COLLECT HIM AGAIN AT 3:15..
I DUNO WHY I KEEP CALLIN NGWEIMING THE BOY..LOL..
THAT'S NGCHINHUI'S YOUNGER BRO BTW..
AND I ANSWERED THE MATHS Q WRONGLY..
P5 QUESTION!!!NOOOOOOOOOO!!! :( NVM..
LOL..THEN THE BOY WAS SO SCARED OF US LUHH..
LOL..ME AND JIAXIN TRIED TO LIGHT THE CANDLES..
SO DIFFICULT LUHH.. BUT WE FINALLY DID IT!
YAY! :D BUT THERE WAS WAX ALL OVER E CAKE..
SORRY LUHH.. THEN GUESS WAD..
HAD TO BLOW OUT THE CANDLES COS MR GOH
WASN'T COMING DOWN YET.. IT WAS SO.. ARGH..
NVM.. NVM.. :D I'M COOL I'M COOL.. :D
SO THE BOY TALKED TO US.. FINALLY! :D
LOL.. HE ASKED US WHY WE WANTED HIM.. LOL..
HE WAS SO FUNNY LUHH.. LOL.. :D
AND HE DOESNT LOOK LIKE NCH.. BLAH..
AND THEN MR GOH CAME DOWN..
THEN WE WERE RUSHIN TO LIGHT E CANDLES..
SHUD HAF JUS ASKED KS TO DO IT..
SAVE ME E TORTURE.. HE DID IT IN THE END..
THEN THE BOY CARRIED IT TO HIM! :D
THE BOY WAS SO GOOD AND OBEDIENT LUHH :D
THEN MR GOH BLEW OUT E CANDLES..
THEN WE GAVE HIM THE PREZ! :D RED PENS!
SEVEN RED PENS FROM THEM IN ALL! :D
AND THEY STILL OWE ME MONEY.. NVM.. :D
THEN WE ATE E CAKE.. THEN AFTER TT..
WE WENT TO PLAY BASKETBALL! :DD
I MISS PLAYIN BBALL WIF YOU GUYS!!!
MY GROUP/ JOSHUA'S GROUP LOST! :(
AND JOSHUA THREW E BALL AT ME TWICE..
WHEN I WASNT LOOKIN.. FINE..
SO THAT'S HOW I SPRAINED MY FINGER...
YSTD AFT NOT PAIN.. NITE THEN PAIN..
BUT NVM.. AT LEAST WE HAD FUNNN :D
THEN WE FINISHED UP AND TOOK CLASS PIX..
I'LL POST AFTER TIS.. :D LALALALALA..
THEN THE GIRLS WENT TO THE PLAYGROUND..
WE TOOK SOME PIX.. I'LL POST THEM AS WELL..
WE WERE CHATTTING.. AND PRANK CALLIN PPL :D
NOT SUAN PRANK CALL.. COS WE JUS SAID HELLO..
LOL.. THEN AFTER TT WE WENT HOME..
SO THAT'S ALL BOUT YSTD..
I'LL POST PIX NOW! :D
OK I'LL END HERE! :D
LOVES <33,
odelia :D "

i shan't POST PIX here..
cos it TAKES a reallly LONGG time..
BLAHH. I'LL POST AGAIN..
AFTER TIS BOUT IJ FIESTA..
LOVES <33
odelia :D

2007-03-31T18:40:00.000+08:00

OMG LUHH..
I SLEPT FOR ALMOST 8 HOURS..
FROM 12 - 2.. THEN 2:30 - 6..
I'M WAS SO TIRED..
I HATE 2.4 KM RUN.. I HATE PFT..
OMG.. MY POOR ANKLE..
AND SHOULDER..
MY WHOLE BODY ACTUALLY..
ARGH.. )): I HATE PFT..
STUPID PFT.. )): AIXXX.. )):
OK I'VE RUN OUTTA THINGS TO SAY..
COS I'VE BEEN SLEEPIN THE WHOLE DAY..
SO NTH HAPPENED.. ((:
`LOVES <33
`odelia =D

2007-03-31T11:19:00.000+08:00

OMG LUHH..
I ACTUALLY TOOK 3 HOURS
TO FIND MY WAY BACK HOME..LOL..
HAD PFT THIS MORNING..
OMG.. MY ANKLE WAS HURTIN LYK HELL..
I HATE THE PERSON TT CREATED PFT..
I PASSED WITH A HURTNG ANKLE! ((:
YES! I RAWK.. HAHAHAHAHA..
NOW I WILL EXPLAIN WHY WE TOOK 3 HOURS..
WE FINISHED PFT AT AROUND 8:45 9..
WE CLEARED UP AND IT WAS AROUND 9:15..
WE STARTED TO FIND OUT
WHERE WAS THE NEAREST MRT STATION..
BECOS WE WERE SENT THERE TO NYJC..
THAT'S WHY WE DIDN'T NOE HOW 2 GO HOME..
WE ASKED MS NG, MR JIOW..
AND SARAH'S PARENTS..
I DUN BELIF IT WAS THEM LUHH..
LOL.. THEN WE WENT AROUND ASKIN...
LYK DUNNO WAD IDIOTS ON THE TRACK LUHH...
ONE OF THE TEACHERS SCREAMED AT US.. LOL.
FINE FINE FINE.. SO WE WENT OUT OF NYJC..
WE SPENT 45 OVER MINS DECIDIN
WHAT TRANSPORT TO TAKE..
TAXI? MRT? BUS?
ASHLEY EVEN CALLED THE WEIRD HOTLINE..
SARAH'S FATHER SAID THAT HE WAS
GONNA CHECK THE STREET DIRECTORY..
AND GUESS WAD STUPID THING HAPPENED..
HE NEVER CAME BACK! THANKS A LOT..
THEN WE ACTUALLY STOPPED
ROCHELLE'S CAR.. LOL..
WE WANTED TO ASK FOR DIRECTIONS..
HER PARENTS WANTED TO FETCH US...
BUT THERE WERE 8 OF US AND 3 SEATS..
SO WE REJECTED HIM.. AWW..
HE'S SO NICE.. ((: THANKS FOR THE OFFER.. ((:
AFTER AROUND 1 HOUR OF CONFLICT..
YUPP SO.. WE DECIDED TO TAKE BUS 105..
TO TOA PAYOH INTERCHANGE..
BUT WE DIDN'T KNOW WHICH SIDE..
WE WERE HAVIN TIS CONFLICT..
WHERE I SAID LEFT SIDE..
SOME SAID RIGHT SIDE..
SO WE ASKED A SECURITY GUARD..
WHICH BUS STOP TO GO TO..
COS THERE WERE TWO..
AND WE DUNNO ANYTHING..
SO THE SECURITY GUARD SAID
THE RIGHT SIDE..
SO I FOLLOWED THEM..
FINE.. I LOST THE CONFLICT..
SO WE TOOK THE BUS 105
ON THE RIGHT SIDE..
AND GUESS WAD?!?!!?
THE SECURITY GUARD WAS WRONG!
THANKS A LOT MAN..
WE WASTED A WHOLE 20 MINS
TAKIN THE WRONG BUS..
STUPID SECURITY GUARD..
AND THE BUS DRIVER ALSO..
HE SAID TT BUS WAS GOIN TO
TOA PAYOH INTERCHANGE/ MRT..
SO TT STUPID BUS LET US OFF
AT SERANGOON INTERCHANGE..
THANKS A LOT STUPID BUS..
AND THEN WE HAD TO GO TAKE A MRT..
FROM SERANGOON TO DHOBY GHAUT.
THEN FROM DHOBY GHAUT FOR ME..
TO BISHAN.. TO COME HOME..
AND ALTOGETHER WE TOOK 3 HOURS!
WOOOTS.. LOL.. IT WAS KINDA FUN.. ((:
HAHAHAHAHHA.. WE WERE MAD PPL.. (:
THE PPL WERE :
ME, ANGELA, HILLARY, NATASHA,
CHOON KEE, ASHLEY
VALERIE WAS ACTUALLY SUPPOSED 2
FOLLOW US BACK TOO..
BUT SHE LEFT HER WATER BOTTLE
AT THE TRACK AND WENT BACK TO GET IT..
SO SHE ASKED US TO LEAVE FIRST..
AND GUESS WAD.. ANGELA'S A RETARD..
SHE TOT SHE LOST HER PHONE..
AND GUESS WAD IT WAS IN HER BAG..
SHE SEARCHED THE BAG LYK MAD..
AND GUESS WAD..
WHEN SHE EMPTIED THE BAG..
IT WAS RIGHT THERE...
ANGELA YOU'RE A NOOB LAR.
LOL.. DUMB DUMB..
AND MY LEGS HURT LYK HELL..
OMG.. OMGG.. MY SHOULDERS..
OK MY WHOLE BODY'S ACHING..
I'LL GO TAKE A REST..
LATER PEOPLE! ((:
`LOVES <33,>
`odelia =D

2007-03-29T15:27:00.000+08:00

LOVE
IS SOMETHING THAT:

IS NEEDED FOR CERTAIN PEOPLE..

IS THERE WHENEVER YOU NEED IT..

IS SOMETHING TT EXISTS ONLI IN YOUR HEART..

IS BLIND..

IS HAPPINESS..

IS NEVER FAILING..

2007-03-29T15:23:00.000+08:00

CERTAIN THINGS
CAN'T BE REPLACED
ONCE YOU'VE LOST THEM..

CERTAIN THINGS
CAN'T EVER BE FORGOTTEN
ONCE THEY'RE GONE..

CERTAIN THINGS
WILL MEAN THE WORLD TO SOMEONE
AND JUS NOTHING TO ANOTHER..

CERTAIN THINGS
ARE SO PRECIOUS TO ONE
THAT ONE WILL EVEN DIE FOR IT..

CERTAIN THINGS
WILL ALWAYS STAY IN YOUR HEART
EVEN TILL THE DAY YOU DIE..

CERTAIN THINGS
WILL DISAPPEAR
IF NOT TAKEN GOOD CARE OF..

CERTAIN THINGS
CAN NEVER BE MENDED
ONCE BROKEN..

THE CERTAIN THING
THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME..

IS YOU MYDUDE!
(MYDUDE IS A CERTAIN PERSON)

2007-03-26T20:21:00.000+08:00

YO EVERYONE AGAIN..
LOL.. JUS NOW I WAS TOTALLY MAD..
SORRY.. ME AND JIAXIN JUS WENT MAD..
WE WENT TO VISIT SAMUEL ANG... LOL..
JIAXIN ASKED ME TO FOLLOW HER..
COS SHE TOT SAMUEL REACHED HOME B4 HER..
LOL.. HAHAHHA.. WE'RE MAD PPL ((:
THE CONVER BETWEEN US WAS SO FUNNY...

ODELIA: PRESS THE BELL!
JIAXIN: OK! *PRESSES BELL*
ODELIA: SO LONG.
*DOOR OPENS*
ODELIA: HI!
SAMUEL: HUH?!?
JIAXIN: HI! (:
ODELIA: I'M ODELIA FROM UPSTAIRS.
SAMUEL: YA I KNOW.
JIAXIN: *SMILES*
ODELIA: YOU FELL ASLEEP IN THE BUS AGAIN..
SAMUEL: I WAS VERY TIRED..
ODELIA: 2ND TIME LE..
SAMUEL: SORRY LAR..
ODELIA: *SMILES*
SAMUEL: YOU ALL VERY FREE HOR..
ODELIA: SHE WANTED TO TAIL U HOME..
JIAXIN: HEHE..
ODELIA: BUT TOT U GOT BAK HOME B4 HER..
SAMUEL: I WENT TO GO BUY MY DINNER..
JIAXIN: OH..
ODELIA: OK.. WE SHAN'T DISTURB U LE..
SAMUEL: OK..
ODELIA: BYE..
JIAXIN: BYE..
*SAMUEL CLOSES DOOR*
ODELIA & JIAXIN: *LAUGHS LYK MAD*

LOL.. WE'RE CRAZY LAR.. LOL..
THEN I WALKED JIAXIN BACK HOME.. ((:
`LOVES <33
`odelia =D

2007-03-26T19:35:00.000+08:00

YO EVERYONE!
YO YO YO YO YO!!!
OMG I'M GOIN CRAZY..
WOOTS.. I LOVE WIKIPEDIA..
I SHARE THE SAME BDAY
AS KHAIRUL AMRI...
THE SINGAPORE FOOTBALLER..
THE ONE TT SCORED THAT
CRUCIAL GOAL AT THE LAST FEW MINS!
OMG.. WIKIPEDIA RAWKS.. LOL.. ((:
I'M GOIN MADDD.. WOOTTTTSS! ((:
`LOVES <333
`odelia =D

2007-03-24T12:16:00.000+08:00

YO PEOPLE.. YO YO YO..
LOL.. YAY I'M MADDDD...
I GOT MY REPORT BOOK BACKKK ((:
BUT THE GRADES AREN'T SO GOOD.. )):
BLEHHH.. OK I SHALL REVEAL THEM..
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH.. (((:

ENGLISH : 58.2 - C5 =)
MATHEMATICS : 66 - B3 =D
CHINESE : 76 - A1 =DDD
SCIENCE : 86 - A1 =DDD
GEOGRAPHY : 34 - F9 OMGGGG..
HISTORY : 60 - B4 =))
LITERATURE : 70 - A2 =DD
VISUAL ARTS : 69 - B3 =D

LALALALA..
LOL.. I HAF NTH ELSE TO SAY.. ((:
OK BYEEEE THEN ((:
`LOVES <333>
`odelia =D

2007-03-17T23:50:00.000+08:00

OMIGOSHHH.. ((:
EVERYONE LOVES CHISHUN..
LOL.. HE'S TOO UNRESISTABLE..
I DUN LOVE CHISHUN THOUGH..
MY FRIENDS DO ((:
HE'S TOO HANDSOME.. LOL..

2007-03-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

YOU PICKED ME UP..
AND THREW ME AWAY AGAIN..

2007-03-17T21:32:00.002+08:00

PLEASE..
TELL ME YOU MEANT
EVERY SINGLE THING
YOU SAID THAT DAY..

2007-03-17T21:32:00.001+08:00

PLEASE..
TELL ME YOU MEANT
EVERY SINGLE THING
YOU SAID THAT DAY..

2007-03-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

PLEASE..
TELL ME YOU MEANT
EVERY SINGLE THING
YOU SAID THAT DAY..

2007-03-17T14:52:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE..
HMM.. HERE TO UPDATE.. (:
SO ON 15TH MARCH 2007!
I TURNED 13! ((: YAY.. ((:
MY BIRTHDAY! ((:
WENT OUT WIF MAMA IN E MORNING..
WENT TO EAT BREAKFAST..
THEN WENT TO J8.. ((:
COULDN'T GO INTO THE ARCADE..
COS I WAS WEARIN CLASS TEE
AND KCP SHORTS..
BUT I'M NOT IN KCP ANYMORE!!!
I JUS WEAR ONLI WAD!!
MY BIRTHDAY SOMEMORE..
HMPPP! STUPID WOMAN...
SO I WAS LYK STANDIN OUTSIDE..
WANTED TO BUY HANAKIMI DISC (:
BUT DUN HAF DVD VERSION )):
BLEHH.. EVIL..
SO AFTER TT WENT HOME..
THEN PLAYED COM FOR WHILE..
CHECKED OUT FRIENDSTER..
FOR TESTIMONIALS! ((:
LALALALALALALA..
RECEIVED BIRTHDAY WISHES FROM:
ZENGJIE (:
DIXON (:
ANSON??? (:
SHERILYN (:
NURUL (:
SHERLYN (:
PEARLY (:
CHLOE (:
PEARLENE (:
JASSY (:
VALERIE (:
THANKS YOU GUYS (:
`LOVES ((:
THEN SENT MAMA OFF..
SHE'S GOIN TO HONGKONG )):
ON MY BIRTHDAY SOMEMORE..
SO SENT HER OFF..
THEN AROUND 3 WENT OUT! ((:
WITH NURUL, YANTING AND JIAMIN.
SO ME AND JIAMIN MET FIRST..
SHE HAD TO COME UP..
AND HELP ME FINISH UP MY BDAY CAKE..
LOL.. ((: POOR JIAMIN.. LOL..
SO AFTER TT SET OFF TO J8..
THEN ME AND JM WENT 2 THE ARCADE..
IN J8 TT ONE.. I MANAGED TO GET IN..
TIS TIME! ((: YAY! ((: LOL..
SO WE PLAYED BBALL.. THE FAKE ONE.. LOL..
I WON JIAMIN TWICE! ((: WOOOHOOO! ((:
THEN NURUL AND YANTING CAME..
SO WE WENT OFF TO BUY TICKETS FOR MOVIE..
THEN WE WERE DECIDING..
AT FIRST WE WANTED JUST FOLLOW LAW..
THEN AFTER TT FTER MUCH PERSUASION..
FROM NURUL. WE TOOK STOMP THE YARD..
ME AND YANTING DIDNT UNDERSTAND
WHAT IT WAS ALL ABOUT.. LOL..
AND NEXT WE DECIDED WHO TO PAY..
IN E END.. NURUL PAID 22 I PAID 10..
MY MONEY!!! )): NVM BAH.. LOL..
THEN AFTER TT WENT TO TAKE NEOS.. ((:
JIAMIN PAID TIS TIME! ((: WOOHOOO! ((:
THEN WE TOOK THEN DECO.. ((:
THEN WE FOUND OUT ALMOST TIME LE..
THEN ME AND YANTING RUSH OUT TO BUY FOOD..
THEN JIAMIN NURUL DO THE NEOS.. ((:
I PAID FOR FOOD.. )): MY MONEYYYY!!!!!! )):
NVM ITS OK. I'M GOOD.. I'M GOOD.. ((:
THEN WE WENT IN.. I SAT NEXT TO TIS GUY..
QUITE SHUAI.. LOL.. JKJK.. HAHAHAHAHA..
THEN WE WERE WATCHING..
I SAT NEXT TO YANTING ALSO ((:
I TOOK QUITE A LOT OF NACHOS..
POPCORN ONLI A LITTLE BIT LAR.. ((:
SO WE WATCHED.. ((:
THE SHOW WAS KINDA NICE.. ((:
TOUCHING AND KOOL AT E SAME TIME ((:
SO THE SHOW WAS FOR 2 HOURS.. ((:
THEN AFTER THE SHOW.. ME AND JM..
WENT TO GO PLAY THE BBALL GAME AGAIN! ((:
TIS TWO TIMES.. SHE WON ME )):
EVIL JIAMIN.. EVILLLLLLLL.. )):
THEN WE ALL WENT MAD DURIN E LAST GAME.. ((:
LOL.. WE ARE CRAZY PEOPLE ((: YAY..
THEN WE PARTED AND WENT HOME..
I WENT HOME.. ON THE COM AGAIN! ((:
BLAHHHH.. ((: THEN MSN.. THEN FRIENDSTER..
THEN BLAHHH.. ((: WANTED TO GO PLAY BBALL..
BUT JIAXIN COULDN'T.. )): SO NVR GO..
SO I STAYED HOME AND ROTTED.. BLAH.. ((:
THEN NEXT DAY... 16TH MARCH 2007 ((:
STAYED AT HOME. ROTTED..
HAD TO DO GEOG ASSESSMENTS.. )):
I JUS DID LAR.. I'M GOOD I'M GOOD.. ((:
SO WENT FOR TLL AT AROUND 4:30
AND THEY STILL TINK BERWIN'S MY BF..
STUPID.. THEY MADE ME SIT OPP HIM AGAIN..
ARGH.. LEMME CLARIFY SOMETHING..
BERWIN IS NOT MY BOYFREN!
GET THAT STRAIGHT PEOPLE.. ARGH..
NVM. I REN.. AND I DID MY HOMEWORK! ((:
MUAHAHAHHAHAHA.. MRS LIM CANT SCOLD ME..
AND SHE DIDNT.. MUAHHHAHAHAHA..
ME JASMINE AND ABBY JUS WENT MAD..
WE KEPT LAUGHIN FOR NO REASON..
AND JASMINE'S MAD.. SHE WROTE SOME CRAP..
BOUT ME AND ZENGJIE. BLAHH..
AND MRS LIM TOOK MY SCIENCE TESTPAPER..
AND DIDN'T RETURN IT... ARGH.. MRS LIM..
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M IN FOR IT..
MRS TAN AL IS GONNA KILL ME FOR IT..
LET ME DIE AND ALL THANKS TO MRS LIM..
BLAH.. SO AFTER TLL WENT TO PLAY BBALL..
HAD TO WAIT TILL AROUND 9:30 9:45...
TILL WE GOT TO PLAY..
WENT TO PLAY WIF JX AND HER BRO. ((:
SO WE PLAYED MATCH WIF 3 GIRLS..
THEN AFTER TT LIGHTS WENT OFF..
SO ME AND JX FOOLED AROUND FOR WHILE..
WE WERE BOUNCING MY BALL..
SEE HOW HIGH IT CUD GO..
JX'S BRO JOINED IN AFTER A WHILE..
WE WERE BOUNCING LYK MAD LOL..
WE'RE CRAZY PEOPLE!! WOOOHOO!
BUT THERE WAS ONCE.. SHE BOUNCED IT..
UNTIL IT WENT TO THE OTHER COURT..
SO I RAN RAN RAN RAN RAN..
THEN CAUGHT IT.. BUT TOO LATE..
I ALMOST HIT THE WALL MAN.. LOL..
AND I HURT MY TOE.. OWWWWWWW..
THE NAIL AND THE SKIN ALL CAME OFF..
DRAGGED MY FOOT ACROSS THE COURT..
OMG IT WAS SO PAINFUL AND OWWWWWWW..
SO AFTER TT WENT HOME.. POOR TOE... )):
SO PUT A BAND AID ROUND IT..
WENT ONLINE FOR WHILE ((:
THEN WENT TO BED..
THEN TODAY! 17TH MARCH 2007 ((:
WOKE UP IN THE MORNING..
DIDNT WANNA GO OUT FOR BREAKFAST..
BLAHH. SO STAYED HOME.. ROT AT HOME..
LOL.. ((: I'M ALWAYS ROTTING.. YAY ((:
SO THEN DID HISTORY ASSESSMENT..
ARGH.. NVM.. I'M GOOD I'M GOOD.. LOL..
SO FINISHED IT.. AND NOW HERE I AM BLOGGIN..
WHOA.. TIS IS A REALLY LONGGG POST..
WHOA.. LOL.. ONE OF LONGEST EVER WRITTEN..
BLAH.. OK I'LL STOP HERE NOW!! ((:
`LOVES <33
`odelia =D